hey. today was okay lor. coz we help each other wrote testimonials. like help form teacher know us better. i got some good people to help me write. and it's not bad lah. fri is eng prelims.

uhhh i was at bishan can! i saw sooooooooo many rjc and ri peeps. i went there coz i went to my fren's house to take sth. den on my way home i saw so many ri guys. at the bus stop near my house. but not ps bus stop. haha.

today damn hot and got headache the whole day lah. and tomorrow so boring. cant go out at all. hmm... later gonna do amaths and maybe read some eng stuff. oh i know maybe the papers will help. coz those model essays sucks. they aint good at all lor.

wanted to bring my bro eat out. but cookin at home. and u always mention and tempt me about good food. haiz. i guess the only thing good i ate today was ice cream. it's damn cooling and sweet. sooo delicious. and anyone who sees me eat ice cream by my knock-u-down style will be totally mesmerised.

see my england so good. the description so wonderful!! lol.
okay lah. tomorrow not sure if can come online. i try to find excuse. i'll sms u if i coming lor. or u sms me when u come online. and tell me if u're goin out too.

i love you prince dearest.

toda was fun. too bad u werent part of it. wish tat u were part of it. den it'l b great.

mornin played bball befor assembly. den after flag raisin get to go back class for awhile. while they prepared for teacher's day celebration. de celebration was damn nice. especiali de interview part lol. den when announced de mc tat time, was playin kurt angle theme song. den everyone was like shoutin u suck lol. oso dunno y dey chose tat as entrance song. but de skit suxs. n it totally destroyed de whole thing.

den after tat went to eat macs den watch movie wif 4 of moi freinds. den actuali got some malay gals cumin n we waited for them cos we thought dey wanted to watch. n we played cai quan while waitin. n it was like 5 of us playin n makin damn lot of noise lol. but was damn fun. den when de gals came dey din wanted to watch so jus left dem n went to watch de show. first time watchin horror movie after damn long so i was damn scared. in de end de show was like nothin scary. was damn lousy. felt like sleepin durin de movie. storyline suxs lol. anyway forgot de name liao but its not de maid. but was like damn lousy. not even scary at all. onli abit scary lol.

den after tat nothin to do. so jus went home. was at douby ghout mrt at round 4 n tried to call u jus in case u could cum out. but too bad nobody answered =( so jus went straight home.

gonna haf curry chicken for dinner tonite. man ive been eatin alot of heatin things. but drinkin lots of water n coolin drinks to cool moi down.

take care k princess. i love you. cya next wk den

today was like civics and moral exam. i think i full marks lah. coz i have good character. and after that was lit test. the teacher came into class late with the test qn. so delayed the test by 15min. sorry den i decided to cab there to meet u faster. the letter i wrote last night.
i think it's damn sweet coz it rhymes and it really comes form the bottom of my heart.
arent u touched?

i enjoy every moment wif u. coz u can take away all my worries. i feel so happy when i'm with u. and i love it when u hug me tightly. it gives me warmth. i cant wait until the next time when i see u. i think my mum dun allow me to go out tml. coz just now i was askin her. den she wasnt happy. like scared i miss extra lessons after that. haiz. i try askin her tonight ok.

reached home i washed up pack my bag and then ate caesar salad while watch syf vcd. the jcs one were damn nice. njc is totally ballet. it's nice lah. but not as nice as tjc. and rj a lil cliche. that's y not interesting. hc is funny. coz they act as mental patients. it's nice!! haha. sajc is not bad oso. i saw them rehearse at kallang that time. i wonder what sajc got. later gonna check their website.

hmm later eat dinner. den study lor. coz no tv allowed. haiz. i think i'm gonna do amaths. since i suck at it. den i just do. but i wont be able to do alot of qns. haha. oh yeah. u give me purple pen i can only use for writin u letters. u shd give me blue or black one. den i can use for exams. so u know what to do right??? lol.

i love you alot my dear prince. and stop toading me lah.

man finali gota meet u. so happy =)

toda got nothin much durin lessons. jus tat last period was free period cos teacher nv cum so went j8 to eat n den buy teacher day present for pri sch teacher. bought for her cos she still rmbs moi n im de teachers pet =) lol. n she was moi favourite teach durin pri. sch.

den after tat got some national survey. damn crap. thought it was gonna be for bout 45min. in de end is onli bout 5-10min den finish liao.

oso borrowed football manager form moi friend again. to play durin de hols. but not sure where to download patch yet. gonna ask moi friends.

den rejected de soccer offer again jus to see u. (shows u how important i m lol) den friends were al surprised tat miss soccer jus to go home.

had a great time wif u. but after u said i becum moor darin. den i started to fell abit weird n shyer(?) haiz. was tinkin how cum u said tat when i din reali do anything much wif u. n dont say tat u miss moi when ur wif moi. cos jus enjoy de time spent together n dont keep worryin. jus enjoy urself when ur wif moi. keep worryin n tinkin bout when's de next time u see moi n u wont enjoy urself tat much. leave de worryin when we chattin at nite. oso a gentle reminder, always close ur eys n exercise. dont let moi keep doin it k.

love you letter alot. vey sweet. gonna read through it agian. its better den de first one u sent moi but not sure whether its as gd as de second one. though second 1 shorter, but i love it alot. man how de hell m i suppose to write a letter to u?! cos i dunno wat letter u wan lol. izzit a? b? c? d?...? lol.

man i shouted i love you to moi princess on de mrt when i boardin de mrt n she goin up de escalator. lol. goin crazy over u liao.

take care of urself k. tink im gonna be less "darin" liao.

i love you. take care k TOAD princess

champion seminar was like some sorta thing to give recognition to ccas which have achieved something. den dance was invited lor. it's something like a banquet. den got buffet lunch. not bad leh. play games summore. so lessons was like half day. i forgot all about it until last night. and what's worse is that i slept at 5am!!!!!!!! 1 hr plus of sleep. man today first 2 periods i was dozing. den PE onwards i cant sleep liao. den after sch went home around 5. den slept till i bathe lor.

now my eyes quite dry lah. but i wearing specs. and dinner soon. a lil hungry lah. coz the buffet i didnt eat much coz it was alot of spicy food and my throat mah. cant wait for tomorrow. got CME exam. den after that lit mock test. mock test shd be from 2 to 240. coz lit is always 40min. maybe meet u around 3. slightly b4 3 lor. u can hop the stairs while waiting for me.

and so ego leh u. YAHHHH u're so damn good. all thanks to u that u can play well. lol. but it's good. coz frogs can leap high and far. ur advantage!! and people dare not go near u coz ur slimy body. hahahaha.

okay. i think that's all for now. coz i got eng speech. the rally speech to analyse. yupp so cya tml.
croak croak croak. it means mrtay is ugly. hAHa kiddin,
i love you! that's for real now.

jus changed moi mouse to moi old wireless one. cos mouse dunno y not workin. n tis one is super sensitive. keep runnin here n dere damn fast. not used to it. clicked a few wrong things liao cos of this mouse.

anyway, cum n blog early so can haf longer shower n u can see moi entry faster =)

today had 2 photo takin sessions. one for bball durin assembly. cos its cca meetin day. but its a load of crap lah. den took 1 batch pic though inside got a few ''unknown'' cos nv see them cum trainin befor lol. n oso one b'div pic. although one extra came n took wif us cos 2 peeps missin so he say otherwise not nice. its like wth dude. somemoor he onli sec3. no sense of embarressment one. den other photo takin session is class photo durin maths. one candid n one serious. din kno photo takin was today so din style hair. anyway tink it looks gd =) for candid we al did de left hand grip rule lol. so its mostly like pointin middle finger. but we say tat its left hand rule ;p

had soccer for pe. n every1 was damn unfit. couldnt even last de whole 1hr lor. our team was lousier den de other. cos moi team onli got moi n a few others lol. while de other team had moor better players. but still managed a 1-1 draw. thaanks to moi last min, er, i mean second shot. jus went curlin past de keeper. though keeper got a hand to it but it jus rolled past his hand cos ball got alot of spin lol. anyway their first goal wasnt even suppose to be cos half our team was seatin down restin at one side when dey attacked n scored. otherwise dey couldnt even penetrate our solid denfense due to their lousy finish lol. actuali dey wanted to stop game after de first goal. but moi, being a gd leader n havin de bball spirit of nv say die jus like how our c'div fought al de way though de ref was sidin de opponent, encouraged de team n say we still can draw. n thanks to MOI, we did =D

cant wait for tomolo. one wk nv see u liao. man though i missed out on inter-house soccer, i tink dere's moor joy bein wif u den playin soccer. oh yah, since i tink u mos like forget wat we tok bout tomolo since dere was like smth wrong wif u, jus wanna remind u to remind moi tomolo when we meet to buy a gift for moi teach k. thanks dear.

cya tomolo den dear. n in ur language, Croak coack croack (did i pronouce correctly cos i dunno toadish. lol)

its sooooooo darn borin. tat's y cum n blog first.

nothin much happenein rite now. stayin at home whole day almos every sunday. tis is killin moi. tink parents buyin back later oso. so not goin out. wanna play football manager! but accidentali uninstall de game =( haiz

man cant wait for tuesday. oh shit. suddenli rmb tues oso got inter-class soccer. tink i'l haf to sacrifice it jus to see u. hope ur well by tat time liao. sick for so long liao n havnt recover yet. thought u said ur a strong lion. lol.

de songs u sent moi were nice =) love it. but love u moor ;P

wonderin when i'l be gettin back moi results. hope i do well. reali well.

life suxs without u. wish tat ur by moi side now. love you so much.

someonee tell moi wat to do now. reali dunno wat to do. borin life.

man im makin tis entry look long by writin one sentence at a time. lol. cos dunno wat to write.

man im doin tis again. lol

now its longer den urs i guess. feel damn wasted. need some new things to try out. some new excitement.

life of cheryl -> egg>tadpole>lion-toad>(after kiss)>princess [to be continue]

kk im damn lame. sori type wrongli, jus realised i can still walk.

kk take care k princess. i love you =D

i'm so hungry now lah. coz lunch my bro keep eatin my share. breakfast is only milk. ahhhh. i'm famished. today went to church. den come home was packin my stuff for so damn long. coz i'm almost like a perfectionist and the things a lil messy or outta place i cant stand it. will hafta make sure it's prim and proper. den wanted to start doin my hw. i sms u. den u nv reply. so guess u're online. den online for more than an hour liao. sunday's boring. saturday's okay. i dun like the morning part where i got 2 tuitions. ballet is fine. let me think what i feel like eatin now. i think it's choc chip cookies leh. i dun feel like eatin fast food or pasta or rice or noodles. so it's some kinda snack like cookies. and how i wish i wasnt stuck at home. coz i realy wanna go out and play and be with my loved one.

so bored. hmmm....i wanna be with u forever. i love you!!!!!!!!!!!

cya tue. and i cant wait for Os to finish. den can spend time wif u.


