haiz. the hp crisis told u liao. so wont elaborate anymore on it.

erm. if i sms u tonite. then it's safe to call. den u call lor. but 4 time being. dont sms me ok. unless i say it's safe. coz my parents suspect i got bf. they say y i keep reporting everything to "someone". my every move. so i cant sms in front of them. i feel i cant breathe sometimes coz they r strict. EXTREME.

but i cant help it. hopefully next yr they'll change. definite. coz i gonna tell them i haf a bf. they will allow as long as it dun affect studies. so yeah. time flies and soon next yr comin.

tuesday. i'll sms u let u noe when sch dismiss.

cant blog too long. dad may pop in anytime to check on me. he expect me to study. ever since the fone thing. he black face. haiz. summore i was so hurt. he suddenly shout at me to get lost. dun make him lose appetite. i..i cried. was forcing the rice into my mouth.
i was terrible just now. i said sorry so many times.

oh. anyway. i just hope dad gets over it. my mum is nice. haiz. woman. that's y. softhearted more.

i love you.

should haf quite alot to blog now since i din blog yesterday but will onli be brief bout yesterday.

was using de com quite alot yesterday. bro installeed maple story so i may play it oso cos looks quite...er...interesting =) wondering if ul play any online games next time so we can play together. major event was de 24hour marathon by dr. william tan in scg. was quite fun over dere, wanted to stay overnite but din reali prepare for it so in de end went home. run/jog/walk bout 6 rounds wif him. his damn fast, was goin bout 1.30 per round. constantly!!! damn cool. but maybe its cos his in a wheelchair so its easier. after tat played abit of soccer, eat at macs, den went home.

tried callin n smsin moi princess but she was asleep. den woke up at bout 1.15 jus to hear moi phone vibratin n suddenly stop. den found out she's been tryin to call moi for 4 times liao. actuali was very tire but still called back n chatted for bout 1hr befor we slept together =) suddenly rmb wat we tok about de nite befor. actuali i tink its okai. after reading today's article. tell u y if ask moi. but tink its mostly lobster. but may sound logical lol. to moi onli =p

today woke up damn late. at bout 10.30. bought humour of de sexs 2. quite funny. been readin it in popular but bought it today cos mum got discount n din wanna stand n read al de time. jus realised tat i borrowed harry poitter from moi friend. how could i forget!!! read bout 3 chapters liao. gonna spent most of tomolo tryin to finish de book. though i know certain parts of it liao. cos of hearing peeps tok bout it.

had de same thing as moi princess for dinner. actuali moi father wanted to buy de usual of friend rice, sheng mian n horfan. but i had tis sudden craving for bakuteh so ask moi father buy. so in de end i eat same thing as you =) seems like we're somehow being closer lol. doing de same things at de same type n stuff like tat. but wonderin if we'l be any closer ;) feels so gd to be close to u.

yah, tomolo no sch!!! too bad u haf. otherwise u can cum over moi place. make u feel happy =) willin to do anything so tat ul be happy. actuali tinkin bout it, ive been doin almos everything, if not everythin u ask moi to. shit im becumin hen-pecked liao!!! hmmm... maybe should do so much... lol =D

but jus wanna be wif u. so tell moi when u r realeased on tuesday asap okai

i love you =)

well. i shall blog first. let me think what's there to write about.

my eyes feeling quite dazed. dunno why. then my brain like stuck. haha. maybe a lil tired.

tomorrow i got that chem thingy from 9 to 2. so long! wakin up at 8.15 or 8.20. leave house at 8.50. then go home at 2. leave for ballet at 5.
it's like tomorrow i gonna dance very very veryyyyyy well. coz it's my last lesson with grace leong. my beloved ballet teacher. she's damn nice to me lah. haiz. dunno new teacher how. coz grace married. say got family committment. so cannot teach so often. and she teaches at Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts. they only have full time diploma ballet there. i cant join.

oh man. i've gotta admit i'm jealous! u can get to skip school! and catch more beauty sleep. princess needs that most! well. so it'll be tuesday and thursday. i cant meet fri. coz got 2 mock tests! ss and geog. arghhh

and then it'll be national day eve and national day. man i cant wait!!!! i really love you alot.

remember to call me tomorrow. coz i wont be able to sleep without hearing ur voice.
best is if u're right beside me. i can surely sleep very soundly. and sail into sweet dreams.

i love you prince.

had one of ur favourite food for dinner. de one wif de tomato sauce. tasted damn nice =) but not as nice as you. lol

chinese test today was quite easy but not enuff time to complete. n its like almos de whole sch nv finish de paper. i left out 1 make sentence n 2 compre q. so altogether minus bout 13 marks liao =(

den found out from toda onwards got chinese remedial. anyway cant meet u from friday onwards so i guess its ok. will be practisin bball on fri oso. anyway u needa study moor n i oso needa study n excercise moor. so lets work together okai =)

tomolo got ultrramarathon for some guy tryin to get into de guiness book of record for 'joggin' for 24hrs straight. onli diff is tat his wheelchair bound -_-'' but it'll be a gd attempt. will be dere from bout 8-8.30 so will miss tuition. after tat is either stay overnite in sch or friend's house. but will still call u. cos i'l miss ur voice.

toda was fun being wif u orh. behave quite childishly lah. lol. still cant forget ur ez-link pic. so cuteeeeeeeeee =p can give moi a copy =D waitin to do alot of things wif u but dere's alot of limitations... but i still enjoy being wif u. its so fun!!!wont call u asshole liao. but for moi its actuali a friendly term for callin peeps. not like wat u called moi!!! so rude. wat sort of stupid moral values u haf man. forgot bout de thing tat made moi say tat when we were together. but ur values quite sucky lol.

still, i will always be wif you. not cos of sex (as we haf not done) or kissin partner(i dun kiss u oso can lol) as u said (wth dude?!) but its cos i love you =)

hey. please lah. dont keep saying i'm dirty can. i mean it's normal for everyone to think of things. but dont keep calling me dirtyminded or horny or whatever shit. some of my classmates r worse. give u some examples. teacher say practise oral. they think it's oral sex. eat sausages in class, they think is chewing on that thing. yeah u see how dirty my classmates can get. worse than me! so dont ever call me that anymore. coz u think of more stuff than i do. but thinkin of it, it's funny lah. i mean the whole class just bursts into laughter.

i miss u alot. how i wish i can be with u all the time. really enjoy being with u. i love you alot.

it's gonna be great if we're living together. lookin forward to that.

right now i cant wait for exams to finish so i can relax totally and go out with u all i want. my parents wont be strict too. can go out till late. and go to countless endless parties.

most of all i wanna travel overseas with u. just the 2 of us. it's gonna be fun. i cant wait.
haiz cant wait for so many things. i'm bursting liao.

i love you my prince.

love thursdays alot. first of all is slack day n second is tat i can spend time wif you.

got moi chinese file all set except for hole punchin. physics file is i onli got all de ws ready. havent sort out yet. moi stupid teach call moi toda jus to remind moi. de rest oso got called. cant stand his voice when he call moi ar. tok like idiot like tat. actuali he is one lol.

still cant see de survey u did on friendster. man its so slow. had gradin for tennis today. but moi opponent one super sucky de other thought it was competion so keep on hittin hard n out. so in de end nv gotta rally properly. so tink tis grad would sux. damn shitty. next pe module is create ur own game. wonder wat i'l be making. tinkin of out class tennis soccer cept tis time its "legal" lol. or maybe its soccer jus tat play wif a rugby ball lol. but should be quite fun =)

research report complete liao. jus hafta do our presentation can liao. so re should be quite slack now lol.

tinkin of how cum u keep sayin dunno. especialli when i asked tat question den i u said dunno. kk shall go polish moi mind now. not clean enuff. u too go clean kk =p lol. ok shall stop diaoin u liao. in case next time u dont truthfully tell moi wat u tinkin of. but waitin for de next time u cum moi house. u said den will try out some moves. gonna love it. LOL

i love moi princess. wanna...

startin to sort out all moi ws liao. all in a mess. as in one whole stack. now at least sort to diff stacks for diff sub. doin tis cos of file check. hate file checks =(

lecture was not bad. de tok was gd. jus tat felt like sleepin sometimes. dey shouldnt use normal class chairs for tis ar. should like go rent a convention center in sectec or smth like tat. where de seats r moor comfy. but like de way de guy tok. quite cool.

