Yah today it’s like woke up damn late. Saw ur msg at 8 plus. I replied before 9. and went back to sleep planning to wake up by 10. den end up overslept. Wake up around 11. den wenta get moi breakfast. Got sticky rice on dining table so just eat. Watch the anuggerah. That malay idol thingy. And browse thru papers. The gen y article quite nice. Tok bout life lessons. Den I think 20min later I went back to my room to study. Bringin wif me peanut cake to eat for snacks. Since I took brunch. So afternoon tea ate the peanut cake.
Den the whole morning and afternoon I wasted so much time tryin to solve this stupid problem concerning my church “friend”. Coz now not fren anymore. It’s like he likes me. And keep msging me to disturb me. I told him clearly not to bother me anymore but he still keep on msging me. Den last time I thought he was just a good fren. and I ask him study hard all these. When I realized he likes me I distant myself from him coz I already got u. and that time I ask him not to bother me. But then he still persisted. And I got sick. So I started ignoring him. And then occasionally he send me like 30 smses den I reply once. Like the ratio is 1:30. lol. Very scary lah he. And then for 2 whole wks I never tok to him at all and today finally he blew it. He sms me sayin he’s frustrated that I never reply him and ask me why I never go church. I already made it clear to him I’m not goin church after Os. And I think even after Os I not going anymore because of this stupid incident. Dun wanna see his face.
He was mad at me. Like expect me to give in to him when I already told him to back off. And then he started telling my cousin bad things. And keep askin my cousin to sabo me. But luckily I called my cousin and she told me what he smsed her. About askin her to sabo me. Den she replied him saying that “hate to disappoint u, but I dun think I can do that to her”. My cousin told me that blood is thicker than water. And then I felt relieved coz my cousin rooted wif me. Den I told my cousin bout him. About how he disturb me all these. And then she told me now she’s scared of him. Like we both didn’t expect him to be really like that. And talking bout him, reminds me of jerik. Coz it’s like so crazy over love and can do crazy things. Scaryyy. Yah and then he finally sms my cousin sayin that he’s hurt and depressed. Coz I dun like him or sth liddat. And ask my cousin to take care of me. And then he msg me ask me concentrate on my studies. So I hope the things will be settled like this and nothing stupid will happen anymore. Yah he really scare me outta my wits esp when he badmouth me to all his church frenz and my cousin and wanted to sabo me. I scared my mum finds out. Haiz. Wth lah. Summore he scold me vulgar words like cold blooded and bitch. He say if his mum ever saw me she needa wash her eyes coz I’ll make his mum’s eyes dirty or sth liddat. Den it’s very insulting lor. Wateva lah. Now I dare not go to church and I doubt I’ll be going unless got some big function or celebration like Christmas or sth den my mum ask me go den I’ll go. Other than that I think it’s better I keep away. And not get myself into trouble.
I think he’s so weird. Coz if he likes me den can scold me vulgar words. Dunno what he tryin to do lah. And I’m so damn pissed at him. Coz here I am tryin very hard to concentrate on my studies and wanting to focus a lot because of RJC. But he’s distracting me by smsing me non stop and summore the contents is like “why u keep ignoring me?? I miss u so much. I wanna see u in church” all these disgusting things. Den cause me lose my focus and waste a lot of time tryin to brush him off my back when he clinging on. Yucks man. That time I told u over the fone I think. That my church fren likes me. It’s him lor. I never expect that it’ll get so serious until my cousin pulled in also. Summore I keep askin him not to think bout love at this time and ask him study and stop botherin me. He never lor. Keep smsing me non stop.
But I hope that this case will close and I’ll have nth to do wif him no more. This kinda people very scary and unpredictable one.
And lastly just wanna say that today’s been tough cause of this incident. Didn’t manage to study much. Coz wastin lotsa my time telling my cousin what’s going on and tryin to solve the problem. But I hope now it’ll be settled and from tomorrow onwards I’ll be able to study without distractions. Coz the most important thing now for me is to study hard and get into RJC so that I can be with u everyday.
