i went out with u on valentine's day, dental appointment day, friday and saturday.
it's been a long time since we met 4 times in a week. n i really treasure it alot alot.
i just wanna say sorry if i hurt u. coz some days i made u upset n i just wanna tell u that i will never ever leave u no matter what. coz i love you very much and we'll be together forever.
i enjoy all the times we spend together. it feels great being with u. and i look forward to more dates with u.

just remember to give me priority ok. n we'll both give and take.
and also be nice to each other ok. then things will be much better.
all about control..

and i just wanna say i'm sorry. coz i
i just cant bring myself to say this.
but i'm sorry.. i really am.
i said before that i'll join u in rjc.
but rjc told me that they cant accept me coz i'm a dsa student at sajc n i'm supposed to honour my committment there.
so i dont know what to do.
i'm really so lost.
i just wanna badly badly wanna go rjc. but now i'm being held back n tied up at sajc. no matter how strong my desire or how forceful i try to get myself free, i cant.
i dunno what to do.
should i just totally break off my contract with sajc?
i think maybe i'll try to appeal again after posting which is in march. but i dunno if my mum will support me.
i'm so scared n i dunno how to face u.
coz if i dun get into rjc, i'll be devastated n i'm afraid.
can u imagine all my dreams of eatin with u in sch, seeing u everyday.. all dashed.

but i wanna be with u forever.
i really want to marry you.
i love you so much.