OMG! i'm crazy over u. i love you so much!!! will blog longer tomorrow.

quick blog. maid buyin back macs for lunch. coz i long time nv eat liao.
very hungry. didnt eat breakfast.
hmm later ballet. today nth much.
just tuition ballet. online study.
fone time!!!!
damn scary now coz mum anytime may pop into my room.
cant close door mah.
okok i tryta blog tonite. a longer one.
yeahh hope u enjoy urself.
i also love to have fun!!!
coz u love freedom too. i also.

take care
and i love you!

bloggin bout yes now. went to fish n co for dinner. shared a seafood platter for 2 wif moi friend, was damn nice =) went dere cos friend got 20dollar voucher cos dey got 2nd for de eating race we went to tat time. den saw a gal from their group there n she gave us her voucher oso lol. spo spent jus 10bucks on de dinner =) was damn nice n cheap. tink its worth it like tat =)

den went to see de horror magic show. first part was borin cos i knew how dey did de tricks. cos atch befor breakin de magicians code vol 1-3 lol. but told u bout de nice part liao. den after tat got "pressured" by coach, muscleman n friends to go down when dey ask who feels tat he/she can feel god(?) so jus went down. den they jus toked to moi but i said see first lor. not reali interested cos feel tat religion is quite restrictive, like tyin moi down like tat. n i like moi freedom =)

den at nite when called u u fell asleep liao. but 12 u woke up n called moi n tok for bout 20min den went to sleep liao. at least din hear u coughin tat time. hopefully u recoverin liao. cos ur exams r cumin n u needa be in tip top condition. best of luck for ur prelims oso. startin tis tues =)

goin out for lunch soon. so jus did a quick blog. bloggin again tonite.

cya later k toad=)

today's quite ok. i find that if i get enough beauty sleep and nobody piss me off real bad, i'd be in a very happy mood. so yeah. can talk to u tonite!!! i love you prince.
even though today din getta meet u, it's okay. coz i get to study too. but actually i just watch syf vcd only. study is at nite. so no diff.
i really miss u alot. haiz. how i wish i can be there to give u a big hug. hug u tightly. miss u SO SO SO much. i wanna be with u forever. i cant wait for after Os then can enjoy with u. celebrate with me ok. u should plan a surprise as a reward for all my hard work put in for the exams. dun ask me think of anywhere to go or what to do coz my mind will be too boggled up with Os. so leave the outing to u.

hmm..love poems. long time din write for u already. if got time will write. maybe after prelims. america's next top model is damn nice. but no time to watch!!! my throat's still itchy. and i finished ur strepsils liao. so that means i need more!! haha kiddin lah. i'm a very nice gal. know that u're cash tight so wont pressurize u to buy things for me. i love you alot.

tomorrow finish sch at 4.30. coz got amaths mock test. besides that, i got maths test! 3rd period. haiz. so many tests. i'm goin crazy. tomorrow's amath sux lah. maths still ok. coz i'm brilliant when math is concerned. only amath drives me mad. please give me luck and pray for me too.

okok shall chat with u now. i love you prince. dont toad me anymore lah. whole day toad me. haizzzz. FROG lah. see?? my engLAND so super. lol.

well the correct way is please dont call me a toad anymore, frog. get it, frog? that's very good. now u understand my perfect english, make sure u dont call me a toad anymore.

i love you

finali got no moor test liao! had chem today. did it damn fast, in bout 35min. it was ok, i tohught, but scared it cos i dunno tat's y do so fast, dunno wat i tokin oso. cos normali papers i do very fast one cept when i know how to do -_-'' but now no moor test liao! however jus got chinese hols hw. damn lot. n hols not suppose to haf hw one lor. how can it be called holiday when we r not enjoyin ourself -_-'' rgs they no hw durin hols one lah. so gd

today c'div lost by 4 points. anyway it was a 5 vs 7 match. five of de opponent c'div players plus de 2 refs. bloody refs. so obvious they were against us. foul 3 times in a row in front of their faces dey oso nv see. man tink im gonna buy specs for dem, cos they all blind one!

man jus when i reach home n went to toilet den u miss called moi, was gonna sms u after peein lol. lucky u called again =) u sounded so cheerful toda, makes moi wanna keep on tokin to u. din wanna put down de phone at all lol. cos i feel so happy when ur happy and love tokin to u tis way =) wish u will sound like tis everyday =)

got moi phone bill. 70plus bucks cos i chatted wif u usin hp for 6 hrs! but sms din hit 360. man gotta stop callin u usin hp liao. mum say give moi one moor month to show tat i stop liao. so gonna stop usin hp to call u cos outgoin calls not free while incumin calls r.

study hard k. prelims next wk liao. do ur best n get perfect a1s ok.

i love you, ur whole body is filled wif moi heart lol =)

today's damn tiring again.
slept during amaths. was tryin to find a position to hide my eyes and look like i'm awake while i sleep. den end up getting my hands cramped. very sleepy dunno y. now my cough's better.
lunch was like 2 choc bars, 1/2 french toast and potato chips. i know my throat like that and jeri was screaming at me at mobil. coz i cant resist the temptation. wanna buy the whole shelf of chocs. long time never eat liao. omg. bite into it sooooo yummy. hahaha. makin me drool now.

tomorrow is chem theory pract and maths mock test. sucks lah. oh yahhh. and my higher chi i got 66 for my most recent test!!! lol. my highest this year. i didnt study for it leh. coz that time got oral. i'm such a genius.

doorbell ring liao. shit. haizzz i find myself always worrying. den everytime i'm done and settled myself with one thing, another worry pops up. and i cant concentrate on what i'm doin. keep worrying about that thing. haiz. some mental problem. last time it even got so serious my worry kept repeating in my mind. i had to write in my diary so that i'll stop thinkin about it. but now i rarely touch that diary.

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hahaha. okayy. even though we're meeting really really lesser. but it's all because i can go to rjc.

i love you my dear prince.

had two test today. one was gong han. which at first i thought i din know howta do but as i wrote it de words jus came out without much tinkin and it was like flowin so nicely. cept tat i did not haf enuff time to finish so i rushed de second iprovement n endin =( otherwise it was damn smooth. l0l. de chinese in moi is awakenin. muhahaha!!! gonna get a1 for chine'se o's. ok daydreams over liao. de other physics test was ok. alot of peep say diff but i thought it was o. jus tat hearin everyone say how diff it was i beginin to tink i wont do so well oso =(

man next time we meet will be next wk liao. cos tomolo supportin c'div finals n u got chem prac mock test. oh yah, dun understand de numbers on ur time table. n tues thought u haf civics test oso?

n toda for geog it was like nobody was like listenin to de teacher. n tacher got damn pissed. keep on makin de hissin sound oso. cos last time one of moi friend hissed when he laugh so now de whole class always go sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss when dere is smth funny lol. n today was like throughout de whole lesson like tat. lol.

oso hafta download winzip liao. normalli use winrar but teach's com cannot read so hafta resummit moi work. man hate doin tis. damn sian.

feelin like postin a joke on friendster oso but too lazy. maybe durin de hols. its from a joke bk i jus bought called humour of de sexes. lol. oh yah, after o's u wanna read moi comics den mus tell moi ok. testin ur memory. see whether u rmb wat we tok bout =)

i love you. cya next wk k=)

today's damn special. coz got the special wedding. i love your surprises.
still got the whole ceremony with cake. it's all so sweet. i love you prince!!

feeling damn sick still. i feel like sleeping early tonight. but dunno if u can call me so early.
coz i had so lil amt of sleep. like only about 2 hours. that's y now battling fatigue.
i will take good care of myself so dun worry k. suddenly i miss u alot. coz today sick so i was kinda dazed. sorry dear. suddenly i miss u alot and i realized how precious u r to me.
so i must treasure every moment spent with u. i really wanna be with u forever. coz u're my true love and it'll last forever. u're my one and only!!

now my throat's still itchy. keep coughing. haizz. i took my medicine liao. and thanks for the strepsils. really appreciate it. u're so nice to me and i'm touched. if i have the time, i'll plan surprises for u. most probably is after Os. coz right now needa concentrate on my studies.

hmm...tomorrow's a long day. sux. but thursday even though is mock test day. at least can meet u. so i have something to look forward to. and ur hair aint that bad. it's not screwed. no matter what kinda hairstyle, u'll still look like a frog, oops i meant prince. so no needa spend so much time on ur hair. haha

right now waiting for u to come online. and shall blog more tomorrow coz right now feeling weak.

i love you prince!