Don’t worry ok. I’ll do my best and give it my all n make full use of all that I have and study like hell. I love you dear prince. I wanna be with u forever. =)
Den the whole morning and afternoon I wasted so much time tryin to solve this stupid problem concerning my church “friend”. Coz now not fren anymore. It’s like he likes me. And keep msging me to disturb me. I told him clearly not to bother me anymore but he still keep on msging me. Den last time I thought he was just a good fren. and I ask him study hard all these. When I realized he likes me I distant myself from him coz I already got u. and that time I ask him not to bother me. But then he still persisted. And I got sick. So I started ignoring him. And then occasionally he send me like 30 smses den I reply once. Like the ratio is 1:30. lol. Very scary lah he. And then for 2 whole wks I never tok to him at all and today finally he blew it. He sms me sayin he’s frustrated that I never reply him and ask me why I never go church. I already made it clear to him I’m not goin church after Os. And I think even after Os I not going anymore because of this stupid incident. Dun wanna see his face.
He was mad at me. Like expect me to give in to him when I already told him to back off. And then he started telling my cousin bad things. And keep askin my cousin to sabo me. But luckily I called my cousin and she told me what he smsed her. About askin her to sabo me. Den she replied him saying that “hate to disappoint u, but I dun think I can do that to her”. My cousin told me that blood is thicker than water. And then I felt relieved coz my cousin rooted wif me. Den I told my cousin bout him. About how he disturb me all these. And then she told me now she’s scared of him. Like we both didn’t expect him to be really like that. And talking bout him, reminds me of jerik. Coz it’s like so crazy over love and can do crazy things. Scaryyy. Yah and then he finally sms my cousin sayin that he’s hurt and depressed. Coz I dun like him or sth liddat. And ask my cousin to take care of me. And then he msg me ask me concentrate on my studies. So I hope the things will be settled like this and nothing stupid will happen anymore. Yah he really scare me outta my wits esp when he badmouth me to all his church frenz and my cousin and wanted to sabo me. I scared my mum finds out. Haiz. Wth lah. Summore he scold me vulgar words like cold blooded and bitch. He say if his mum ever saw me she needa wash her eyes coz I’ll make his mum’s eyes dirty or sth liddat. Den it’s very insulting lor. Wateva lah. Now I dare not go to church and I doubt I’ll be going unless got some big function or celebration like Christmas or sth den my mum ask me go den I’ll go. Other than that I think it’s better I keep away. And not get myself into trouble.
I think he’s so weird. Coz if he likes me den can scold me vulgar words. Dunno what he tryin to do lah. And I’m so damn pissed at him. Coz here I am tryin very hard to concentrate on my studies and wanting to focus a lot because of RJC. But he’s distracting me by smsing me non stop and summore the contents is like “why u keep ignoring me?? I miss u so much. I wanna see u in church” all these disgusting things. Den cause me lose my focus and waste a lot of time tryin to brush him off my back when he clinging on. Yucks man. That time I told u over the fone I think. That my church fren likes me. It’s him lor. I never expect that it’ll get so serious until my cousin pulled in also. Summore I keep askin him not to think bout love at this time and ask him study and stop botherin me. He never lor. Keep smsing me non stop.
But I hope that this case will close and I’ll have nth to do wif him no more. This kinda people very scary and unpredictable one.
And lastly just wanna say that today’s been tough cause of this incident. Didn’t manage to study much. Coz wastin lotsa my time telling my cousin what’s going on and tryin to solve the problem. But I hope now it’ll be settled and from tomorrow onwards I’ll be able to study without distractions. Coz the most important thing now for me is to study hard and get into RJC so that I can be with u everyday.
Don’t worry ok. I’ll do my best and give it my all n make full use of all that I have and study like hell. I love you dear prince. I wanna be with u forever. =)
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