den had a killer chem quiz. everybody all say it diff. n got 2 questions i got rite at first den tried to copy from friend n copy de wrong ans -_-'' man it was sooooooo er... unlucky =p

finalli played bball after so loooooooooong. lost de touch of de ball. but still haf de court vision n can still make killer pass. free throw oso nv deprove. but finish got prob. everytime after a nice play den i miss. always use too much strenght. realise how lousy i'v4e gotten. but moi defendin nv deprove tat much. still able to defend our captain n v-cap. but lost alot of stamina. n moi stamina actuali very lousy. now it's even worse.

sori i din sms u. told u reason liao. next time sms u moor ok =) din know it meant so much to u. wasnt ignorin you so dun cry ok. 2 days in a row i (almost) made u cry. feel damn bad... but ul always be in moi mind n heart. n i'l always be dere for you.

take care of ur knee ok. dun raise ur legs when usin com. use a blacket ok. n take care of urself. dun wan u to get hurt or anythin. it would make moi hurt too.

tinkin bout wat we can do after o's. but will wait until u say wat u wan. cos i dont wanna hurt u n i onli wan u to be happy n enjoy bein wif moi =)

i love moi NORMAL-THINKING pricess. lol =D

hey my dear prince.
really miss u alot.
how i wish i could spend every moment with u.
and we're beside each other all the time.
i wanna go and live at ur house.
sleep on ur bed. so cosy. with u hugging me.
just throw away the bolster.
and i'm all yours.

lookin forward to tomorrow. i love all the time i spend with u.
really treasure u alot.
i cant wait for o levels to end.
lookin forward to all the happy and fun times.

oh yeah. my neighbouring class got this chinese indonesian gal. on monday she was called back to indo for an emergency by her dad. i dunno her lah. just see her around the sch b4.
yeah her mum is facing a crisis. her mum has been battling cancer of the ovary for 3 yrs. went to mexico and china to try healing methods. but none worked. not even chemotherapy. and then she didnt make it in the end. she's still in indo now. everyone's upset. especially the indonesian gals in my class. very shocking lah. i mean so young and all of a sudden just lose a loved one. luckily it's not during o lvls or it'll surely affect her studies.
so this taught me to treasure my loved ones even more.

i love you alot my prince. i wanna make u happy. i dont wanna leave u. wanna be with u forever.
i'll give u a kiss tomorrow.

sori dear, was in a bad mood today. tat's y treated u like tat... actuali was not jus rude to u but some of moi teachers oso.

first time in moi life i hafta let moi file get checked by hod. n stupid physics teacher say i needa hand in by friday while those who dun needa check getta hand in next wk. wth man!!! den stupid geog teacher say if dont improve on our greenwave project den must minus marks. n cum n kaobei(dunno howta spell) our class. say wat she too ashame to hand in lousy works when is our name written on it. wth is wrong wif her!!! not as it its our reseach project wat. so dun need so good. now oso hafta hand in chinese file. by thursday. wth. stupid teachers!!!

recently gettin damn impatient. dunno y oso. like today wait for bus until got pissed. den using de new machine oso got pissed cos i wait so long. bout 20min for de whole exercise. bloody hell take so long!!! den today dinner oso take so long too serve!!! y de hell is everythin so SLOW!!!

keep tryin not to use de f word. been quite a while since i use it. last time use to say n type quite often. but since tis yr i stop. but now jus feel like using it over n over again!!! sucky shit...

now hafta restudy maths. cos last part dun quite get it. so hafta learn from moi mother all over again. why is tis happening to moi!!! y is moi life turnin upside down!!!

now about de gd things. cant reali tink of any... flu recovering. recovering. look at de positive side

dunno wat to do. cant tink of anything. hopefully will get better tomolo. but needa buy new tb tomolo. cos some assholes stole moi!!! wth!!!

u study hard n do well for all ur tests n exams k. onli u can make moi smile =)

i love you

hmm...
hahaha. i dont think i'm staying up late tonight lah.
need my beauty sleep badly.

blanket wont do my dear prince.
what works is u!!
i need ur hug and warmth.

i think i must faster type. scared com suddenly shut down by itself.
so tomorrow's a long day. chi test first thing in the morn. followed by chem. tests all in morning.
good in a sense. then finish sch at 3.30.
go home read newspapers. work out. study. maybe call u. bathe. online. study. dinner. the usual.

my bro gave me a kiss just now. coz i gave him my limited edition choc all the way form canada. it's the last one!!! see what a loving sis i am? i can sacrifice anything for him. even my life.
as for u...dont get jealous. i'm willing to sacrifice my life for u too. because i love you alot.

i wanna be with u forever. right now feel like snuggling in ur cosy bed. oh man. i cant stand it!

i love you prince.

kk tis is a add on to yesyerday's blog cos i din reali tink of anythin cos of de major headache. gonna blog bout today in de later part of today lol

someone sole moi pen, chinese textbk, n ciyushouce yesterday!!! damn angry. actualli tink dey stole on friday cos friday i nv cum sch. den monday mornin i reach sch n found everythin missin. still pissed bout tis incident n hadta buy a new pen. stupid theives!!!

den woke up tis mornin at 2 jus to complete moi maths ass cos got headache n coundny concentrate. dunno y but always haf a bad mood if i wake up in de wee hours to do moi work. tat may haf explained today's behaviour.

yah will blog later again.

i'l always love you no mather wat. so jus smile k =)

hey...decided to blog early so u'd see something when u come online.
sighh.
really felt depressed today. coz u were upset.
i'm sorry.
i'll give u as many kisses as u wanna.
i really love u alot.
dont wanna lose u.
and it's always because of ur phone.
i'll know what to do next time.

my hair's soaking wet now. it's dripping water. and the back of my shirt is drenched.
dinner would be chicken. some veggie? and rice..
my mum says she's cookin curry on friday.
i just suddenly remembered. coz the word curry triggered my memory of the curry murder. yucks! oh man. now i feel like vomiting. it's gross lah. lol

hmm...i think my dad went straight to fetch my bro. that's y they didnt come home.
and i'm done with chem. it's organic chem test. sucks. and then chinese is like total shit!
thr front part especially. i dunno many words. i think i'm gonna study till late tonite. see first. if i'm tired.

ur love bite's so obvious. luckily my shirt can cover. my hair too. and now i'm wearing this tight fitting shirt without underwear. hahaha. i cant wait for thursday. and i think on those fridays that i have mock test, i cant meet u. unless u wanna meet say about 1 hour plus. from 3 to 4 something. depends on what subject i'm havin too. will let u know when nearing the date.

i cant wait for national day. and eve. i've reserved all my day outs for u. i love u alot. feel like hugging u now. i'm so hungry. just now i bought cheese chips and chocs. emptied my wallet. but after i got home i claim back from my mum. i'm soooo hungry.
can i lick u? haha. hungry for u. wanna eat u up.

actually just now was kinda sad coz u never kiss me. only in the end when parting. then u in a bad mood. never turn back to look at me. sighhhh. on the verge of tears. but on the streets i cant cry. what's more i'm a lion gotta control myself. was holding back my tears then i got a shock coz i saw pri sch fren. 4 yrs didnt see each other. so i said hi. the walk home was furious and depressing. i was running all the way. i almost got knocked down by a van. but it's moving quite slowly so it's ok. yeah that's about it. the account. i shall put it behind me now.

so..i guess dinner's serving at 7 plus. i'll study till then. eat. then study from 8 to 8.30.
offline at 9.30. study.
phonetime at 10.
maybe study at 11.
dont worry about my sleep. i eat ginseng. and drink mocha. so it's perfectly fine.

today i was thinkin bout after Os. really lookin forward to it. coz i was lookin at my planner. and lookin at all the dates. that's y. and of course. i always remember to record the days we went out together. u said 100 dates and it's something special. lol. cant wait. and my birthday's comin.

i love you prince. i'll blog again later.

no!!! whole entry got deleted!! cos of com prob!!! man tis suxs!!! man as i was writin...

man i got a headache. n bgettin worse now since i hafta rewrite everythin. started since after recess n lasted until now. man tis suxs!!! mum say take panadol befor i sleep n onli if it still hurts. cos panadl is not gd for ur body. heard tat dear. so next time try not to take k. its like takin drugs like tat.