sori bout de smilee last nite. tink uve forgotten bout it liao but i havnt so jus wanna say sori since u sounded pissed. anyway i rmb most of de things we do n say cos those r precious memories to moi n will last forever =)

had a bad hairday today. hair was all screwed n no matter how hard i tried oso cannot make it look nicer. even in sch. de moor i tried de worse i get X so in de end jus tried moi best den gave up wiif a lousy lookin hair...

man toda got quite a while to prepare for de event since u came at 3plus n i was early. oh yah thanks crystal for de info. but she bloody hell dao moi last nite. cos such a sore-loser. lose to ri in debates den not happy liao.

oso dont get inch in ruler can. dun tink can afford to buy sweets al de time. arent i sweet enuff liao. feel like u sqeezin moi fry lol. cos after toda's quite major event n gettin for u some sweets den u ask moi give u everytime... im no money tree, n not yet workin, but even when workin, mus still spend money wisely n learn howta save. especialli since im abitof a spenthrift.

oh yah, toda while goin dere on de mrt, saw 2 rgs gals who tink i went out befor wif moi friends but dun reali rmb dem so jus dao dem. anyway dey in diff carriage. but dey oso saw moi den tink dey oso not sure if it was de guy they knew lol. heard one of dem sayin cant u see him cos dey pretent stand facin each other when one was actali lookin at moi. but i used a metal thingy to bloack moi face lol. since wont know wat to say oso. but when got out n train move away took a peek n saw dem lookin out at moi. gonna confirm wif moi freind tomolo whether its reali dem.

man de weddin would be much better if u werent sick. but it sounded so stupid lol. haiz u better take care of urself lah. sounded worse den b4. but de thing was damn lame. but tink i prepared mos of de things liao. n wasnt much of a surprise since i din reali know howta do it n u knew bout it liao. but still, had a great time wif u. love bein wif u.

wonder wat happens when moi n moi toad get together, de toad becums a princess, jus like in de fairy tales lol. was actuali waitin for some exercises but in de end since u not feelin well so nv do. anyway, u din seemed in a mood for anything much cos ur sick. hope u recover soon ar. otherwise may affect ur studies. wan u to do well k ;)

yah wrote so much today. gonna eat kfc later oso ;P i love you, moi TOAD princess =)

haha since u're so sweet by blogging a lil, i shall do the same too. just studied bio and did english. my descriptive words aint bad at all. coz i can write such perfect paragraphs of description. oh yah tomorrow remind me to give u my prelim timetable. i'm so hot now. ironic. havin a cold yet feelin so hot.

hmm...shal work on my ss proj. and tryta look for nice songs. the song u recommend me. it dont sound nice without seeing the video. jess simpson one.

i have alot of things that i havent done yet!!! prelims r coming haiz. damn stressed. and now it's like so few people online. i mean classmates. coz they studying i suppose. oh man. haha.

any nice songs?

i love you froggy. dont toad me anymore lah.

man decided to blog again since nothin to do.

glad tat ur now concentratin on ur work. increase ur chances to go to rj =) man ur so responsible. such a suitable wife for moi lol.

but after o's we can den enjoy al we wan. hope u give moi a few surprises cos tinkin of some for u lol. i'l be patient n wait as wat u told moi to jus now.

will rmb most of de things u told moi. but dunno whether ul rmb anot. or jus forget everythin.

oh yah, wil oso be waitin for ur album. lol. tink i jottin it down jus in case i forget. jus-in-case onli. tink will be jottin down quite alot of things den.

yah tat's al i guess. since second time so guess i blog a short one.

i love moi lil toad =)

today bio test. it's managable lah.
hmm tomorrow is bio mock test. thurs maths and chem. sucks man. fri is amaths. worse.
hahaha. i doubt tomorrow got night classes coz needa inform parents in advanced. and night classes this kinda thing need consent form one. coz it's very late and parents will worry.
later gotta do chi test corrections. den maybe at night revise bio. hmm...shd be fine lah.
i cant wait to see u. miss u alot. time really flies coz next fri is prelims already.
still rmb first day when sch reopened the countdown to prelims was like 70 something days. now is single digit liao. soon it'll be 1 more day to prelims. and then they will start o lvl countdown.
stressed!!!

ss proj still halfway. just left deco. and every morning rush to read horoscopes. today not bad leh. i realized if i tie my hair in a certain way it's good luck. den when i like clip my fringe it's bad luck lor. so must stick to old hairstyle. 2 times proven liao. superstitious but better to believe. for the fun of it too. i love studying alot. it's true. but i feel that if got company to study is better. like maybe 2 or 3 people together. the whole class will be too many. how i wish i can study with u.

and my hair is so sweet smelling. can smell. the shampoo so strong. haha.

how i wish we can be neighbours and same sch. that's the best!

okay wanna chat with u so shall end here.

love you prince. i love drinking the frog soup. some kinda tonic. hard to prepare. but it's jelly like. damn nice. an affinity maybe. that's y u froggy can catch me. lol.

man de c'div rawks. went to see their semis toda so can porn sch n de match was damn nice. shouted moise;f hoarse especially for de last few mins. maybe cos i havnt been shoutin for a long time tat's y now shout so lusily. dey won by bout 3-5points. actuali were losin al e way. until bout last 3min of last quarter den dey caught up. end of third quaarter was like tailin by 9 points i guss. maybe moor. but it was like forth quarter den dey start to catch up n win. 3 of de opponent better players got fouled out lol. in de second, third n forth quarter all got 1 person fouled out. n we damn no sportsmanship went to cheer n clap when de opponent fouled out =P but last part dey played damn freakin well. n their center got sprain ankle(i tink) bout 3 times. but still managed to get back up n play after a rest. tis is called determination. wish i haf as much as him. den halfway bout de 3rd quarter tat time got one unknown cum n pissed us off. say we cum here to watch or to cheer. n he wasnt even cheerin lor. bloody dick. like he was some big shot like tat. but we all dao him n one china mama even ask him go away cos he blockin his view. lol

anyway, toda's bio was ok. got some dunno some know. so can say its ok. hope i do well. physics is on wed n chem on thurs. suddenly rmb bout wat to do tomlo. would be preparin tonite. hopefulli will be in time n will not lose any idaes tat i haf cos i fcan orget things quite suddenly n suddenly rmb bout it lol.

hope u get well soon ar. take ur medicine n drink lots of water k. hope wed u can go out longer n dun needa lie to ur mum sayin tat ur class is actuali longer den de usual time. like tat den can go u-know-where n do u-know-wat. lol. let u feel in de options. cos i rmb de things u said but dunno whether u rmb. dont ask moi. cos hope u will be givin moi a 'surprise' lol. though dun seem like much of a surprise now. so jus do ur tink n dun ask or tell moi anythink.

yah blog so much liao. i guess. kk take care of urself k. i love you!!!

man y didnt u go see doc. ur sick eh. shld go see. nv take care of ur body at all =(

today din even leave de house at all. damn sianz. been jus studyin, watchin tv n surfin net. no-lifer lor...

tomolo oso got ss presentation. i guess. hopefulli our group go last den wont do tomolo n will haf moor time to prepare. den tis time presentation is new type one. got 3 presentin de powerpoint n de other 3 is used for q n a. so i in q n a. moor slack i tink. but mus go learn de subject very thoroughly. doin on aging populaton n singapore. tat's y borrowed ur ss bk tat time.

dunno whether tomolo shld play bball. still tinkin bout it. if got nobody play den i mos likely wont. see wether moi friends wanna go gym or play bball or slack. lol. cos do alone is damn sian one.

afternoon oso din do much. jus eat, sleep, shit. study, slack, dream. man i need a life. its soooo borin. nothin to do at all. sometimes wil be tinkin tat im out wif u. cos today suppose to go out one lah. haiz.

yah tat's al for now i guess. cos today's super boring...

i love you =)

man blog now cos u asked. tink tonite blog again. (moi firt para. lol)

stayin at home de whole day i guess. tis suxs. cos suppose to be goin out wif u lor. now stuck at home wifout moi toad... nvm. still gt tuesday to spent time wif u =) (second para n one moor to go. lol)

decided to write moor den 3 pra jus for u k. but today is damn sian. gonna study sciences since next wk got 3 science test. den after tat is can slack liao. jus wait 1 mor wk den hols. too bad u cant go out. maybe teacher's day or de eve u can go out wif moi. otherwise life would be very borin n dull. cos u brightened up moi life.

hiaz...

sian...

dunno wat to do at all. maybe should go over ur mum's place lol. visit u.

yah blog agin tonite. i love you.

hmm today was just church. then lunch in church. they provide food there. den my cousin came my house for oral and study too. kept coughing got alot of phlegm.
then cant drink cold and sweet drinks.
sorry last nite couldnt tok longer coz phone run outta batt and a lil tired.
today i woke up with eye bags!! and then wanted to call u like 15 min later after hang up. to give u surprise. but end up cant wake up. i cant set alarm also coz my alarm even opposite neighbours can hear!

ss proj about diplomacy. den bio test on genetics. the heriditary chpt. sucks lah that chapter. the easiest one is reproduction in animals. coz i know it damn well. but not practical though. quite boring today. coz cant go out. actually lunch in church got a choice of curry noodles or porridge. den chose the latter coz of throat. and my present leh?? is it i buy then pass u the receipt? lol. i'm kiddin. coz liddat not sincere. and i want surprises. but then u give me present cannot so obvious it's love one. later parents suspect.

and i cant wait until after Os. coz confirm my folks will be less strict. den i can go out often!!! so good rite. no stress play all day. and have fun! so blissful. time flies. it's about 2 and a half more months. so fast!!!! and then most prob i'll be back mid dec. maybe 12 or 13. around there. christmas definitely here. then can spend with u.

i love you dear prince!!!

hey blogin now cos tonite tuition. den call u later at 11. cos wanna watch liverpool match n wanna call u. so decided to watch half of de match den call u.

