suddenli feel like bloggin now. dunno y oso. ive becum quite weird liao.

anyway seems like we'r not as close as last time n needa start rebuildin our relationship again.

oso hope tat ul b happy wif wat we tok bout yesterday, but i reali wan to know wat u reali wan instead of jus noddin ur head at moi. though i hope tat we can be closer, but, to moi, like tat den i wont be tempted n get disappointed. so i'l jus hafta wait till ur ready. at least like tat i wont feel so disappointed n u wont feel pressured.

bloody hell now moi mum tokin bout one of moi friends jus to tryta pressure moi. den tok loudly n pretent like tokin to dad onli when de whole world can here. fuckin deaf.

still feel fucked n down. hell lousy. lifes suxs

dun feel like doin anythin at al. den oso not sure wat u wan. u nv say anythin much n dont reali kno wat's happenin. jus tell moi wat u feel n tink can. bout wat u reali wan. dun are bout wat i said yesterday n jus tell moi wat u wan. otherwise how i know... i make tis arrangement cos i tink tat maybe its better for u. but u seemed not to like it... so can tell moi wat u reali wan...

haiz...

i reali suck...

everythin i do oso not tat gd...

wat shld i do...

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love...

so complicated...

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yet...

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it seems like...

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im in love wif u...