did eng compre toda. not bad. quite ez. smth on tchnology. can do. den after tat i thought got geog quiz since moi frind said i havent take et so hafta take after sch. in end is i take befor one. so i basicalli got jacked when i went into de clss n stared at de questions which i forgot howtta do. luckily i rmb de topic is i take befor so i told de teacher den left immediately. man it was damn jack. but lucky i did not take tis. cos tis one is harder den de one i took. lol

wanted to go gym toda but nobody free to go wif moi =(wanted to jog toda but rained =(
man, y cant i jus excercise!!! im addicted to tryin to excercise liao. but onli de tryin. not so keen on de excercising part yet lol. but still will try moi best to find time =)

still tinkin of where we can spent time together on national day eve. since we got almos half a day together. n wanna make full use of it to spent some private moments wif you. crystal suggest hotel but dun wan peeps to get de WRONG idea. n i tink it'll be too ex to get a room jus to tok for 5 hrs. lol. maybe hug n kiss too ;p

got a headache so cant reali tink of wat to write. n doin moi maths now. luckily de headache not affectin moi maths much. maybe cos i onli started on de second q. but onli got 5 q lol.

i love moi princess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm havin a terrible headache now. it's always like that.
feeling very cold too.
tomorrow not sure what time end sch. should be meeting u at 2 plus.
will sms u to let u know.
wednesday got chem and chi test. sucks big time.
my mum remembered to record my cheerleading show.
i watched it today. it's so nice!!! but it's year 2000. kinda outdated.
kirsten dunst quite young at that time.
very nice all the routines. with the flips and splits.
so much energy.
i wanna do it too!!!

went out for lunch. dunno what's that place called. but it's near my house. near bras basah.
and that reminds me too.
bought some bras today again.
and it's cool.
mostly black colour.
wanted to eat ice cream. or say lick ice cream.
with a lil bit of flirty act.
hahaha

okay. i'm crazy coz of the cheerleading show. it has got some really cool moves. like shaking in a sexy manner. ooohhh. it's so hot. and gosh. that drop dead short skirt! man u gotta get it for me.
i love their attitude.

ahhhh my head's throbbing. u know just now i almost choked on panadol. took 2 pills. wanted to sleep right after dinner at 8. but i was studying chinese. haiz. gave up drinking mocha since got headache.

my knee's slightly better. i just dont stay in the same position too long can liao. i'm so busy with my studies i hardly have time to read!!!! my comics...haiz.

anyway my birthday's coming. 25 more days? lol

i love you my prince. cant wait for Os to end.

went 4 chem today. learnt alot of stuff. mostly crez gals. like more than half. and then there was this couple who sat right across me. then that girl kept staring at me. hahaha. saw someone who behaves like jeri. yucks man.

and then went to bras basah complex. then thomson plaza. didnt get off the car at thomson though. was sleeping. very tired coz of chem. and then came home study non stop for a few hours. went out to plaza sing for dinner. then grocery shopping. OH YAH. i bought some bras. damn nice can. hahaha so happy. coz it helps to push up and makes me look hotter. show u next time.

then reach home at 9!!! so late lor. was rushing my mum to shop faster. then i told her the whole family hasnt bathed yet and it's so late. so she agreed and left hurriedly. and then i bathed in 5 min. rush online. but before onlining, mum was in my room packing. den i was rushing her. she ask me why so impatient. aiyah wth lah. haha.

tuesday i can go home by myself. reach home at 5. not later than 5.

so i guess i meeting u.

cant wait to tok to u on the fone. i love u alot.

my prince. saw so many disney classics those fairytales today. so wonderful. i love you.

exercise was tiring. though i din run much. but at least i gotta excercise. maybe goin gym tomolo oso. love goin gym compared to runnin. cos gym got air-con. but its moi cardio tat needs trainin. tat's y i hafta run...

loved yesterday. got to spent bout 1 hour wif you here in moi house. felt reali close to you n can feel ur warmth. love it =) too bad it was for such a short while.but jus love feelin close to you. so close to you makes moi feel so happy. den at nite was tuition. tok alot moor cock compared to de previous time i went. but it was cool. hafta write compo though. maybe cos of compo discussion tat's y i tok alot. lol. nothin else ;)

woke up at 9.30 today. wanted to jog in de mornin but since wake up at 9 n felt lazy. so decided to go in evenin instead. went to visit moi aunt oso. at least she seems better now. actuali i like stayin in hospital. dunno y oso. went to hospital n stayed overnite dere for moor den 3 times liao. 1 is cos of ulcer, another cos of high fever-hit 40, another is cos i broke moi arm n dey had to straighten it. cant rmb de rest liao. but mum say i go hospital de most compared to moi bros. especiali when young tat time. when dere alot. lol. still love stayin in hospital.

phone bill hit 184bucks. mum wanted to confiscate moi phone. din know how it was 10cent per min. wth man. so ex. hafta use house phone next time no matter wat liao. but quite diff to use since mum always stay up late. till bout 11+ cos she watch tv.

been downloadin postal service songs. dunno where i heard from oso but its ok. jus listen cos dun reali haf much musical talents. tat's y i learn instruments like piano n guitar is very lousy one. wanna learn howta play better oso cannot. suxs man.

im still tinkin bout yesterday lol. damn nice. n oso wanna see ur ez-link pic. every1's ez link pic is funny one wat. so jus let moi see ar. i'l try not to laugh. lol. n forgot tat u suppose to sing for moi lol. man keep forgetin!!! cant stand it!!!

tat should be all for now. rushin moi hw now. a 5-page chinese compo!!! man dis suxs.

i love you!!!

hmm...talkin about exercising. i needa exercise too.
coz i'm eating alot these few days and very lazy too.
must get a hot figure.

as for raps...i like gwen stefani's. her raps r quite nice. i also like candyshop.
dont worry. i drank soybean milk. coz there's no instant mocha at home. lazy to boil water to make. and i've been eating alot of chocs. man it's bad for my throat and makes me fat!

i can talk until u sleep. dont worry bout me. i'll have enuff rest since tml wake up at 7.30. so shd be fine. i can talk while u enjoy ur show.

cant wait for tomorrow. u meet me at redhill mrt at around 1. that'll be perfect. and then we can go eat.

haha yeah my blood's sweet. too bad dracula's against me. coz i've got u, aint got him. he can suck others. lol

cant wait to marry u. and make u my king? since u say i'm queen.
i love you!

im gettin fat. needa exercise!!! needa train!!! man i hate it!!!

visit de doc today. nothin much actuali. jus got flu tablet. tat's all. at least getta pon sch. tink shld be ok by tomolo. anyway i will b once i see u.

wasted most of mopi life away today. hafta stop havin days like tis. mus make full use of time. like spendin time wif you. see u so tired toda makes moi tink tat maybe we shouldnt tok until so late today. dun wanna u to fall sick. willin to sacrifice tis jus to make you better. always tinkin bout hopw to make you happy. dont wan u to feel uncortable or anythin. jus wan u to enjoy.

startin to like rap music. dun know y oso. last time thought it was jus blacks tokin n sayin tat's rap. but now sounds nicer. still like punk rock though. n all those kind of music. more of like playin in band like tat. dun reali know how dey differentiate. lol.

im gonna statrt exercixin once i recover!!! hate moi body now. jus looked in de mirror n found out how much ive grown. sideways tat is. so hafta start intense trainin liao. otherwise i'l feel like shit like tat. n get lazier oso. gonna start pushin moi willpower to overcum moi laziness. keep pushin dude.

oh yah. suddenly rmbed tat u wanted to give moi some of ur photos. tomolo u can cum get moi oso. cant wait to see u tomolo. tinkin of wat we'll be doin. though i dont tink it'll be anythin much. but still love bein wif you no matter wat. love bein close to you.

i love moi princess. wanna make you moi queen

i have a parliament state of mind after debating today. in class for english.

and then i just received an sms sayin geog test is tomorrow. map work only. i'm fine with it. calculating bearings is absolutely fine. except the gradient part. i'm confused what divide by what. i think is the actual length over the contours. so confusing. i'll get it right tomorrow.

i'm started to get a headache. used to have migraine. it sucks totally. i can only sleep the whole day. and when i wake up my head's throbbing still. and then in a few more minutes, my brain will freeze coz the room is so cold.

forgot my maid brought watermelon in. gonna eat it now. and i cant wait for tomorrow. and saturday. u'll love saturday definitely. hahahaha. dont ask me why.