today mornin went to some place tat i dunno de name to eat roti kaya wif egg. was damn nice. den take away 1 packet of nasi lamak to eat oso. oso damn nice. next time u dere. thought i not sure how to go lol. but its near de singtel place tat side. not nuch useful info i guess. lol.

den de tok was kinda borin. jus basically repeatin onde rp. n de subs we can take in o's. tink dun go oso can one. so i left durin de q n a session. oh yah, on de bus trip dere, dere was a bird in de bus lol. air-con bus somemoor. de bird damn jack lor. got caught in a bus. most likely will get lost once it flys away. unless it flies away at de stop it enters. wonder wat's de charge for birds lol.

man too bad i din see ur sms earlier. otherwise would haf rushed online. was playin xbox when u sms i guess. take care of urself k. so easily fall sick. damn weak eh u. but it's ok. i'l take care of u no matter wat moi whole life =)

goin tuition afterwards. dunno where i eatin yet. den after tat cum home watch soccer bath den call u.

i love you moi dear TOAD!!!

heyy goin for ballet soon. i blog a short one. since i cant use com for long.
actually helping my bro to find a song to sing. coz the firefly song cant find it.
hmm...that's the excuse.
tomorrow i doin ss proj so can use com too.
and i love studying alot.
beats idling around.
but then sometimes i get so bored i'll just sing some songs.

miss u alot. i got cramps. cant dance properly. i dunno y everytime i use com my head very giddy. about to faint.

oh i gtg now. coz parents comin. i love you!!

i feel like my head's so weird. some kinda unbalance. like anytime gonna fall.
scaryyy.
anyway trading spouses was interesting. some kinda ghost buster thingy. very funny.
the new mum was humiliating herself.
anyway now supposed to do ss project but my head doesnt seem right.
hmm...it's devastating sun cant go out. but time flies and soon tuesday will come.
i love you so much!!

tomorrow wakin up at 8.15. leaving house at 8.40. sch is from 9 to 10 i guess. then rush back home tuition at 10.30 to 12. den i'm free till 4.30. then got ballet at 5.45. leave house at 5 plus. just last wk was my party. and then got to see u at mirrors area. sighh. and then prelims comin.
very stressed. alot of papers to do.

and cant go out as often. mum also stricter. i keep hearing noises coming from outside. i scared they come in so i better end faster.

just wanna say i love you alot. and i wanna marry u and be with u forever.

(the turqoise undies r cool) jeri sure has some taste.

and today she sprayed her cologne in class!! the whole class was like shrieking away. yucks man..

i love you froggy prince. saved by my kiss. i'm ur saviour!

decide to blog now so afterwards u cum online den can see immediately. n wont here anymoor of ur whinnin lol. man too bad we cant go out on sun =( another day jus got destroyed... nvm. look forward to after o's k ;P

today miss physics remedial den teacher when to call moi. man he suxs. doesnt he know when to quit. was tokin to him in a damn piss tone. cos de whole class hates him. super sucky. dunno how to teach n dun even kno tat everyone doesnt like him. den jus thought as if y we so tired in de mornin. its onli his class tat we mos tired lor. cos he like tellin bedtime stories we dont understand but he dun even allow us to sleep!!!

den went to play soccer instead. but it was onli 2v2 in de judo area wif judoers for bout half hr. befor rg judoers cum to train. scored one damn nice goal. shot from quite far away, past beside de head of one guy, den over de head of the other. den teammate duck n de ball jus flew n went to de top of de goal. damn nice. damn beautiful. keep picturin it now. but onli flaw was i wasnt actuali aimin for goal. but rather pass. tat's y ball flew straight at teammaté's head n had to duck. but can jus overlook tat flaw n find tat tat's a nice goal =)

den after tat went home n watch gundam destiny 43. lastest ep. startin to download it by moiself liao instead of waitin for moi friend to burn de whole collection n lent moi.

man miss goin out. but at lest like tat u got chance to study. den get into rj. be wif moi =)

sori for bein such i dick yesterday. but guess it was once of moi mood swings. hope u will b understandin to it k =)

i love you!

man reali feel like sayin alot of things bout today but scared it will hurt u. but i guess u wanna know wat im tinkin of rite. so writin tis now hopin tat u wont secretly use de com today. so at least when u read tomolo n ask moi questions i would haf cooled down by den. cos actuali now still not havvin de happy mood.

i actauli oso not tat gd temper. jus tat i try to control moiself mos of de times. onli sometimes den i will jus lose it. though tink u get angry n upset easier den moi as u may say tat ur a gal. but at least i tryto cheer u up everytime ur down. its onli when im oso down tat i nv try to cheer u up like today. so actuali keep feelin like leavin but den at de same time still scared of hurtin u moor. so jus din do anythin at all. actuali din reali feel like huggin n kissin u in de end tat's y i nv say. but it was jus to make u happy. though i felt abit better once u hugged moi.

n actuali oso had some stupid thoughts but it was onli thoughts nothin moor. but it was reali shitty tat time. tat's y had those thoughts. but gues its ok now. tryin to clear moi mind right now. but ur not de onli one who feels like tearin things up n everythin. i jus haf quite abit of self-control over these things yah.

rest of de day was jus RE which our group started first but din get to leave after presentation. anyway no diff since i wasted 8bucks on taxi jus to rush dere onli to find out u still got class. yah tat's al de things i can rmb i guess. except tat woke up in de middle of de nite n was very sleepy throughout de whole day.

i'l always love you

had oral today hahaha.
it's a breeze. always love using that phrase.
i think i was lucky coz got the best group of examiners. the guy and gal.
hmm...i asked my mum about the free movie passes.
she seemed okay with me going out with my friends.
but she also mentioned why must treat them.
like i could use all of those 4 movie passes for myself.
haha. shd be can lah. as long as she sees me workin hard these few days.

and then i feel like a huge burden has been lifted off my chest.
coz no more chem test chi test and oral.
maybe coz i'm quite satisfied with my performance in oral.
and then fri got math test and eng mock test.
no problems with that. dun needa study too.
and came home my throat still damn sore.
drink water it tastes bitter.
i've been wondering maybe i kiss u then u pass me the germs. or maybe i passed my heatiness on to u. it's either way lah. lol.
luckily it didnt affect my reading for oral.
there's no more ice cream at home. coz ever since i took that lick of ice cream from my fren in class, i think i'm starting to crave for it. and when i reached home, i felt that my face was sweet. dunno how come the ice cream can smear all over. maybe coz i'm sweet naturally. without the aid of ice cream.

and i miss u alot. i think i have higher chances of getting to rjc since i dun online at night. coz i realized that that 1 hr plus can benefit me alot. i can absorb lotsa stuff. so actually the chem incident is also a blessing in disguise. without it, i would not have been banned frm com, i wont be able to discipline myself to study instead. so now i can study more with this rule. and can get better results. hahaha. see??? so positive!! so optimistic!!!

and as always, i love you my dear prince (froggy). but prince is the best!

feelin very heaty today. den oso haf abit of flu. block nose and runnin nose both haf ??? so durin physics went to sick bay wif frien jus to pon it n get some rest. anyway physics teacher is useless n can learn nothin from his lesson. onli get moor confused. lol

den geog test was ok. din study much, in fact close to nothin. yet was able to do it. hopefully will get high marks. den chi test oso got back liao. n i pass by bout 3% ??/ hiaz, hope i can pass for hcl o's so next yr dun needa take chi anymoor! yay!

tomolo got RE presentation. gonna do final work on de presentation tonite. hopefully it'l be a success. cos moi tis type of oral presentation not so gd. anyway tonite is jus sortin out who says wat n stuff like tat.

man feelin feelin damn heaty. ask moi mnm ask maid boil some coolin drinks liao. cant reali tink of wat to write.

oh yah, once came home den found moi hair like very coolio lookin like tat . cos it was no-aircon bus. normalli dont like takin it cos its hot n messes up moi hair. but today it was like after de bus ride den hair looks cooler. oh yah, oso like friens to ride bus wif moi home. cos i always sleep on bus n wif friends den dey can wake moi up in case i oversleep, like today like tat. otherwise would sleep until interchagne -_-''

kk tat's al for now i guess. i love you =)

heyy. i'll blog another time since it'll make u happy. =)
tomorrow is ORAL. cool man. i love it. simply love it.
though may get butterflies in my stomach before it. esp the waiting time.
and then i think i gonna drink watermelon juice durin lunch time to cool down my throat.
oh damn it. i still ate so much choc when i reach home. lol.
but then my vocab not bad leh.
just as i put down the fone my mum came out of bathroom!!!
so scary i dropped the receiver back into place and plopped into bed and started applying cream on my knee. didnt get a chance to redial bestie's number. but when she went to her room to comb her hair i hurried dialed din's number. in case she press redial button.

and then tomorrow got chem test. on polymers. all those drawing of nylon and terylene. yeahhh sucks man. coz i not sure how to draw all those. and proteins and fats. all dunno what amide linkage crap. hahaha. at least i still remember some. after this gonna study a lil chem. dinner. den chem again. den orallll. hehe.

anyway i think i stop here. tomorrow will blog at this time too. coz in sch no chance.

i love you. u're a frog admit it. saved from this princess's kiss. so precious can. and hail the royal highness.

man u r one immature inconsiderate blah blah blah gal. taught u last time not to litter yet u still do it. can u pls listen to al de gd stuff im techin u. makes u a better person. more lady-like n princess-like, instead of bein a toad lol. mus be a gd gal k. otherwise spank u again lol.

got back geog pop quiz today. got 6.5/10 tink its de highest in class. most peeps got 3.5 lol. so can say it not too bad. but tomolo got geog test n havnt reali studied for it yet. gonna study it tonite. RE project doin now so at nite can do work n revise.

