man reali feel like sayin alot of things bout today but scared it will hurt u. but i guess u wanna know wat im tinkin of rite. so writin tis now hopin tat u wont secretly use de com today. so at least when u read tomolo n ask moi questions i would haf cooled down by den. cos actuali now still not havvin de happy mood.

i actauli oso not tat gd temper. jus tat i try to control moiself mos of de times. onli sometimes den i will jus lose it. though tink u get angry n upset easier den moi as u may say tat ur a gal. but at least i tryto cheer u up everytime ur down. its onli when im oso down tat i nv try to cheer u up like today. so actuali keep feelin like leavin but den at de same time still scared of hurtin u moor. so jus din do anythin at all. actuali din reali feel like huggin n kissin u in de end tat's y i nv say. but it was jus to make u happy. though i felt abit better once u hugged moi.

n actuali oso had some stupid thoughts but it was onli thoughts nothin moor. but it was reali shitty tat time. tat's y had those thoughts. but gues its ok now. tryin to clear moi mind right now. but ur not de onli one who feels like tearin things up n everythin. i jus haf quite abit of self-control over these things yah.

rest of de day was jus RE which our group started first but din get to leave after presentation. anyway no diff since i wasted 8bucks on taxi jus to rush dere onli to find out u still got class. yah tat's al de things i can rmb i guess. except tat woke up in de middle of de nite n was very sleepy throughout de whole day.

i'l always love you