HEY today was so close to u again. It seems like so long never see u and was really looking forward to this meetin. And Sunday we can go out again too! Really love being close to u. and den today we got many many papers. It was like total hell lah. Super duper stressed. Coz confirm cannot finish in time my friends all said so. It’s like imagine having to do every subject 1 paper everyday. But I know it’s for moi own good coz of RJC and our future. Btw rjc replied me. They jus said moe haven’t confirm the number of places and ask me go open house. Err they din even answer bout chances of a successful appeal lah. Haiz wateva lah. I jus needa get 2 points and no needa have anymore worries. So continue to stress me up and encourage me k. u got 500 smses. I will spend about 90% of my free smses on u. hope u do de same.

And tomorrow will be like wake up 645. TIRED! Den 715 to 930 tuition. 1030 to 12 plus tuition.while u go eat lunch. By the time u reach home I would finish tuition liao. Den I will go eat lunch n we can study together.and den go online. Den ballet while u do ur own stuff. Den u go dinner. And tuition while I eat seafood steamboat. And den I will go home study. Den miss call u around 1030 or 11. depends if I’m tired. Lol. I always love to write down my plans for the day one. Coz it can keep my mind clear n more organized.

Well..study hard k twq! And we’ll meet Sunday probably 1030 (or earlier) till evening. I love you prince! strawberry tastes nice!! Wanna be with u forever.

kk dleted de part as u asked moi to. anyway had a great time wif u toda. spent so much time together n got so clse together. totali love it =)

anyway lucky u say sunday. cos i forgot tat actuali sat goin out wif family for lunch at crystal jade to eat dim sum. so sunday will b like a damn long date =) so happy!!! tink tis will b last major date till after ur o's. so study hard for now k. after o's den we'l b partyin de whole day.

cheer up. its not de end of the world. even if it is, ul stil haf moi by ur side =) jus tink bout al our beautiful memories n wat we did today =) isnt it great we get to be together. tink happy thoughts k. den u can fly like peter pan. lol. n oso study hard n get into RJC. den ul haf moor happy thoughts n we'l b flyin together =)

anyway told u it was a straw berry flavoured sweet liao ;) n kept to wat i said n brought it. jus tat u nv. ok maybe u did, but nv let moi see or touch lol.

cant wait to marry u. but u mus propose to moi first lol. since its always princess propose to prince one. like de show "Beast n Charmin" lol. den must oso bring shoe n help moi wear so tat u know tat im de prince for u. den i'l kiss u n turn u from a toad to a princess. lol

anyway i wont feel bad bout it anymore cos u oso more open to moi. mama.

oh yah, rmb to meditate oso k. den ul keep cool n feel better. cant believe tat dickhead still smsin u. thought he gave up liao. anyway waitin for u to tell moi bout ur plot tonite. but wonderin if dere's still bedtime story from moi mama. lol. if u no mood tell den dun needa tell bedtime story. jus wan u to be happy=)

take care n study hard k. o's bout 1 month time liao. i love you alot moi toad princess. smile moor often to becum a true princess k =D

do u wan a drink?

hey erm today was like so boring coz talks non stop in hall and very tiring coz cant move about and uncomfortable sitting for hours. and so cramped. anyway had spring eng assignment after sch. and it's like damn waste of time. coz got 1 and 1/2 hr lunch break and ended so late the whole thing. reach home like 445. well tml got chem pract so cant meet u. haiz.
nvm still got sat.

n ok i treat u food. tho i spent 6 bucks sharin present for classmate now wallet left 5 dollar note only. err i dun ind any movie. as long it's romance or comedy. most importantly is getta be with u can liao.

i agree that it's good. u dun go online at 8 anymore on wkdays. i shall follow suit. it's good for us. so we can study hard. u get better grades and i can go RJC. be with u everyday. so does that mean our blog will come to a standstill??

and just to reassure u that no matter what, i'll always be here for u. i wont leave u ok.
i love you my dear prince.

man was quite down upon hearin moi maths result was damn down. cos i nv expected to fail. i was expectin around full marks tat line but dunno how it turned out tis way. mum sy cos i nv have enuff practice tat's y like tat. weekend she gonna give moi moor to do. i pass u moi test paper de next time we meet k. so u can get moor practice for ur amths=)

n dont tink will b cumin online at 8 anymoor. cos tis maths test wa like a wake up call. so gonna start studyin real hard. its like waste bout 2hrs on com everyday. so from tomolo onwards, moi n u r gonna do some real muggin. like tat i'l get better grades n mum will know tat havin u is gd for moi n u can oso get into RJC!