yeah. i'll miss call u b4 10. and u sleep at 10.30 ok. that's my boy! rest well and get well soon.

i love you alot. wanna marry u.

man im fallin sick. got flu n feelin heaty. not sure if i should meet u tomolo. scared i spread to u... hopeful will recover by tomolo. dont wanna spoil sat afternoon =)

toda was realli slack. din go trainin in de end cos sick. but i tink i hafta start self train by next wk. dun wanna join rj trainin yet cos dey hafta run 4km for warm-up. 4km!!! would be too tired to play after runnin. so gonna start trainin by moiself by runnin 2.4 first. den slowly increase. hopefully i'l be alot better in a months time so tat i can go rj trainin n impress. anyway tink de coach already know tat i play a key role in defence n gd at assist.

today was all about control. actuali dint wanna kiss cos scared i spread to moi princess. but in de end... u know de rest. but still manage quite some control. or maybe u losin ur sex appeal. better work on it. lol. but today got so many assholes cum n interrupt us. includin one smoker n drinker. man i hate dem. go n dirty our place!!! lousy attitute n behavior!!!

had crispy noodles for dinner toda. nice. you should try to. since u dont tink u tried b4. moi maid's cookin rawks!!

still feelin damn sick. n moi shirt is in a worse state now. pratically de whole back is being torn apart. until de hole reach moi shoulder. n de bottom is actuali jus above de butt but now its way below liao. how bad can dat be. every1 keep askin moi to change but i like it. coolin. lol.

gonna start tryin to mug for chinese liao. u oso got mug un til becum a muggertoad k.

see u in rj =)
i love you

hmmm...let's see.

today's physically tiring lah. moved around alot. in sch and at home. can rmb pe lesson. had so much fun. i partnered yt. it's closer now. very good. and then at home i was working out for 1 hour to get a hot bod.

very scary. i'm scared my tonsils get inflamed or something. coz recently very heaty. and then many people also got sorethroat. like yt too. must drink more water.

i'm quite good with bio now. i like bio alot. i think my amaths really pulling me down. as in make my morale plunge fathoms deep.

listening to evanescence just now. very nice. i love it!! reminds me of sec 2.

mum's goin to airport to fetch daddy soon.

tomorrow i wearing home clothes to school. coz no traditional costume. unless i can find a chinese one with the slit at the side right up to the thigh. very high slit. so sexy and hot.

as for accessories, i prefer rings, bangles. i've enough of necklaces. perfume would be good too.
if u wanna give me make up... just buy lip gloss. coz i'm not so fussy with the flavours of lip gloss. but eye shadow i'm more choosy about the colour. purple is nice. i love temporary tattoo and body glitter too. i even have mascara for my hair. can add temporary brown streaks. damn nice!! show u next time. on saturday i will put to school. sadly, sat i gotta wear proper sch u. sec 4s only. the rest of the levels can wear home clothes! and school's open to public. but i dun think u wanna come rite.

lol. I LOVE YOU!

tomorrow is coming liao.

and i cant wait for u to hug me and cuddle me tightly. it feels so warm.

i love you my prince.

feelin damn heaty. n tis suxs. drank 2 cups of chrysanthemum tea liao n still feelin very heaty. gonna drink 2 moor cups if i can. man i hate tis feelin.

dreamt of moi princess last nite. but its mostly like dreamin of tokin to her on de phone. but its still nice =)

hate today. anyway i always hate wednesdays cos its always long days n i cant see moi princess. but next wed is gd. cos got mass lecture which last until 11.30. too bad ur sch dont end early... otherwise can go out together. oh yah, headmaster announce tat 1st aug is day off cos of all de medals our sch won. its a monday. so i know it suxs. cos u tat day is long day n oso haf tuition -_-"

tinkin of wat i can do wif you after o's. but dont let it affect ur studies k. jus wan u to study hard n dont tink bout all those stuff. man im such n impatient guy n yet im bein so patient wif you. can ask crystal bout tat. anyway i reali changed abit lol. but its for de better i guess =)

14 wks n countin. n countin, n countin. tinkin of whre to go dinner. mus bring u to some place special tat nite. still tinkin bout it. n maybe gonna start savin up... wat i have left... from next month... man im reali broke liao. dunno how i spent so fast oso...

now all moi class knows bout us. n keep sayin i married guy n al tat shit. jus keep makin fun of moi. n cant even counter dem back. well maybe a few of dem can. otherwise i jus dao dem.

love de pencil u gave moi. but i prefer de previous one. cos it was de first pencil from you. after gettin de pen.

man i love you so much. cant wait to spent time wif you after o's...

bathed. wow. my hair smells nice. it's a mixture of fruits. forgot what fruit. but i think got papaya inside too. lol. best if it's honey.
ate ice cream just now.
my arm hurts badly today. especially in school. must have twisted the shoulder unconsciously.

i've taken a liking to my studies. i love my books! i love to study. oh well. daddy's comin back late. 8 or 9.

blog later too. haiz.

i love you.

wrote our dates on a special canadian paper. show u another time.

jus drank a cup of pepsi while waitin for com to restart. normalli will drink cold water but fridge no water. i cant live without cold water. always drink tat instead of jus er... room temp. water??/

no wonder u like to dominate moi. lion eats sheep rite. but next time wont let u dominate so easily. tat's y ask u make moi happy first. lol

tinkin og how much i love to be wif you. n gettin closer to you makes moi feel so good =P but next time you jus tell moi wat u mean moi to do n stuff like tat. dont wanna push it too hard. lol. n jus wanna make u feel happy n good. smile k

oh yah, rmb to study hard ok. everyday study at least 2 hrs. AT LEAST. ok. cos i wanna see u everyday. so keep workin hard n get into rj. n become a damn zia lawyer like n singh guy.

i love you

i feel really bad lah. was reflecting just now.
and i thought next time if i wanna see ur fone, i'll do it in front of u.
since the fone is rightfully yours. so sorry.
didnt mean to make u feel angry or upset.
i guess i was really childish. but what to do?
leo is domineering.
anyway i'm the one who gave u the kiss first to make u happy.
and then u were so sweet. didnt expect u to apologise first.
but that's my boy!

i love you alot. i dun wanna make u disappointed anymore.

was studying bio for a while. ate alot for dinner. rice, pork and veggie. drank groovy grape. shared with bro. didnt finish my share. gave him my cup.

erm..u interrupted me. for the previous post, u didnt command me. i said those bra stuff willingly. VERY willingly. yeah. haha. okayy. at least i'm more open to u about this stuff.
makes us closer. since i tell u more about my personal stuff.

i was thinkin of buying that starhub free roaming prepaid card so i can sms u when i go las vegas. but parents surely dun allow. haiz. so nvm. only 1 wk. when in hk, i can call u occasionally. and msn everynite. gonna miss u badly.

was lookin at our ring. man my heart was fluttering. makes me feel that i love u even more and more. i cant wait to marry u. and live with u forever.

when offline, get ready for bedtime. coz i'll miss call u b4 10 i suppose. unless my mum pops into my room again.

i love you prince. (i aint a flirt coz i dun like breakin people's hearts neither do i like mine to be broken too). i love you so much!

glad i pon trainin jus to spent time wif you. it was worth it

tis mornin one of moi friends came back from china cos he go dere to see some chinese competition. den tok bout his wonderful experience dere. like playin strip daidi wif gals. o.O n someone from RV went to call a whore!!! wth man. tok quite alot of other things bout his trip dere. n brought bacj bubble gums for us. but it suxs. n i prefer de malaysia one.

eng teacher nv cum again. anyway his pretty useless, cum or dun cum still de same. wish moi stupid physics teacher wont cum sch oso. he teaches us until we from know sonethin to dunno anything. like today he said to 1 guy whoe nv cum last wk -- u dun needa kno de basics, jus try to learn wat you can first den go home n study all over again. its like wth, he was teachin somethin which is connected to wat he"taught" and yet still say dont need basic. somemoor wat go home study all over again. might as well dont say a thing.

at least i got some enjoyment in de afternoon. cos spent some time wif moi princess. forgot wat i wanna write. arh, rmb liao. had some sort of mini-fight wif moi princess cos of moi phone. she so possesive one. MOI phone she oso dont let moi see wat she lookin at. somemoor nv let moi see her things. so unfair. but i will still love her cos she's moi one and only =)

yah, tat's all for now. i love you dear!!!

