haiz. the hp crisis told u liao. so wont elaborate anymore on it.

erm. if i sms u tonite. then it's safe to call. den u call lor. but 4 time being. dont sms me ok. unless i say it's safe. coz my parents suspect i got bf. they say y i keep reporting everything to "someone". my every move. so i cant sms in front of them. i feel i cant breathe sometimes coz they r strict. EXTREME.

but i cant help it. hopefully next yr they'll change. definite. coz i gonna tell them i haf a bf. they will allow as long as it dun affect studies. so yeah. time flies and soon next yr comin.

tuesday. i'll sms u let u noe when sch dismiss.

cant blog too long. dad may pop in anytime to check on me. he expect me to study. ever since the fone thing. he black face. haiz. summore i was so hurt. he suddenly shout at me to get lost. dun make him lose appetite. i..i cried. was forcing the rice into my mouth.
i was terrible just now. i said sorry so many times.

oh. anyway. i just hope dad gets over it. my mum is nice. haiz. woman. that's y. softhearted more.

i love you.