so thursday cant meet so hopefulli can meet u on sat instead. den treat u movie. wanna watch jess... i mean the dukes of hazard ;) lol. but let u decide de show lah. n u say u treatin moi lunch liao. n popcorn. n drinks. n blah blah blah. lol

anyway take care of urself k. we'l be encouragin each other on.

i love you princess =)

haha today's very fun. lookin forward to meetin u for damn long liao. and today's career day so wear home clothes. not bad lah.
and i think i look not bad. lol. like ure blazer too. very cool n professional too. my bestie says we both very compatible like america's cheerleader and football guy. except singapore dun really haf these activities. so change to bballer dancer. perfect!! =)
very cool coz it's like one hunk and babe together. perfect match man.
den long time nv see u liao so miss u like crazy and wanted to get close to u. and it's really hot today lah.
got soooooo close to u. and i enjoyed every single bit of it.
just love it man. and i agree. if we do things fairly we'll be happy and satisfied rite. so next time we'll be fair. u wait for me to be ready for new discovery lor.

and rmb to check out the lyrics of 50 cent just a lil bit. it's hotttt.
lol

okay i'll study hard and go rjc. i love you my FROG. (prince after kiss)

had a great time toda. learnt howta do oral presentation from u. so at least i know de posture =)

thought i would be late toda. din kno u cum later lol. but anyway got a packet of sweets for u. this kinda gifts r nicer den u ask for it. cos moor sincere. tat's y i nv ask gifts from u. otherwise like seem i keep wantin things from u n i prefer surprises. pleasant surprises=) lol

tink can forgot bout de stuff we said over de weekend lor, cos like cant control again. went totalli wild. felt damn close to u n totalli love it. like i was partof u like tat. was a great feelin. anyway i no complains. cos we did de same things to each other so its fair. n we get to b alot closer together =)

man to b like tis moor often. rmb, new day new discovery. lol. one of RI motto i guess. lol. cos heard it on annoucement befor. anyway reali love bein together wif u. like we're married liao jus tat we workin overtime till late at nite n no work onli on certain days. lol =)

anyway i hoped u enjoy toda. wanna know how u feel bout everythin tat i did toda. in details. lol. i ask u first k.

n oso study hard. i'l b waitin for u in RJC. n take care of urself oso. so u dun fall sick so easily. drink lotsof water k.

take care moi multi-animal princess. i love you.

yozzy. today's exam told u over fone liao. bout de hp ringing thingy den wenta tiong bahru plaza to eat shop walk about. bought some lip balm. and tokin bout lip balm very funny. coz i watched house of wax with bestie and inside got one scene tok bout lip balm very hilarious one. remind me tell u over fone. and den later wenta bishan. near j8 the central area of those flats got one hairdresser's. is my cousin's mum's fren. so my mum also patronise dere lor. quite cheap lah and good also. coz she is a hairstylist teacher. so more professional. she set up her own school one. den coz i know her so got discount lor. now MOI hair shorter and straighter too. lol. tml is career thingy wearin pinky and black. and u oso go home 1st den bathe. i will sms u in sch if dere's a change in timing of dismissal.

n dun worry. after i drove past rjc it made me more determined to go dere. even though prelims over i will still study hard very very hard to do well for Os. get 2 points.
so can be with u everyday. but i scared of 1st 3 months coz we diff schs. but i trust u. coz we exchanged out hearts and we're married liao. so couples also go to different work places. so we treat it like a married life lor. just be true to me and i'm urs forever i mean it.

and i love you cant wait for tml.

my movie kk. let's start lookin for movie choices. =) froggy

today mornin was so much fun. played strip caiquan wif 4other peeps durin pe cos assembly switch wif tomolo's first period n we jus knew today so we all nv bring pe. so teacher jus let us go back to class do our own stuff.

but we play is loser unbutton one button onli lol. so ws like those kindof slow stripin. i unbutton until got 2 buttons left den de guy wif al his buttons remove suppose to remove his shirt but de PE teacher say can remove badge wat den he did so lol. such i turn off. so when i lost again i jus removed moi belt ;) anyway after de guy lost again we jus said strip strip strip al de way n he say he lose n give up. dun wanna play anymoor. such a sucky player. no sporstmanship i mean stripmanship one. hate playin wif tis kinda peeps. lose mus oso graciously lose wat. take out shirt den wear back again. at least show tat uve lost.