today's great. except 4 the short time span.
haha. for the ice cream i like choc most of all. then vanilla, strawberry and yam.
oh...i like greentea ice cream too.
kkk. u COMMANDED ME to write this.
dont wear bra b4 sleeping. all the way until next morn.

i saw people swimming nude a few days ago. LOL.
hahahaha.

i wanna tok to u...

later then blog.

i love you alot. cant wait to marry u my prince.

cant wait for thurs and after Os and next yr.

nothin special for dinner. but ate 2 bananas n ne bowl of ice cream. love one part of de ice-cream but dunno wat its called

tinkin of how ur gonna flirt or seduce moi tomolo, tinkin whether u do tat to alotof guys. tat's y u know so much.

today not bad. quite slack. eng teacher nv cum again. anyways his damn useless. monitor say wanna complain bout him to de headmaster lol.

jus found out moi princess studyin same topic for bio lol. so she can help moi if i haf difficulties. but tis topic quite diff. got dunno wat miosis or mitosis n some other thingy. damn confusin. n process is very similar. argh!!!

cannot hand in ss late anymoor. stupid teacher mark moor leniantly for those tat hand in on time.

tinkin of wat ur gonna do tomolo. lets enjoy it k princess.

missing you alot

hmm...today.
i only remembered studying intensely for ss test.
teacher walk in said she forgot about the test but saw everyone studying so it triggered her memory. argh.
but anyway it's no big deal. i'll do well for sure.
and throughout the whole day i was missing u, my dear prince.
kept thinking about u.

i've always wanted to write many stuff, but cant due to time constrain.
as for tomorrow, i'm havin mock test from 1 to 1.50. then stay back for a while.
meet u at 3. reach home at 5.
so still not bad. better than nothing at all. must count my blessings.
and i was thinking time really flies. daddy says time flies when u're feeling happy.
it's true.
i count weeks instead of days. it seems faster. very very soon Os will be over. can meet on last day of exam. u bring me out for dinner to celebrate. maybe with a champagne.

i dont know why but recently i've started to like bio more and more. and i was thinking what subjects to take in jc. maybe i wont take lit at all. because lit is tough to write, i dont always have a good command of english. it's like shakespeare sucked his soul out of me all of a sudden. these few days i'm bombarded with sciences and cant even write a simple poem. and then i'm faced with the trauma of my bestie. her face was black for the whole day due to her lover. i didnt have the time to talk to her though. she's really troubled. pe lesson everyone was laughing and screaming. her face had no expression at all. well maybe it did reflect her sorrow a little. it brings me down too sometimes.

only ate 2 bites of plum. used to like it alot. now i'm more into watermelon and papaya.
sometimes strawberry. oh yeah. if u ever bring me to eat sundaes, always help me with the cherry. i dont like eatin cherries. so now u know. lol

if i can think if things that i dislike i will tell u. u also ok. if u have any nice magazines, u can lend me to read. i dont buy mags unless i'm on holiday. will buy international ones at the airport. such as vogue girl, cosmogirl. hahaha. my favourite mag is cosmopolitan.
i travelled in business class b4. it's great man. to usa. it's good for long flights. the leg wont be cramped. and i love SIA's in-flight entertainment. the movies can pause according to individual's preference.

i think this is quite long liao. at least u learnt more things about me. lol.

i love you! wanna marry u.

man, ive been missin moi princess. keep tinkin of seein her.

today we tok bout power ranger in class lol. how long its been since de first time watch power ranger. still rmb most characters n de zoids. white ranger roxs. den oso tok bout power ranger movies lol. still find it quite cool although de story line is all de same. destroy de monster when it small, let it grow big, den destroy it again usin de megazord lol. wish can go back to young tat time when all we do is eat, shit, sleep. n play, sing, dance. lol

den for chem we did so damn cool experiment bout explodin things or smth like tat. n oso use colorimeter to test reaction of hydochloric acid n sodium smth. cant rmb. den end product looks like cum lol. as moi friend said tat. den started tokin bout porn. cant believe a experiment can oso lead to tis...

hope i can see moi princess tomolo n she dont haf reharsal for speech day. den we can see each other moor often. otherwise if she tomolo haf den i tink i'll go for trainin instead, though i reali wish to see her.

i miiss moi princess so much!!!

man mum dint wanna buy harry potter cos onli got hardcover n hardcover is bout 10bucks moor den de soft cover one =( at least i bought 2 comics in exchange. so not too bad. still got things to read =)

ate sakae sushi for dinner. mum suggested it. oso dunno y she suddenly one to eat dere. too bad moi princess wasnt dere..

tinkin bout ur smile. love it whenever u smile. look so cute lol. n de mark gone liao. is urs gone too? lets do it again on tuesday ok??/

study hard n get in rjc...

moi princess, moi love...

i'll wake up on tuesday feeling great.
u know the reason.
being together with u makes my day.
receiving ur sms right at the start of the day makes me feel happy.
hopefully thursday i can meet.
friday will be good too.
though i'd love u to go there earlier than i do.
saturday is best.
oh no. saturday will be better.
after Os is great.
next yr is best!
marriage is the best among the best.
hahaha. different degrees of positivity.

i love you a lot.
missed u so much.
u're always on my mind.
and i'll never wanna leave u prince.
say that our love will always be true.
and everlasting.
i love you so much.

my eyes r a blur man.
den the alarm clock i used was sounding at my ears. burst my ear drums.
haha.
gonna study ss later.
yeah lookin forward to tuesday and days that we're meeting.
mostly after Os.
jeez cant wait man.
i love u so so soooooo much.
wanna hug u tightly.
tonight blog again.
since now's creepy.

roti prata without curry suxs. mum accidental spilled de curry tis mornin so had to eat it wif sugar.

hopin to buy de harry potter book today durin dinner, n hopefully can buy another comic oso. i tink i still can rmb de story line for harry potter, been so long since i last read de book. rmb i used to enjoy reading it alot n read it almost everyday. but stop readin for quite a long time liao.

had spagatti for lunch. should haf ate wif moi princess since she oso likes it n i like eatin wif her. lol

keep tinkin bout you n cant wait to go out wif u on tues. lucky ur mom allow u to go out, otherwise it'll be torturous for moi. since thursday u not sure whether can go out. hopefully sat ur mom allow u cum moi house. we'll haf lots of fun together lol ;P

its borin without you here. wish u could be by moi side.

i love moi princess

well....yeah i agree that being closer makes me feel great.
i love you so much.
yeah i like to laugh and smile alot.
and sure i'll sing for u.
gotta think of songs.
actually i wanted to sing jesse mccartney's beautiful soul.
but forgot the tune for one part.
then i scared u laugh at me.
so i didnt sing. end up singing welcome to my life.
that song is implanted in my head coz last time when i'm sad i sang it.

cant wait to marry u.
i love you my prince.

gettin closer together makes moi feel so good...

sorry for tokin bout de gal again princess. but i dont like her as in any special way. period. cos i only love you =)

gonna finish moi chinese tomolo. wasted most of de day away but i'll try not to tomolo. tinkin bout how to prepare de so-call surprise for ur bday. though u know most if it liao.

love to here u laughing n see u smilin. makes moi feel happy too. though i may act like im crazy sometimes, but its jus to make u smile :)

wanna hear u sing again. but im not gonna sing anymoor cos u laugh at moi. onli wanna hear you sing.

mom ask moi cut moi fingernails again. tink i gonna cut tis time. jus realise tat moi left hand nails is alot longer den moi right hand one. cos last time i cut is onli cut one side n forgot bout de other lol.

hope i have moor dreams bout moi princess. like tat den i wont miss you so much cos i at least get to see you at nite.

dream of moi too, moi princess

fantastic 4 was nice, u should go n watch too.

finalli got cable. n de peeps from starhub gave us all de channels for free when we onli subscribe for de basic pack. so good. now got over 100 channels to watch lol. been testin it out de whole morning.

had a heavy lunch. chicken chop plus bakuteh. dunno y but now i addicted to bakuteh. seems alot nicer now.

hope moi princess can go home by herself on tues. den we can go out together. otherwise i'l jus hafta go for trainin.

no tuition toda cos bro got national day parade preview. man i cant see tat sexy gal from moi class lol. but at least means got moor time to tok to moi princess.

