it's like i get to see u lesser and lesser. i really am so upset.
very depressing almost wanted to cry.
but no point crying over spilt milk.
only u can make me happy.

prelims r coming and i cant go out. cant go online as often. talk on fone for shorter while.
after prelims can go out occasionally.
o levels r the worse. cant go out cant online. tok on fone still can. only for a very very short while maybe to say gdnite. after my Os i'm gonna go out everyday. with u. i was dreaming about that in school. about what we're gonna do after o levels.

right now i cant even get to see u so much. it's so disheartening. i really felt like telling my mom that i'll disappear and never return if she traps me in a prison still.

but there's nothing i can do. except to wait and wait till next year. wait till i'm an adult.

i love you.

will blog later.