den get to meet u. love bein ur food. ur gettin better n better. feelin so nice. love it gal =) so happy to see u happy. lol. love seein u smile n laugh. but i play de beatin hand game cannnot hit u den how i win lor. somemoor u oso sometimes when u laughin away u grab moi n ask moi not to touch uu cos will make u laugh. lol. wat is tis??/

den while onde mrt sendin u back saw tis guy openin de mouth n sleep. remind of milkin sheep lol. since u wanna see den after o's if u still rmb n ask moi den maybe will let u. but tink u most likely forget bout it. ;) den on mrt oso got tis "gal" who looks alot like a guy!!! somemoor he/she(?) oso got a bf. wat is this world cumin to?

jus finish moi powerpoiint n jus tok to u. man ur damn childish. some moor so easily get anry. bad temper. tat's y i ask u to meditate. hoprfulli u becum less paraniod n becum a better person. reminded moi tat moi parents takin moi go temple tis sun. cos last time went to church n stop goin so parents ask moi try temple so i jus follow. cos its smth new n maybe its not bad. so jus go for it. but tink will onli go once. cos will be too lazy to wake up in de mornin to go lol.

do well for ur chem tomolo k. n prove ur stupid teacher tat ur chem is damn gd n dun need her lousy remedial. do well for ur oral. ahem. oso k. lol. anyway ur gd at it rite ;) chinese. aiya, jus try to pass can liao.

i love you. take care n drink lots of water k. oso dont skip any meals next time. cya dear =)

heyy in sch now. yeah today's tiring. keep wanting to sleep.
hmm...after sch no mock test. can use com coz needa do some survey. so made use of this chance to blog.
miss u alot.
very hungry and sleepy today. lol.
still kinda scared.
at least can meet u later.

go home gonna study chem polymers, chi (this sucks big time) and practise oral.
tomorrow is gonna be stressful
teacher chasing us outta the com lab liao.

anyway i love you alot.
i hope sunday can go out.
prayin hard.
and studying hard too.
at least now can study more and can get into rj.
den at nite cant tok to u online but still got the ring.
wanna hug u tightly badly.

okok i love you. cya soon

man i thought it was bout ur chem de moment u sms moi cos u mention smth bout chem in de earlier sms. was so worried for u n keep tinkin tat smth wrong would happen. look on de brightside. at least u get to keep de hp and still get to meet after class for bout 1-2hrs. rmb to tok to u mum tomolo. n jus tok sincerely and say wat u wanna say from de bottom of ur heart. most parents would be heartbroken if smth like tat happens n onli parents who do not care bout their kids who not even bother sayin anythin. tis shows tat ur mum still loves you. maybe even moor den moi love for u. cos ur her child n she couldnt bear to lose u.

dun reali feel like writin much after hearin wat happened to u. but today had ss paper n diid de application questio for de eng test. i did not manage to complete for both. onli left abit i nv write.

we were takin some upskirt pics durin recess cos dere was a blazer in class n we use it as a skirt n one of our class pornstar(which has a wide viarity to choose from) to pose n use moi hp n another guy's one to start snappin. damn funny. whole class was laughin.

den miss moi physics trip so as to rush home n go online to wait for u. cos i knew tat u will go online to explain to moi. den jus when i started showerin u called. actuali knew it was u when i heard de phone ringin so i rush out to answer it befor returnin to bath den rush to com.

felt so sad for u on hearin ur story. somemoor u still hafta cope wif an injured knee. wish i could be dere to hug u. jus hold u tightly...

i reali love you alot. rmb bout wat i said k. i love you

coz that day 8aug. i told my mum weeks b4 hand i got chem course that clashes with sch extra chem lab lessons. so she signed the letter of excuse. teacher ask me for letter today. so i gave. i didnt know she called my mum to verify!!! den my mum said she didnt know i had chem course that day. den she damn angry when fetchin me after sch today. i cried. then i had to go toilet coz cant cry in front of her frenz. yah so my mum damn furious i skip lessons. after that go SGH i cried in public. coz she threaten to tell dad and the punishment is far worse. coz dad will beat me up until my face swollen, confiscate fone, dun let me use com. i kept crying in the car and begging my mum not to tell my dad coz i damn scared i cant tok to u anymore. den she relented. she say in return i cant use com at night time for chatting. unless sch work den inform her and use under her supervision. haizzz. at least until after prelims. which is like about 1 months time. so shd be ok lah.

she damn disappointed in me say she trusted me so much and i betray her trust. den i dun think i can go out anymore. so birthday dinner and sunday i cant. very sad. shd haf gone for chem lab lesson that day. miss one day outing with u is better than a few times. haiz. i'm sorry. really upset. but at least it's better than dad finding out. so i guess this will be the last time i blog till after prelims. 20 something sept.
(wake me up when september ends) that stupid song came true. listened to it this morning in the car! den wth lah.
i think if got chance like when mum fetch bro. i secretly blog short while.
so other than that u dun needa come online so early at nite since i not here. but will still receive ur ring daily.

i love you alot prince. and will be with u forever. cant tok often nowadays is okay. coz long term is rjc. and look on it on bright side. next few yrs and rest of our lives can be together. so this few months sucks. bear wif it. i still have hp. and can tok on fone. i love you.

hey take care of urself. rmb to rub ur leg wif medicated oil. n put hot pack. helps it recover faster. been usin hot pack everytime moi muscle ache n its useful. help in long term recovery. rmb wat i said ok. wan u to recover asap.

today was damn sian. onli went out for dinner at tiong bahru plaza. rest of de time jus revise n do hw. but chatted wif u most of de afternoon. but was damn weird cos of ur friend was lookin at wat we write. so din reali say much or bout those stuff. but we will haf a lot of time chattin everyday =)

man ur eatin gd food while im at home watchin de arse match. hope draw so liverpool haf more chaces of climbin up de table n chealsea haf moor chance to win de league after winnin wigan. lol. im a liverpool n chealsea supporter =)

tomolo got ss test. on active citizenry. oh yah. stupid crstal keep askinoi to thank her for her help. yah so thank you. man im damn inscincere. but at least i still said it lol.

gonna create de penalities tonite i guess. but de prob is for sunday. where de hell r we suppose to go after shoppin?! man im goin to go broke on sun. hopefully wont burn all moi money.

havta stop liao cos i usin laptop n mum ask moi off liao so she can keep.

i love you. cant wait for all de exitin things to do wif u. especiali after o's. n i accept ur tinkin rite now since i ok wif it. normalli i jus joke about tat's al. jus like u. lol

heyy today it's like my friend came here to "study". lol
then most of the time is online chattin.
mum came in a few times not happy.
so i cant online later also.
tonight is 6.45 leave house for merchant court hotel..
i gonna bathe at 6.05.
hmm...miss u so much.
cant wait to see u again.
and spend time wif u.

den now i damn urgent. didnt go toilet for soooo many hours. after blog den go.
hehehe. i love you alot.
i'm gonna study bio. and maybe do a lil maths. but i dun think got time for maths.
shall do it during recess. since i bringing sweet potato to sch.
and then cant wait for friday and sunday!!!!!
really cant wait for after Os. and marry u.
when i'm officially mrs tay.

last night was very tired so couldnt talk to u till 2 plus. like usual. but u also got match. so it's okay..
and it rained awhile just now den now sunny again. got people tanning downstairs.
really love you alot.
i cant wait to bring u home. mother's home.
fist guessing game eh. lol.
very funnnn.
monday!
oh just rmb that monday must go appointment at specialist.
end sch at 2 den go home.
appointment at 4.30 at sgh.
scary. but shd be fine lah.
though leg still hurts a lil. but not as bad.

hmm okay i think i needa go study now.
see u tuesday!
i love you my dear prince.
muacks!
cant wait to live with u.

HEY. today damn fun lah. yt sis kept screaming.
we played blind mice and balloon. tell u details tonight.
hmm....they stayed till 7 plus. ice cream cake was choc vanilla and STRAWBERRY flavour.
LOL.
den my left shin hurts. i cant even stretch my leg lah. haiz one after another.
nvm. gonna see specialist soon.
den tomorrow (sunday) is fren comin
shit mum chasing me i cant online anymore.
tell u details over fone
i love you!

happy tat i managed to see u befor ur bday party =)

mornin had chem. tok on electro platin. den halfway moi friend sms moi say we toda got match for gryphons cup. actuali knew bout it yesterday through a friend but was damn piss none of de captains told moi bout it. plus de fact tat i could see u made moi skip de match. anyway since dey nv contact moi yesterday so i jus dun go.

guess ur better at de hittin hand game while moi at "guessin fist" lol. but actuali de hittin games is unfair. cos moi right hand got slower reaction n i not willin to hit u lol. anyway de other games is all based on luck. oh yah, rmb to make de penalities k =)

man i wish i was wif u now. celebratin wif u. but hope ur havin fun. makes moi happy too. tell moi bout ur day tonite k. write on blog oso can =)

goin tuition afterwards. so cant go online. tink i'l be watchin tonite's liverpool vs middlesbrough match. but it from 12.10 to bout 2. so tink will watch de endin after callin u. not sure yet. hope livrpool win =)

enjoy urself k. still tinkin of wat to get u. wanna give de best cos i love you =)

hmm...today was kinda weird lah. wake up felt so tired.
go school resting my head on the table most of the time. then felt very cold.
was dozing off during amaths. then geog was livelier so i'm more awake.
didnt stay abck for lit mock test. coz very tired and cant think straight.
den went home was hogging the fone to call u.
after that went to sleep. woke up with headache.
but after takin panadol everything's better liao.
and tokin to u makes things much much better.

really miss u alot. cant wait to see u tomorrow. remind me about my ezlink k.
hehe. tomorrow morning got tuition. haiz. hopefully i wont have headache if not cannot think properly. but the thought of meetin u later is comforting enough.