still tinkin bout yesterday. cos i love it so much i cant help tinkin of it n you and us and wat we did lol.

maybe gonna blog tonite again.

missing moi princess alot

i just tell u my schedule...since it's confusing me too.

monday after sch i got tuition from 2.30 to 4.30.
tuesday not sure if can go home by myself. but i got mock exam before that. hope can see u.
wednesday i end school at 3.30. while u can play bball. so good. gonna miss u.
thurdsay is not confirmed whether i needa stay back after sch. so dunno if can meet u.
friday definitely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
saturday...havent asked my mum if i can go out after speech day. most probably can.

yeah. i'm confused because everything is not confirmed. only last min then i can know. haha.

anyway i'm really missing u alot. dont worry ok. i'll study hard and do my best to get into rjc. yesterday i went for buffet at that hotel. eating halfway saw an rjc girl walk in. man i'm so envious. kept staring at her. wishing i could also wear that uniform. and be with u.

i just hope next week passes quickly. it's only about 14 weeks before o levels end. then i can go out with u all i want! i'm really lookin forward to it.

i love you.

right now feeling so FULL. my stomach wanna burst. ate alot during the buffet.
haha. anyway today was really great. i agree.
love being so close to u.
and ice cream...it's delicious especially when i taste it on ur lips.
love choc, vanilla and strawberry.
i like it when u hold me close to u. and hug me tightly.
miss u alot.
now u're leaving for the movie.
wish i could watch it with u too.
but there'll be plenty of chances.
Mother told me she bought tickets for $1.60 each.
coz the straits times got this anniversary special.
that's y she watched fantsatic four today.
i gave her the present. it's damn ex k. spent 25 bucks on it.
some concealer thing. she mentioned that she wanted it.
den she was pleased. tried it on immediately. den she said it's good.
of course! whenever it comes to make up all these kinda stuff, ask the expert who is me!

anyway i cant wait for tuesday. and i really appreciate it. thanks for skipping bball for me. it's also a good thing coz thursday not sure if need to stay back for that redundant rehearsal. teach us when to applaud how lame.

mostly i also cant wait till after Os. then chalet time. and theme park.
haha. and next yr u can see my princess-y room. my bed's cozy for 2 of us. haha. though i love urs better.

i love you prince.

totally love today. cos u

"(Come on) let me hold you touch you feel you

Always

Kiss you taste you all night

Always

(Come on) let me hold you touch you feel you

Always

Kiss you taste you all night

Always"

Always - Bink182

(cancel out de bracket stuff)

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spent moor den 3h wif u. longest period of time i spent wif u after sch. love de ice-cream. n im starting to like chocolate falvour. not gonna let you teach our kids. after u teach them wrong values, like litterin @.@ can next time be moor considerate k. still cant believe u thought tat de cone thingy as a condom. i scared im teachin bad things to you lol.

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oh yah, moi princess tried to seduce moi a few times while we were at our private stairs. but in de end she keep on laughin lol. legs n butt gettin tired liao. moi love should know y rite. but it felt great durin tat time.

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gonna watch fantastic four afterwards. too bad i cant watch wif moi princess.

reali wanted to watch wif you. tryta call u once i cum home k dear.

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cant wat for tuesday. becos of u im skippin bball eh. shows how much i love you.

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Wish Mother happy bday for moi k. n tell moi her reaction to de present. =)

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i love you alot. cant wait for after o's, den we go stay chalet together =D

thanks for de letter. reali love it. de paper damn nice oso. de poem even better.

gonna watch fantastic4 tomolo. too bad not watchin wif u =(

we need to practice de jump hug thingy. quite weirld lor. but love de wat u sat on moi lap. onli way tat made u taller lol. sori bout de eatin thingy. dint get wat u mean. cos tink i watch from somewhere it was like tat. not like ''lady n tramp'' tat kind (forgot de actual name, tink its smth like tat)

i love our private stairs. except when peeps cum to interfer. so irritating. but ur jump is quite good. jump away so fast lol.

cant wait to hear u sing tomolo. wonder wat u singin for moi. but watever it is, i'll still find it nice cos its sung by u=p

cant belive hafta wait so long jus too see u. hope can meet 3 days in a row next wk.

oh yah, tink moi mum know i got girlfriend liao. cos toda was tokin wif her awhile bout it. she ask if i got gf den i said yes. but it was moor of de not so serious jus kiddin bout kind. dont usually tok serious wif dem unless concernin studies. den she jus say if moi grades improve den moi princess would be a good influence n she would allow us to be together forever =) gonna work harder to be wif u. u oso work hard to get into rjc. den can see u everyday cept maybe weekends

cant wait to be ur official husband. like tat den can be alot closer together =D

i love you so much.
was thinkin about u all the time.
had some stew for dinner. lol
quite tasty.
i'm so full now.
still remember how u fed me.
so sweet can.
and then put the food into ur mouth.
hahahaha
i'll eat whatever u eat. even if it comes from ur mouth.
lol

i miss so much.
tomorrow i can go out with u for a long time.
since sch ends early. and i can go home by myself.
and then another 5 days before we see each other again on thursday.
not even sure if can meet on thurs. but it's okay.
our hearts r together.
and we'll be even closer.
it's like if we dont see each other everyday, the next time that we meet, we'll be even much closer.

i love you my prince.
lookin forward to the day that i can sleep with u in that cozy bed. and u hug me to sleep.
feels so great.
cant wait to marry u.

i love you.

love today. so slack. nn had a great time wif moi lovely princess.

hope moi group nv loss our report. otherwise hafta rewrite everythin again!!!

u mus try new things to gain new experiences. dont always say u dunno. jus try n learn. jus a friendly advise to everyone.

now im reali lookin forward to marryin u. how bout get married on 19 august 2010.

tinkin of wat to write... maybe blog later when i tink of smth.

i will nv leave moi princess

i feel so great seeing u after so long.
really missed u alot.
enjoyed the time i spent with u.
and today's fun.
hahaha. with all the carrying and feeding...
bathing halfway then dad came home.
haha. had a talk with him. told u on msn what he said liao.

so...enjoy ur fantastic four tomorrow. tell me about it over the phone k.
i can go out with u for one whole week after o levels. every single day.
oh man. i'm really lookin forward to it!
i just realized that the timing is just nice.
both of us got family outing tomorrow night.
so that means i reach home late. wont go online at night. same as u.
haha. so when i reach home i gotta take a shower then wait for ur call.
the timing is so suitable.

i'm so excited. really lookin forward to every outing with u.

i love you my dear prince.
my husband.
cant wait to marry u officially.

gosh this is scary. parents r always in the way.
next year will be better.
just needa get through a few more months.
i'll give u a massage.
think of me u'll feel better.
i miss u alot.
today's tiring for me too.
lookin forward to tomorrow.
it's gonna be great after so long.
i love you.
cant wait to marry u.

yeah friday too will be great.

i love you soooooo much.

wanna hug u tightly.

first intensive excersice since feb. body achin all over. especially butt n groin area after doin squads. should haf done so much since i jus started but too late liao. tink tis will last for a few days. wonder how i survive if i go back bball trainin. scare i die halfway lol

sorry i dont tink i can go de chem course. since its like out of de blue den ask moi mum. jus receive ur msg askin moi to go. so gonna ask moi mum. but dont get ur hopes too high k. mum already suspectin smth wrong wif moi. cos she knows tat i bring moi phone to moi room everynite.

gonna love tomolo. out wif u for a longer period of time since u can go home by urself. gonna buy cake n pres for Mother lol =) cant wait to make moi princess moi queen

dreamt of moi princess last nite. hope i get moor of tis dreams lol. its nice. since got 2 of moi favourite dream types inside lol.

i love you, moi princess

dont worry.
i'll never leave u.
hope u would never too.
i love you so much i dunno what i'd do without u.
u're my everything and u're what keeps me going.
i love you alot.
cant wait to marry u.

sorry bout last nite. din mean to say those words to hurt you. dunno wat came over moi but wasnt tinkin clearly. sorry. jus glad tat ur still by moi side.

went to netsteel today. wasnt bad. quite cool. especially de gift dey gift. show u on thursday. din manage to play bball cos reach sch at 6.30. oso dunno y drag on so late. currypuff given dere were ns though. lol. dun like to wear cap or helmet. make moi hair so stiff n messy. feels damn weird. lol

finally grab de concept for calculus, i guess. but now its alot easier den last time.

