still feelin lousy. even after sayin al those to u. jus feelin damn down now. tis suxs alot. heart aches. like someone squeezin it like tat. especail tis mornin in sch tat time.

den sch was sian. durin recess was preparin for coreer forum. den forum attended on bankin n advertisin. miss 2 cos one is busy helpin out so no time de other is cos advertisin very long so eat into de other session time. den was faciliator. quite gd. first time wearin blazer. damn excited n was quite cool. took a few pics.

den releaased late. bout 7.15 but ate de leftovers dere. de guy i was tokin too is angmoh. he quite cool. at first din know wat to ask n was nervous but in de end was gd. quite well done.

anyway tink can onli go back to onli hug n kisses until u ready.

still feelin louy n like doiont feel like doin anythin at al.

feel tat i sux as a bf... n u deserve some1 better. cos wan u to be happy but seems like i cant do it at al. no mattr how hard i try. like give in to u most of de times n listen to wat u wan n do it though mos of de time get nothin in return. feelin exhasted....

but moi feelings for u wont change. love is reali a strange thing n i love you...