then next time we meeting will be tuesday. i wanna hug u. love you so much. and i'll nv lie to u too. wanna be with u forever my dear prince.

i love you!!

cant stop tinkin bout how u r. hope u recover soon. hope moi heart is able to help u ease de pain, help to carry u forward. get well soon k. dont crack ur knuckles, sit properly, drink lots of water, eat regular meals... man im soundin so naggy... cant believe tat im like tat oso...

cant believe tat next st got destroyed becos of de stupid tok. somemoor give some wierd time like 1-3. should be spendin those precious time wif u. anyway hope tat i can celebrate ur bday dinner wif u n oso sunday can go out together. but dunno where to go. actuali wanted to go house on sat but now seem like cannot liao =( cos at least we can do moor things together. n games would be moor fun to. abit moor fun =)

today nv play bball cos nobody playin so jus went home immediately. eng test was ok. was a quite diff compre. but application doin next time. teacher oso anyhow say tat i ws cheatin. n de guy behind moi oso. jus becos we help our paper one side n look to the left to see de paper den she thought we lookin at de guy beside us. wth lor. anyway i tried once but din get to see so i din actuali cheat.

man it'l be so long befor i next get to see u. but its ok since ur always in moi heart =) study hard k. i'l nv lie to you. i love you

today was slack. jus tat found out got alotof undone hw. so gonna start rushin dem.

run 2.4 for pe den after tat whenna play soccer. thought it was damn kampong. n i did not haf much energy left. den got tripped n i fell n could feel moiself rollin on de ground lol. den moi healin wound shed blood again.

den went late to see u. cos i missed 2 buses n 2 trains!!! argh. should haf been dere earlier for u. especially since u not feelin well. but i dounno y u keep sayin tat i bein possessed like tat?-?

but rmb wat i told u k. especially when u wan moi to do things. but i love playin games wif u lol. damn fun. u lose in ''guess fist'' oso nvm one lah. its mostly on luck oso.

oh yah, tis de email wanted to show u. but its not entirely true. onli partly. cos if i say tat if its true den it is not as stated at de bottom n if i say it isnt true den it would be true. oso stated at de bottom. so is it true or not? man im gettin philo. maybe its cos im a respondsible, mature philo rep. lol

Sent: Saturday, October 18, 2003 10:44:46 PM
The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u. (very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE..
& sooo hard to please!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true..
but if u don't, they say u are selfish..
But who cares, SEND THEM TO GUYS AND girls! Give the girls some laughter and make the guys try to understand..

i wont leave u no matter wat u do or dont. cos i love u to much. thought i hope...

haiz.

smile moor k. look moor like princess. de princess tat i love =D

today is thursday..
so happy could see u again. after a long wed.
the past 3 days was so much fun.
and then today all of a sudden gotta wake up early to go to sch. sucks.
but at least i'm meetin u. so it's not too bad.
was really happy to see u.
coz i miss u so much.
it feels great whenever i'm with u.
u can make me really happy.
i love you so much!!!

tomorrow i dont feel like goin to sch. but i think if i dun go, they will give out alot of sutff like papers all these. den i cant use the weekend to do hw. so no choice must go. haizz. maybe i dun stay back for mock test wanna go home and rest. my mum says the worse that could happen to my knee is that i havin bone cancer. so scary can. haiz. i dunno what i'd do without u. and i dont wanna leave u too.

how i wish i could live with u now. then can spend more time with u. really cant wait for that day to come. daddy just came home. so late. today he working overtime i guess. and my maid just came in. watermelon. i dare not eat cold stuff. later i puke again. really felt terrible. 5 min after dinner. i sitting on the sofa. felt like got detergent on my tongue. rush to the sink and then bent over there for so long tryin to throw up. my face turned red totally lah. haiz. then ask my mum for hot water. and the maid havent boil yet. so i drank room temp water. then i started throwing up again. all that's left is water in my stomach. i vomitted alot leh. didnt know i ate so much for dinner. this sucks man.

anyway will be lookin forward to seeing u on tuesday. when i can go home by myself.
i love you. and love being so close to you.
my dear froggy prince.
oh yeah i'll play games with u next time if got time. very fun.

man de biterace sucked. from first to somewhere in de middle. cos of some stupid station sucker see us den nv tell us. in de ended wasted 2hrs dere jus walkin n running aimlessly!!!

oh yah. church events r damn propagada. after de race they did some mass tok which was tryin to make us convert n some stuff dey said were like quite er...extreme to moi n moi friends. but still prefer de buddist concept. maybe its cos of moi parents influence n i find it moor reasonable n understandin. but moi parents nv force moi becum buddist. dey say tat as long as i m a gd person can liao. n if got any religion will make moi into a better person dey will wholeheartedly accept moi decision.

man i hafta rush doin moi work now. hope ur knee gets better. n get cured soon. feel quite bad cos haf been makin u stand for so long de last 2 days...

i love you dear

OH MAN!!!
today's so fun!
really enjoyed being with u.
coz we can joke around and play games.
so fun and it's great!
i'm lookin forward to spending time with u.
wedding crashers is a nice show.
but i dun like that sex crazy woman.
i prefer the other romance.
the thinner guy that couple. the girl's sweeter there.
and then what first time on beach? lol.
the mirrors place was fun too.
lots of mirrors and escalators.

then at the mrt tryin hard to find a place.
end up at stairs.
and then when i sent u back. i watched u go down the escalator.
when u reached the foot, u looked back. den u continued walkin towards the end.
i was hoping u'd look up but u didnt. maybe coz te train arrived.
but then everytime i give u a flying kiss or wave..u'd nod ur head in acknowledgement.
hehehe. i give u flying kiss that time, got 2 guys on the escalator saw me then stare at me. lol
oh shit my hiccups.
i miss u alot dear prince.

tomorrow if weather good, most prob go www. inviting 3 girl cousins along. my bro's age.
so i'm the eldest among my generation.
boring. coz they dare not take thrill rides.
cant wait to go escape with u.
u can take care of me there.
and then freezing now again.
oh yah. tomorrow i wakin up at 8.05 liddat.
so u sms me when u reach pasir ris.
i'll be there from 10 plus to maybe 3 plus.
gonna get tanned!


okayy. i wanna be beside u everynight.
i love you baby. my froggy. and prince charming!
admit it lah.
i'm HOT!
just not hottest yet.

had a lovely time wif moi princess today. weddin crashers was damn funny. din know tat it was nc16 until tis mornin when i checked de time slot lol. meetin in de mrt was quite fun oso lol. love it.

den after tat jus hang around. doin de usual which is always smth special to moi =) played some games oso lol. quite fun. since its wif u. dun mind playin moor of such games lol. makes us closer n makes u happy too =D

oh yah, gotta teach u howta speak gd england. so as'ur england wil be moor powderful. oso u mus learn to b moor mature like moi like tat. dun be so childish next time k. mus be as mature as moi.

oh yah. when u said need saliva to cure, reminds of moi feedin u n u feedin moi lol. so nice =)

n i m electrifyin. shocked u so many times today to make u feel hotter since ur so warm lol. but dunno y today u seemed hotter. maybe cos... but tat was b4 de show lol. n around de game time oso lol

i love you alot. rmb to smile moor k so u can be a princess instead of a toad lol. i love you

8th ang 2005 = great

when i woke up tis mornin thought it was sun so wanted to sms moi princess immediately. den suddenly realised tat it was mon n thought moi maid forgot to wake moi up. so rush out n when askin moi maid y she nv wake moi up since i got sch today lol. den found out tat it was i woke up earlier den usual lol. den was so excited cos tinkin bout wat's gonna happen in the afternoon =)

when goin sch tat time saw de sky very dark. den thought it would be rainin de whole day. so i keep wishin tat it wont rain so tat it wouldnt spoil our day. when reach sch play bball for bout 20min befor it started rainin. was quite sad. so wish tat it would stop rainin.

today's overall performance was quite lousy. onli de indian cultral club bollywood+modern(?) dance was cool. especialy nepal's moonwalk. damn gd. den a band from our sch oso played a rock version of "tis is home". it was gd cept de startin de singer was too soft n de drummer was soft thoughout de whole song. den dey played athem by gd charlotte. was gd. cept drummer too soft again. de sound system in sch was oso lousy. damn lousy i mean. other items all like shit like tat. den after assembly headmaster cum n scold us for not payin attention. but its like wth. so boring howta pay attention.

when out den saw it nv rain. was so happy. so went to chat wif moi friends. den once cum out den see it pourin again -_-'' lucky after takin bus to j8 den it stopped. thought i was gonna be late so immediately rushed dere. in de end u 15 min late. cos moi to hang round dere doin noyjin.

after tat was kbox. was quite fun except de service was poor. take so long to serve us. n in de end nv had lunch at all cos of their poor service. but dey gave us 1.5hr more time cos of de waitin. most song dere i oso not sure howta sing. but in de end jus sing cos since i said ur word is law for tat day so i jus listen to u. but in de end was fun being wif u. sang ur bday song liao. "happy bday sweet sixteen" jus for u. but another suck point was tat it was very cold. but lucky i brough extra shirt n moiself to wrap around u lol. too bad ur hands were still cold. no matter how tightly i held dem.

after kbox den went to esplanade. keep walkin together. lucky i notice de basement got nobody. damn funny when u said u scared to go down cos of de stairs. lol. had a great time dere. oh yah. todays bite was damn gd. felt better den last time one. damn shiok feelin. went home n saw de mark. damn obvious. but it was great. love it. too bad becos of ur dance den i cant give you de same treatment.

yah tat's all for todays outside house advantures lol. oh yah. thank you crystal. for introducin yt to moi. n thank you yt. for introducing cheryl to moi lol. n thanks you father n mother-in-law. for givin moi such a wonderful wife lol.