i love moi princess. will try not to hurt you anymoor. cos ur moi everything.

i love you!

i miss u so much.
i just hope that u could sms me everytime.
haiz.
i love you so much.
and later remind me to tell u bout tuesday.

i really feel so lonely without u here by my side.
so sad.

lookin forward to after o levels. then i can be with u.

i love you very much.

i really love you alot too.
i'm lookin forward to a wonderful future.
the both of us.
sighhhh.
just imagine.
haha.
i love to dream about us in the future.
but dreams come true.

can't wait to marry u and live with u.
i love you prince.

bloggin 2nd time in like 2hrs??/

had quite a gd time in sch toda. was finally taught on one of a guy's favourite topic. but not reali listenin in class. was dreamin bout u so din reali hear wat de teacher say. onli after class den tok bout it wif moi friends lol.

mus try not to spent so much money liao. goin broke hopefully i can last throughout tis whole month wif 30bucks -_-'' finally learnin how important money is.

russell peter video quite funny. watch de first 5 min liao. ull should go n watch it too.

i love you moi princess =)

jus got home n immediately rush to de com to see u.

watched "house of fury" in sch toda so can get 5points for overall CA n it was quite funny. n nice too. but kept tinkin of rushin back for u durin de show.

tomolo i going to visit netsteel so cant see u. but even if i dont go i would hafta go support judo finals so cant see u no matter wat =( after netsteel i'l be playin bball in sch until bout 6. so cant tok to u at 6.30. but i'l be there for u at 8.30 n 10 =p

tinkin of playin bball wif u n crystal's family after o's since u like it n we can spent moor time together lor.

man, i tink im gettin moor comfartable wif u n less shy... dunno whether it is gd or bad...

but im glad tat u n yt r ok. though i dunno y she got so worked up over it.

tinkin of when is de best possible time we can get married. not too fast, not too slow.

i really miss u. waitin till thursday b4 i can see u.

take care of urself kk. thursday i help u massage =P

was reviewing the previous posts. man it's really sweet when it comes to our wedding.
i love you so much.

anyway crys passed me the stuff. and she ask what happened. so i told her about yt. yeah and told her not to mention to anyone. tokin to yuting online now. she seems fine. cracking jokes with her.

i've been thinking of you the whole day. if u ask me how many times u crossed my mind. my answer would be once. why? because u never left.

yeah talkin about marriage...i love to arrive in a carriage. and then u ride a horse with me. my prince. i love you very much.

that's really sweet the wedding 2 times.
as u can see. i'm kinda weak now.
dont worry about me.
i'll try to write a letter to yt to tell her about my feelings.
and hopefully patch things up.
i also dunno what went wrong.
my mind's spinning now.
it's okay for me.
i'll be fine.

and i look forward to marrying you.

i love you

give me a ring.

sorry din block yesterday. no time -_-''

not reali sure wat happen yesterday liao, jus tat keep tinkin of u durin tuition and din reali pay much attention. lesson was useless anyway. jus tokin bout wat we learn in sch onli.

last nite was de longest time i chat wif moi princess. had so much things to tok about. onli felt tired when she had to tok to one of her church friends and i jus laid in bed waitin for ur miss call. jus lve tokin to u =)

oh yah. rmb to excercise everyday k *hint**hint**wink**wink*(man dats damn gay. dont tink ill use it anymoor lol)

spent most of de afternoon jus studyin n spent quite a while at popular cos mum subscribin for cable =) finally! can watch soccer live liao

rmb to study hard moi princess. so tat u can be wif moi in rjc. n be together everyday.

was tinkin bout our marriage. wanna haf it twice. one is de pretty normal one n invite everybody. de other is our own personal fairy tale marrige in some other country wif onli de 2 of us dere. haf it smth like cinderalla since u like it. wif a horse n everythin. tinkin of either at a beach or castle as a location. lol

gonna eat soon. onli eatin porriage cos last nite spent quite alot for dinner. had lobster ramen wif xiaolongbao. damn nice. maybe bring u dere to eat sometime.

kk chat tonite den.

i miss you so much...

i miss u alot!!!!!!
really love sick.
didnt have the mood to do anything.
felt so empty without u by my side.
that's y i cant wait to marry u.
anyway i blog tonite.

first of all I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the car on the way to dinner, i was thinkin the time when i'm gonna meet ur parents. my prospective parents-in-law.

haha. was thinkin of giving them chocs and wine. coz must give presents right??
lol. i always think of the future. and man. it's such a sweet thought.
u bring me see ur parents first then i let u meet mine.

anyway i love you alot.
probably u'll see this tomorrow.
and i may be in church??

i love you my husband. my prince. my forever love.

stupid msn. cant log in to chat with you. but at least im tokin to moi princess on de phone now =D

gonna change from large font size to bold and italic. should be better i guess.

jus wasted moor den 3 hrs in sch. especislly when i was goin back. cos parents fetched moi to sch so i dunno which gate lock. in de end walk to de gate nearest de bus stop i go. lock. walk to rjc tat side de gate. lock. den hafta go back ri and exit de main gate and walk 1 bloody big round to reach moi busstop!!! lucky de bus got air-con. otherwise i would complain even moor.

gona hafta do moi tuition hw later.

i love you and you and you :)

msn having some problem i cant sign in.
anyway i feel that my eyes r so dry. like my contact lenses wanna drop out. lol.
went to send my bro to art class. and then went out for lunch. after lunch, went to accompany him coz there's an open house today at his art school and there r various workshops going on. was kinda bored since it's all those kiddy stuff. so i asked my parents to take me home.
once i reached home, i did eng compre.
was wondering when u'd come online.

thinkin about after o levels how we can go out and have fun. really lookin forward to that.

and i got ready my ballet stuff. like my stockings and shoes. ballet costume is something like a one-piece swimming costume. it's black in colour. and we call it a leotard. so it's stockings and leotard that i wear. and on top of it i wear my normal home clothes. in ballet class, then we take off our home clothes and wear ballet shoes. there r different kinds of shoes. next time i'll show u.

i was thinking...ur room is really cozy. how i wish i could sleep there every night. i wonder what u'll think of my room. it's quite cool. my bed's something like a poster bed. because last time i'm crazy over princess stuff. but i wanna change it to some posh egyptian bed i saw in canada. my mum says in a few years maybe. but in a few years time we'll be sharing a bed so i dont need to get a new one. haha.

and then when i'm 18, i wanna get my driver's license. in canada, like my cousin, u could drive at 16. and u dont hafta go to a driving school. as long as the person who teaches u has a license and 5 yrs experience i think. and for my 21st birthday, my parents r gettin me a small car. though i like a pink sports car that i saw in hollywood. what kinda car u like?

wow....i didnt realize i typed so much. maybe cause msn's down. anyway i really look forward to after o levels and next yr as u can come my house.

i love you alot.

give me a ring.

yeah u make me smile always.
i feel really happy when i'm with u. and nobody else can give me that happiness.
it's okay since in january u can come my house already.
lookin forward to 18nov. so we can go out all we want.
after that there wont be anymore sneakiness.
and u can come my house everyday if u like.
i can go over too.
wow. i really cant wait

anyway saturday i'll wake up 9.30am. tuition at 10.30 to 12noon. then lunch. study. online. ballet. bathe. study. fone time!!

i miss u alot alot alot.

i love you.

jus found out de pencil u gave moi had some cool flip open thingy. should put ur pic so i can see u all de time =)

got caught twice while wif moi princess. one is in de handicap toilet, de other on de stairs. but de stairs one was ok since we were leavin already.

thanks for de pic. gonna keep it wif moi always =)

cant stop tinkin bout u. but at least u can transfer if u wan to. though it'll onli be after 3 months. but we can still go out together durin tat time.

at least ur opening up moor to moi now +)

i love you

forgot to thank you for ur pencil. looks like moi cousin one lol. onli nicer. much nicer.

forgot wat i wanted to write...

...

