coz that day 8aug. i told my mum weeks b4 hand i got chem course that clashes with sch extra chem lab lessons. so she signed the letter of excuse. teacher ask me for letter today. so i gave. i didnt know she called my mum to verify!!! den my mum said she didnt know i had chem course that day. den she damn angry when fetchin me after sch today. i cried. then i had to go toilet coz cant cry in front of her frenz. yah so my mum damn furious i skip lessons. after that go SGH i cried in public. coz she threaten to tell dad and the punishment is far worse. coz dad will beat me up until my face swollen, confiscate fone, dun let me use com. i kept crying in the car and begging my mum not to tell my dad coz i damn scared i cant tok to u anymore. den she relented. she say in return i cant use com at night time for chatting. unless sch work den inform her and use under her supervision. haizzz. at least until after prelims. which is like about 1 months time. so shd be ok lah.

she damn disappointed in me say she trusted me so much and i betray her trust. den i dun think i can go out anymore. so birthday dinner and sunday i cant. very sad. shd haf gone for chem lab lesson that day. miss one day outing with u is better than a few times. haiz. i'm sorry. really upset. but at least it's better than dad finding out. so i guess this will be the last time i blog till after prelims. 20 something sept.
(wake me up when september ends) that stupid song came true. listened to it this morning in the car! den wth lah.
i think if got chance like when mum fetch bro. i secretly blog short while.
so other than that u dun needa come online so early at nite since i not here. but will still receive ur ring daily.

i love you alot prince. and will be with u forever. cant tok often nowadays is okay. coz long term is rjc. and look on it on bright side. next few yrs and rest of our lives can be together. so this few months sucks. bear wif it. i still have hp. and can tok on fone. i love you.