told moi parents abit bout u. tell u later in details tonite k. cos i write alot liao.

so cya tomolo. i love you moi toad princess =P

today was so fun. in sch sang lotsa songs.
den kbox also.
veryyy fun. was lookin forward to it since like when u suggested it.
brilliant idea. except the service damn lousy lah.
hAHa. wait for so many hours still havent serve food. haizz
lol. but anyway really great time i spent wif u.
i always love to spend such days wif u.
esplanade was cool.
under the escalator. dim light too.
then we got really close lah.
and we were playing on the way back.
u go and squeeze my butt! haha i beat u also.
but it's nice. makes things livelier.
and we get closer too.
i love you so much!

the next time i can spend long hours with u will be after prelims.
so look forward to it ok. time flies!!!
and i anticipate our wedding day the most.
it'll be the BEST!!
i wanna be with u forever and spend the rest of my life with u.
if u believe in reincarnation then the next lives also.
till eternity.
give me a ring everyday!

so tomorrow the wedding crashers eh. cool!!
i like comedy movies too.

i love you prince!!

hmm...so excited bout tomorrow.
i cant wait lah.
it's gonna be so fun!!!
n i realized that the only torture is sept hols that wk. coz only once meet u.
the rest is okay. can at least twice..
anyway time really flies.
only bout 3 more months till Os r over.
hahha!!

i'm lookin forward.
and then after prelims i'm gonna be stressed.
coz o levels r a big thing. and it determines the next 2 yrs.
hope can go rj.
right now still a bit slack.
like take damn long to do other sch's prelim papers.
coz i'm either dreaming at my study desk or just shutting my mind out.
lol. but dont worry.
i'm a genius since birth.

esplanade...cool.
i think got performance there leh.
rui en and taufik gonna sing there on monday.
read it sumwhere.
anyway, the ambience not bad.
i always go esplanade to watch ballet.
damn ex. like 80something bucks one ticket.

the next big day will be 24th sept.
which is very very soon.

i love you prince.

tomolo is all i can ever tink off. man i dont wanna go to sch but moi mum say mus go.

din do anything much toda. din even go out at all =( jus stone at home. tonite is community sheild. hope chelski win. cos i support dem n liverpool. but moor of liverpool. premiership champ n europion champs together. gd combo. nv supported arse or man u. finally got cable so can watch de matches. damn happy. but not as happy as tomolo lol. love tomolo. cept de goin sch part. so excitin rite. lol.

listenin to firefly now. nice song. wonderin how great ul look. especially when u let ur hair down =) look so b-e-a-u-tiful(BruceAlmighty). lol. love jim carrey's show. all damn funny. love stephen chow's one oso. basically like lame show where u jus hafta laugh al de way. help take away ur problems. make u happy. maybe u should watch it too instead of all those horror movie. as they say, laughter is de best medicine. tat's y i tryta make u smile n laugh alot lol. so u will be happier n wont be so paranoid.

gonna watch soccer later. but tink will still call u at 10 since dont wan to leave u alone. al i wanna do is make u happy. everythin i do is jus for u. so wan anythin from moi so can. pleasurable wan oso can lol. love you so much

cant help but wanna rite bout tomolo. but tink will do tat tomolo lol.

i love you moi dear =D

man din blog for de past 2 days cos of certain stuff so ganna blog bout it now. but rite now dere's onli 1 thing on moi mind. n tat's kbox. man y din i tink of it sooner. but at least i thought of it befor mon. not bad since we chattin bout it last nite den suddenly out of de blue thought bout it. so mon we'l haf a private place to go to liao. it rawks dude.

k now bout friday. after sch played abit of bball in sch befor goin home for a quick change befor goin over to friends house for bbq at 6.30. played all de way till bout 10 befor goin home, bath den call moi princess. over dere we mostly played bball. den nv eat much oso. jus keep on playin. but it was fun. one of their cell leader from cresent. tink their church called riverlife church? not sure oso. den oso tok abit bout de eatin contest on wed since it is organise by their church. but din oso get to know much bout de contest. hopeful moi princess will get a new ipod mini on thursday =) den at nite chatted all de way until so late. sang so many songs together. but monday.. hehe =D

den yesterday whole after played bball. all de way till bout 6.30. den after tat meet moi family at macs den go tuition. lost both matches. but anyway it was against de older bys. next sat oso got 1 moor match. after tat found out moi skin was damn red. aas in de back of de hand n fingers can see de diff liao. like i was bbq. but lost alot of moi stamina. though moi passes r still gd. based on past 2 days performance. so if a continus trainin i tink would be better den last time in no time. oh yah. for one of our match got tis freakin tall opponent. moor den 2m tall. stand beside him we look damn short. bout 1 head taller den us lol. dun needa jump already can still rebounds from us. he daddy long arms lol.

tinkin bout ur mini party too. like howta prepare n stuff like tat. but moor of lookin forward to monday n de pleasurising stuff lol. we can sing together again =) u happy bout it ;P oh yah. firefly's nice. but their singin not as nice as urs lol. u sing so much better

yah afterwards gonna blog again. i love you dear

sooo cold here. hands numb liao.
parents say wanna hold a bash on 21st. sunday.
hmm...quite happy got new fone.
camera summore. so cool.
kept takin pics of meeeeee
new teacher was very particular about our footwork. not bad lah.
she's kinda nice too.
but needa know her more den can judge.

u shd try kelly clarkson songs.
a moment like this. is nice.
haha.
she's a waitress. den end up go hollywood.
one in a million get this luck.

hear my mum comin. blog tomorrow

i love you

i love this song. firefly by A*teens. i wanna let my bro sing that for his music exam.
but i cant download. cant find it in my downloading software. haiz.
i had that song last time but then it disappeared when my uncle reformatted the com.
it's damn nice can!!! din and i and yt always sing it sometime ago.

hmm...saturday is chem course till bout 2. go home then maybe online. then ballet till 7 plus. i think i eatin at pizza hut. coz i saw the commercial the crust is with cheese i think. then i said i wanna try. mum say go and eat after ballet. ahhhh. fattening!!! esp after dancin cant eat too much. lol. then u'll be at tuition. wanna tok to u for a long time on sat nite. hahaha. sat nite reminds me of saturday night fever.

september hols is the week i gotta get used to being tortured. coz that wk can meet u maybe once only. but it's ok i guess. since it's for our future. i must study hard durin that period of time. but then sometimes i may die at home from lovesickness leh. so u must sms me ok. and motivate me to study. coz it's really painful not being able to see u.

i cannot wait until after Os when we can go out everyday!!! i told my mum i'm goin out everyday and she allow. and then next yr u can come parents-in-law house for dinner too. haha. see my princess room. i can go over ur house too and stay for dinner. lol. oh man. i'm so excited now thinkin bout it. really lookin forward to it.

i love you my dear prince!! parties r fun. i havent been to a party for ages. so lucky u can party. haha. but soon my birthday bash will arrive. wonder what's installed for me. i'm spending my special day with u liao. and what surprise u gonna give me?? sweet sixteen is a big thing for me.

i love you.

tink i grasping part of intergration. but need de paper for reference. cos havnt studied it yet since i lent u. but able to do it now. cept for all de equations tat's all.

havin chinese group oral tomolo. moi group discussin bout blogs. din reali prepare. we jus go up n say wat cums to moi mind. hopefully dont screw up de thing. hopefully.

thing we understand better after last nite toks. though got conflictin points. but we'l still be together no matter wat. cos such things wont spoil moi love for you. it's all about respect rite. haiz

startin to get de grasp of chem oso. though moi equation writin still suxs. hate writin chem equations. so bloody diff. need de periodic table to assit moi.

tinkin of doin de third option for eng essay. cos suddenly looks easier. n we haf i-learnin so can use it for real-life experience. so hopefully will work. but its so damn diff to write. needa tink tink tink...

though we meetin less. its jus a small sacrifice. long term plannin is better rite =) especially for some1 like u. so paranoid one. everythin oso worry. but tink its gd in a way. cos at least mean ul be able to take care of moi every need. n make sure things r done de rite way. while i encourage u n try to make u happy n feel relaxed. tryta take de pressure off u. like tat we can compliment each other =)

monday monday monday. moi mind is all on monday. where to go. where to go where to go. need privacy need privacy need privacy. man im becumin like u liao. keep tinkin. but wanna make use of a full day wif u. cant go any of our houses becos of parents. man tis suxs. maybe we can go to ur spare house??/ but dont tink it'l be very likely

so tryta tink of some place k. i love you. jus wan u to hug moi!!!

wake me up when september ends. lol.
listening to that now.
i really love you alot. so happy i could meet u today even if it's for so short while.
because i must count my blessings instead of complaining. it's better than nothing.
see?? i'm so optimistic!!
i love being so close to u. hugging u tightly. make me feel so warm. like my heart melting.
i love you so much. i cant wait for Os to be over then can enjoy every single day with u.
then next yr u can come my house often. and i can go HOME too!!
most of all what i anticipate the most is the day i say "i do."
living with u is really wonderful.

i was just going through my planner. coz i transfer the important dates from my nice girly planner to the one at home. like tests dates. and love dates with prince. for august i can meet u thrice most of the weeks. as for september, 1st and 2nd shd be able to meet u. 3rd onwards is holiday. hopefully that wk i can go back to sch for extra lessons then can meet u. and then after hols that wk is really intense. meet u maybe 2 times. and then the wk after that is CHALET!!!!
oh man. i cant wait. after prelims got like 1 month. then school will hold farewell party for sec 4s. lotsa post exam activities. but dont u worry, i'll study really hard especially for Os.

i still wanna tok to u on fone during exam period. except maybe for at most 15min each night. need enough energy for exam. though durin that period it's gonna be tortorous, think of after Os. really cant wait.

i love you alot my prince..

wanna marry u.