den toda nv do eng oral. so happy. cos moi preparation suck. i lousy at oral one. maybe tomolo u can teach moi =) n tis whole wk teacher goin back reservice so relieve teacher al de way. which oso means tat no oral till next wk liao.

finalli ur prelims r over. but u still cannot slack k. cos o's r cumin damn quickli. so mus continue to study damn hard k. otherwise u wont b able to get into RJC. oh yah, today u came to bishan n could hopefulli take a peek at u lor. too bad u oso dunno where u were. lol. but was very close to moi. wonder if u told ur mum ur bf study in tat sch lol.

wonderin after o's wat can we do. since a few of de planned events get cancelled out liao. but deep down inside, i still hopin... false hopes... haiz... for tomolo oso... wonderin...

anyway continue to study hard k. take care of urself too. dont put ur legs on de chair oso. n if u still sick den rmb to take ur medicine k. dont eat too many mosquitoes, cos now got alot of ades mosquitoes. jus stick to worms k. gummy worms oso can. lol

i love you alot. take care moi beautiful multi-animal princess. lol. iloveyou!!!

i tink i shld be fully ok liao. =) usin smilees liao.lol. n lol oso =p

anyway did some chem studyin toda n kno moor bout organic chem liao. actuali teach started bout 2 lessons liao but i not tat sure. so went to study by moiself.

n parents bought some cyclin exercise machine. so next time whenever watch tv can cycle. one raise two get. lol. but toda nv go joggin. cos parents played majiong n forgot bout it. den i waited for bout half n hr befor askin when goin to jog n dey said not goin. wth lah. not goin den shld tell moi earlier, instead of waitin for moi to ask! anyway de machine will cum tis wed.

oh yah, still hafta prepare for eng oral n not sure how. cos i suck at oral. dunno howta write moi script yet =( man tis suxs

anyway lookin forward to see u on tuesday. seems like a long time since i last saw u. maybe its cos it de misunderstandin we had tat's y.

anyway gd luck for ur hcl tomolo. ú'l definitely do well since u study so hard.

take care k. iloveyou

i realized that if i'm damn angry i jus needa listen to music and it can totally turn me around. like soften with it. damn nice =)

today's daddy's birthday.eh i think when i'm wif moi planner den i'll ask u for ur parents' birthdays so i can note down in my planner. u're very sweet. first one to rmb dad in law's birthday. next time when u earn enuff money u can give him wine for present. lol. so we're gonna go out to eat at some restaurant either at the nearby cafe or plaza sing. shd be take over 1 hr bah. n den by the time i reach home at 4 plus, i'll go wash up and study. den study when u jog. i'll bathe in evening. den study dinner study. 8 plus online with u together and read ur blog.

chi very hard to study. coz in pri sch it's like the words r all common and easy. now all the new words is hard to absorb and the front part i suck. esp when there's no pin yin. haha. damn scared. i jus hope i pass. cross ur fingers and pray for me kk.

and i'll sms to tell u what i eat. and u also sms me what u doin k. man i'm totally mad over u lah.
i miss u like crazy. and my heart tells me that u're the one for me i really wanna marry u and be with u forever. but 30 kids is madness lah. lol. later i gotta go for surgery many times as in nt birth surgery but the after effects type one. lol ;)

and okayy shall go chat with u now. shall blog tomorrow and lament bout my chi paper bein difficult i guess lol.

i love moi frog prince=)

feelin alot better liao.

gonna eat some damn big xiaolongbao later. love eatin xiaolongbao. de juice very nice. parents say mus poke a hole on top n use straw to drink de juice one lol. but i usuali jus stuff de whole thing in moi mouth. lol

leavin at bout 6.30 cos de place is further. n already got al de opics liao. pass to u on tuesday k. u can see one of dem on friendster first. jus pass u al includin moi friends pic. but quite dark n some is blur. cos lousy lightin n lousy photographer.

glad tat we'r not as bad as befor liao. now chattin on msn is hell lot better. but dunno whether tok on phone will improve. hopefully tis time will revert back to old times when we happily chatted.