...

oh yah... jus gonna crap about.

chinese gonghan really dunno howta write. havnt do one for so long liao...

cant wait to receive moor gifts from u. may wanna laminate (dunno if i spell correctly but its something like preserving it) it n all of our stuff. like de movie tics. so once we get married-officially. den we can look back at it and remember our first times together =)

yah...er... cant tink of anything now :P

i love you. waitin for tomolo to arrive

i forgot what i wanted to write too. lol.
oh yeah! i think i know.
it's gotta do with some lyrics.
i'll look it up. some sweet ones.
save it as an sms. and send to u when we arent meeting for ages.

this is sad. i cant get to see u everyday.
how i wish i could go back to the same home as u everyday after school
study together sleep together. and can screw the damn phone coz i wont be needing it if u're by my side. i'm willing to give up anything just to spend my entire life with u.

i love you alot.

came online. wow i didnt see u online. kinda disappointed then i realized u blogged already. wonder where u r now.

i looked up some photos of mine inside my precious box of stuff. i'm gonna show u tomorrow some of my... (ok u're online now!!!) some of my young photos. and then some neoprints took in sec school.

i hope next wk u can meet me on tuesday. cause if u only meet me on thursday it'll be like 5 days without seeing each other. it's totally outrageous and tormenting. i think i may change my tuition to wednesdays instead. so friday i dont hafta rush home. and yes i agree 4 months is really fast. i count by weeks not days. it seems better.

i found out that my last paper ends at about 6pm on 18 nov. i think i can go out for dinner that night. hope it comes soon. i'm studying hard dont worry about me. but u must continue to motivate me too.

say hi to my mother and daddy-in-law.

i love you

got screwed by yr head 4 toda. jus becos she tink she so pretty n we wanna take photos of her. as if! stupid bitch. most likely gettin screwed by her tomolo again. cos she today no time to scold moi.

anyway, lunch was not bad, love de desert. chocolate cake-brownie typr thingy wif smth like milk choc sauce. de fish was nice too. moi was one of de best. ate 2 of moi friends one cos dey din like. one was too salty, de other too hard. but loved moi. was jus rite =)

den immediately rush to see moi princess. damn sorry i made her wait for so long. but at least her bestie was accompanying her. thanks to her bestie =)

love our private stairs. too bad spend less time wif u. not even sure bout how long i can b wif u next wk...

u tasted great today. everything was natural lol. i love you

too bad only meet for bout 1 hr. hate de leavin part.

yah n next time dont so fast get angry or watever wif moi mother-in-law k. she's doin tis for ur own gd. man im sounding mature again.

i miss you. cant wait for tomolo afternoon :)

To moi princess to show how much i miss you

I MISS YOU - BLINK182

(I miss you miss you)
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head(6x)

I miss you miss you(6x)

man london won... was rooting for paris. dunno y oso cos i dont reali watch de olypics but i love their logo lol. anyway london was de second team i was supporting =)

next week got so many presentations cumin up. n most are half done onli... -_-"

tomolo got lunch tok. tink de topic is some ''international affairs, moving forward'' thingy. but gonna rush to see moi princess immediately after it. den cum back for bball trainin.

Dont get too upset k princess. not gd for ur health. anyway like all parents say ... its all for ur own gd lol. man, i hate soundin so mature. but guess everybody has to grow up someday...

wanna dedicate some song to you but cannot find de lyrics. maybe afterwards when i find then ill post it.

i love you. cant wait to marry you. =)

my bestie said her impression of u was that u r so tall. and she didnt expect it to be u. that's all she said. lol

anyway cant wait till Os r over. was thinkin that 4 months is shuch a short time. time flies.
so it's okay.
at least still can meet
yeah.
lookin forward to our future.

i love you.
tonnes.
actually infinity.

it's like i get to see u lesser and lesser. i really am so upset.
very depressing almost wanted to cry.
but no point crying over spilt milk.
only u can make me happy.

prelims r coming and i cant go out. cant go online as often. talk on fone for shorter while.
after prelims can go out occasionally.
o levels r the worse. cant go out cant online. tok on fone still can. only for a very very short while maybe to say gdnite. after my Os i'm gonna go out everyday. with u. i was dreaming about that in school. about what we're gonna do after o levels.

right now i cant even get to see u so much. it's so disheartening. i really felt like telling my mom that i'll disappear and never return if she traps me in a prison still.

but there's nothing i can do. except to wait and wait till next year. wait till i'm an adult.

i love you.

will blog later.

today is a lousy day. really lousy

first is tat sch period mostly suck. wednesday periods always sux

next i accidentally broke de clock while playin soccer tenis. hope de teacher will be stupid enuff to believe tat it drop on its own. den later i got cut on de class while cleanin up de mess!!!

next found out moi princess cant cum over!!! hopes her parents change their mind and allow her to cum. i miss you

onligd thing is tat found out tomolo's lunch tok is during RE period. so hopefully can rush to meet her at 3. hopefully.... den after tat rush back for bball trainin befor 5. first trainin in moor den 4 months... hope i wont die halfway. lol

tat's all for now i guess. i love you :)

yeah. i dread tomorrow and thursday. dont worry. friday will definitely come b4 u expect.
tomorrow den i talk to crystal.

and i've got love songs sounding in my head non stop. like let me love you. and baby boy. haha it's cuteeee.
see how first. maybe friday i'll sing to u. depends on my mood. hahaha

and i'm sleepy today. very tired. maybe cause of running. and interrupted sleeps in class.
i'm hittin the bed at 11. meet u in dreamland at 11.15. roughly take 15 min to fall asleep.

u wake up so early. leave me behind alone in dreamland. saddd.
but it's ok. at least can do certain stuff at the same time. like bathing studying and online.

i love you.

u take moi breath away too. especially toda. needed some timeout to get back moi breath lol

had de usual for dinner. nothing special for dinner

hate tomolo, hate thursday... cos got no you

hopefully friday i can see moi princess...

today was breath taking. but not as breath takin as compared to your cozy room.

after bath then i saw ur sms. and i thought if i saw it b4 bathing, i would have replied " see u in da bathroom!!" lol.

i miss u so much. i love you alot

then after bathing i thought that next time i'm gonna let my lil girl learn dancing. and u teach our lil boy bball. isnt that so sweet??

i love you a lot. my dear prince.

my forever love.

cant wait till fri.

hate de mornings love de afternoon

first lesson physics = z
second lesson geog = z
last lesson geog!!! = z
physics X geog X geog = z X z X z
.. = zzz <- (moi Maths is good)

but lucky goeg take over ss. so tat means ss hw can hand in tomolo and tomolo got 2 slack period. ss n philo.

afternoon was a whole lot better wif moi princess. ate alot of lip gloss!(can guess why) Yucks! hate de taste. but wif her it taste so much better. de yucks part is de aftermath when i got home.

got a hollywood pen from her and its quite slick. gonna use it write moi name onli. cos scared no moor ink. go home acidentally slammed door against moi middle finger cos tinkin of u too much. dont tink can use it for quite a while... lol

finish moi ss finali. after de whole of june + last wk.

oh yah, quarrel with crystal wif jus 3 sms... but tink we made up wif 1. n she started it...i guess so naturally she ended it. but after tinkin, i know tat she'll end it no matter who started it lol.

bathed together. at de same time not any other things... =( lol

yah tat's all for now cept de waitin for friday part.

i love you =D

i love you

tink we should use diff font or color. so decided to go italic.

bout toda...yeah wat about toda

reali enjoyed moiself alot. especially de time we spent together alone. which is almost al de time lol.

hope we can go further nice time especially since u know everything bout moi liao. so selfish eh u. everytime is a go or say first.

kk now bout wat reali happened besides tat.

woke up befor 8 cos coulddnt sleep, was damn tired n dunno watta do. den left house at bout 10 to meet my princess at 10.30 to get a new ring cos moi too loose. felt comfortable at tat time when i first wore it -_-" den found out shop close -_-" X2 so had to go back. but at least got u follow. so it made it a whole lot better =D

dunno wat we did b4 lunch. but u nv keep ur promise. say wanna hug moi first thing in de end is i ask n waited for so long den get hugged.

lunch = chicken rice

after lunch was a whole lot better.really enjoyed the stuff we did. n i keep tinkin u actin innocent lol. oso dunno y so dont ask moi. but now im all urs and will always be wif you

i love you . cant wait to live together wif you. tinkin bout now not 25 :)

okay this is great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally, a private world of our own.

i love you. soooooooooooooooooooo much.

i cant wait to marry u and have ur kids. and go on a honeymoon with u.

as for this yr, cant wait until after Os. go chalet with u. and play in the theme park. or wild wild wet too. i love you alot alot alot. infinity and words cant describe.

i love u till eternity. and we'll be together forever.

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all set for us liao dear