NO!!! i deleted everything i wrote cos moi stupid mouse have some stupid problems!!! tink its missin its big rice. lol.

anyway, as i was wrinting (n rewriting again!) thanks for going to tanglin mall instead of some hdb staircase. much moor private dere =)

cant believe today is so slack. especially since its a wed. could be perfect if i get to meet u =) anyway, jus found out i hafta do some stupid essay which hafta be handed in on fri. argh! topics so chim. not sure wat to write. here dey r--

1) "Our treatment of criminals is a reflection of our civilisation." How far would you agree with this statement, and what do your reflections on this tell you about the state of civilisation in your own country?

2) "War has never achieved anything, and never will." How far do you agree?

3) "Online and IT-based education will cause traditional classroom teaching to become obsolete." Discuss.

tink i gonna do 2. but first hafta do some stupid research. otherwise dunno howta rite. maybe should ask de goddess to do. lol. n some moor our sch got some stupid programme to check for plagiarism. so cannot jus c-n-p now. anyway, ive been editin all moi past works i took from de internet. so should be say quite experience liao. can edit until it looks like moi own =) but cannot learn from moi. tis is wrong. u not suppose to learn!

tink we should start seein less of each other liao. cos of ur prelims. wan u to concentrate on it. so u can do well. i mean very well. den we can spent next 2 yrs together. den i hafta go army =( hate de army. but at least i can can i hot bod to fulfill moi side of de part. den hope to see u er...grow bigger okai. fulfill ur part lol. hopefully de sooner n better ;p

cant reali rmb wat i wrote liao. cos jus now was jus writin without much thought. noramli will write like tis for most things like hw. jus let moi sub-conscious write. onli sometimes tink bout wat points to write den after tat jus...er...let it go =)

still dunno wher to go on monday. so diff to find a comfortable private place. anyone got any ideas!!! hiaz

oh yah(jus rmb wat i wrote jus now), tomolo got maths. man im laggin in intergration. rmb to return de notes i lent u so i can study it. n hopefully catch up. cos i onli know de stupid basic of it!!! n im not even sure of rate of change yet. know de formula but dunno howta apply. gonna ask moi mum howta do again.

yah tat should be all for now. oh yah. forgot 1 important thing. and tat is

i love you. wanna be closer to u. n be wif u forever =)

i miss u so much. really glad that i can meet u tomorrow.
today had oral practice.. so fun! i dont mind talkin. got 1 time the teacher even called me in front of the class to describe picture. she says my vocab and language is good. but need more ideas.

so tomorrow will be at tanglin mall at 3. haha. i cant wait!

haha i think my maths is not bad. compared to my classmates. coz i get higher marks than them. and what's more in class i everytime do the questions very quickly. teacher give me her book to do more advanced ones. and sometimes ask me teach my classmates. see?? i'm a genius! a child prodigy!! aint i so deserving for your worship?? haha come on!! admit it. i'm a goddess.

but then i have this nickname : dont call me a goddess dont call me a queen. just call me the cutest lil princess u've eva seen.

sweet rite?? lol.

hmm..it's like right now the teachers r throwing other sch's prelim papers at us. i'm bombarded with one whole stack! and startin to feel stressed again. lol. but it's fine with me lah. stressed so what? that's what rj calls for. haha. i'm giggling as i'm typing this. coz i'm really happy that i'm goin to rjc with u. wow...really lookin forward to spending my entire life with u.

after like so many centuries, i've decided to eat lunch in canteen today. i treated din to a drink. ice milo. talkin bout food, i wonder what's for dinner tonight.

sighh. sometimes it's really very hard when u're not with me. din and i really envy those couples who get to study together. in school at least it's better n easier to focus, as my classmates r doing the same thing. like gives me the drive. but then alone at home, it's really tough at times, especially when i'm missing u. but dont worry. i'm strong. and i'll study hard.

tomorrow's thursday. 1.30 to 2 something got eng compre mock test. meet u at 3.
friday geog mock test!!! 2.30 till bout 4.
sat is chem course and ballet. u got tuition. call me till late k.
sunday chem again...haiz.

but then MONDAY!!! haha i cant wait.

i love you so much and i wanna be with u forever. say u do too!

im the ice-cream man, ur de lolligal. lol

man today's maths test was like shit. first 5 q went by wif ease. den 6 n 7 jus killed moi. din even understand de questio n i jus anyhow do to get method marks. (keep not of tis. very useful if u jus anyhow write down probable workings. den maybe u will be able to see some connection. otherwise hopefully get some method marks) totalli not sure of rate of change. now i stuck at integration. din reali listen to teach n miss 1 listen cosed moi to fall like shit.

at least i gotta meet u today. man it sure was nice especially after we got it goin instead of keep on askin stupid questions. maybe u should ask din watta do instead lol. den we wont be like...er...stuck??/ man ur so cute. n so childish. lol. but like it tat way =)

told u y u so crazy over moi moor den i to u. but as u always say--ur a gal wat =p

hope u recover from ur knee n chest pain soon. cos moi heart is hurtin. u mus take gd care of it k. n i'l take gd care of urs too. n dun need always so paramoid. scare u get depression. so tryin moi best to cheer u up. dont wan u to feel sad. anyway after ur o's u can be happy everyday wif moi company =)

listenin to recycled air-postal service. not bad. but i not exactly musically incline. so i cant reali tell gd from bad. jus know wat i like. n i sometimes haf weird taste. let's sing twinkle twinkle little stars. lol =D

we may be meetin less n less. but it's all worth it. cos next yr we'l be able to be together almos everyday.

i love you dear

today's really great. i enjoyed myself so much. really feel so good being so close to u.
i love you so much.
it's like after we parted at dhoby ghaut. i was thinkin of u all the way. only when i tried reading the maths thing u gave me. besides that, i'm thinkin of u. even when bathing. i was thinkin when we first met. how we were like all these. until the time when we started chatting more online. and then u started calling me. and said u're addicted to calling me. i was really happy.
and then now we're together =)

i really cant wait till i marry u. you're my motivation and keeps me moving. it's only 3 months plus till freedom. so what's a lil torture now. compared to a lifetime of bliss. din says she also feels so tortorous when she's missing her gf. but cant do anything. just try her best to study. so i'm also doing the same. dinie wanna go acjc.

but sometimes i wish that u would think of me more and miss me more. so that it'll be the same. my mind is full of u. my heart is full of u too. time passes so slowly when u're not here by my side. and now my neighbour's blasting an evanescence song. reminds me of the plane. i dunno why everytime i hear evanescence i keep thinkin of the plane. maybe coz of daredevil the movie. watched on the plane. and the song's damn nice too.

then thinkin bout plane, i wish i could travel with u. it feels so nice. like both of us go on honeymoon. it's so sweet.

i really love you alot and i have never felt like that in my whole life. u showed me the true meaning of love. and i know u're the one whom i wanna spend the rest of my life with.

i love you my dear prince. and i wanna be your princess forever and ever.

today no sch. but quite borin. spent most of de day revisin differenciation n reeading harry pootter. den afternoon went to meet moi princess.had a great timw tokin to her. reali love spending time wif her =) makes moi feel so happy

tried playin maple story. its okai lah. not tat bad. should be playin it for quite a while. anyway i always play online games for awhile den quit one. pplayed b4 neopets, conquer, sp all tis.

love de water. like swmming cos its de closest feelin i can get to flying. like tat feelin alot. but now dont swim much cos i fat. dont wan peeps to see how fat i m -_-''

yah writin a short entry. cos today lazy to write. oh yah, tomolo got maths test. yah tat's all i guess...

i love you. show moi ur true skill tomolo k ;)

i shall blog earlier today coz i scared later at 8.30 my dad will come in to check.
now i'm very scared. i think maybe next wk then things will be better.
mum says the fone takes about 1 to 3 days to be fixed. and it's under warranty. but still must pay if it's human fault. not technical fault.

tomorrow meetin u at 2.15.

i really love you alot. i'm lovesick. and it's a terminal illness till the day i marry u.

i told my mum that i'll call her when i'm about to finish. so she wont need to come early. like give allowance. call her 15 min before my "lesson" ends.

just now i just slipped the letter into her handbag. the compartment where she put car key. so i suppose she must haf read it by now. i was thinkin at first when i reached home, whether to pass to her personally. then i'm too embarrassed lah. so i just secretly put in her handbag lor. last time i dare to give her letters face to face. dunno y this time i'm so timid.

and i feel that i cant breathe lah. haiz. really cannot wait till next yr.

wednesday is a long day. finish sch at 3.30. not sure if need to stay back for math test till 4. but i'll study after that when i go home.

thursday got eng mock test. 1.30 to about at most 3. i'll leave as soon as i'm done.
friday cant meet. got geog mock test. until maybe 4.
sat is chem course. go home study online. ballet. maybe eat dinner. den go home.
sunday chem course again. then maybe my fren comin over to study. ballet fren.

yeahh. i scared monday my mum dun allow me to go out. but most prob can. tuesday is the one. coz monday go out till late. den tuesday still go out. haiz. i'm damn scared lah. i mean they r so strict and cause me to be so paranoid. it's a sickness. mental one. dunno the medical term.

i planning to tell her sunday night about monday going out. then monday ask her about tuesday. high chance of her disallowing me goin out on tuesday. yeahh thinkin bout this i wanna cry.

anyway even if we meet less one day, it's okay i guess. i'm trying to be positive.
OH MAN. and now i'm beginning to think that i'm meeting u less. as prelims r coming. haiz. i...i dont feel like doing anything already. coz i need u badly here by my side. how i wish u can be my brother till Os r over. so u can live wif me and study wif me.

haizz. well. my heart is with u anyway.

i love you alot.