den toda suddenli one of moi old classmates sms moi. tok bout de gal i used to love. but jus told her tat got over her liao n now i got some1 else in moi life. n she'l be de onli woman in moi heart besides moi mum n daughters lol. yah. but forgot to tell her tat im gonna marry u n haf 30 kids. lol

man today cant watch licerpool match cos start at 8 i guess. anyway wonderin wat time u callin. if u call at 11 den maybe i watch de first half of chelsea match. dunno y r dey called borin when their team is like scorin in every single game n some teams r not. anyway chelsea is moi second fav team.

oh yah, im changin moi plan to 500free sms n free incumin calls wif 100min free talktime. plan will haf effect on monday. so u jus call moi how long u like oso can. n mum accepted it was her mistake tat's y phonebill so high. but now u can call moi for as long as u like=)

anyway hopefuli will put de past 2 days behind us. we may have had a couple of bad days but its nothin compared to de good days we haf n will have together.

i love you toady!

HEY. man ur ending very cute leh. love it. as in like draggy drag and drag den suddenly so nice. i love you ending. cant type enter so blog entry will loook shorter since cant enter and type short lines to make it crisp and sweet. anyway later got ballet. i respect and agree with ur decision. coz it's also good for both of us since right now most importantly i needa concentrate on my studies and gettin into RJC is top priority first. but no matter what i will always love you. Okok here can enter.

Well…


Err love is complicated…yes. It is.


But…somehow


I don’t know why…


But u know what…


It’s a strange feeling in my heart..


And guess what?





I’m SO MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU MY DEAR PRINCE!!!!! =)

suddenli feel like bloggin now. dunno y oso. ive becum quite weird liao.

anyway seems like we'r not as close as last time n needa start rebuildin our relationship again.

oso hope tat ul b happy wif wat we tok bout yesterday, but i reali wan to know wat u reali wan instead of jus noddin ur head at moi. though i hope tat we can be closer, but, to moi, like tat den i wont be tempted n get disappointed. so i'l jus hafta wait till ur ready. at least like tat i wont feel so disappointed n u wont feel pressured.

bloody hell now moi mum tokin bout one of moi friends jus to tryta pressure moi. den tok loudly n pretent like tokin to dad onli when de whole world can here. fuckin deaf.

still feel fucked n down. hell lousy. lifes suxs

dun feel like doin anythin at al. den oso not sure wat u wan. u nv say anythin much n dont reali kno wat's happenin. jus tell moi wat u feel n tink can. bout wat u reali wan. dun are bout wat i said yesterday n jus tell moi wat u wan. otherwise how i know... i make tis arrangement cos i tink tat maybe its better for u. but u seemed not to like it... so can tell moi wat u reali wan...

haiz...

i reali suck...

everythin i do oso not tat gd...

wat shld i do...

...

...

love...

so complicated...

...

yet...

...

...

it seems like...

...

im in love wif u...

Er I’m feelin very sad lah. I dunno. Coz sometimes I feel so depressed I may go insane and change sex. I mean example only to show what extent of craziness.

“feel tat i sux as a bf... n u deserve some1 better. cos wan u to be happy but seems like i cant do it at al. no mattr how hard i try. like give in to u most of de times n listen to wat u wan n do it though mos of de time get nothin in return. feelin exhasted....”

quote ur part. I feel that it’s not u feel u suck. It’s more of u bein unhappy. That u don’t get back in return coz u want things fair. So when I dun give in because of my own beliefs u get upset. It’s not coz u feel lousy as bf. It’s coz I’m lousy that’s all.

I wish I could just make you turn around and see me cry There's so much I need to say to you So many reasons why You're the only one who really knew me at all

My heart was once just like a home
With many rooms and open doors
And I always let love in
It would change the rooms around and then
Leave them empty
'Till one by one I locked each door
And soon forgot what love was for
But I never gave up hopin'
So I left just one door open
In case you found me

still feelin lousy. even after sayin al those to u. jus feelin damn down now. tis suxs alot. heart aches. like someone squeezin it like tat. especail tis mornin in sch tat time.

den sch was sian. durin recess was preparin for coreer forum. den forum attended on bankin n advertisin. miss 2 cos one is busy helpin out so no time de other is cos advertisin very long so eat into de other session time. den was faciliator. quite gd. first time wearin blazer. damn excited n was quite cool. took a few pics.

den releaased late. bout 7.15 but ate de leftovers dere. de guy i was tokin too is angmoh. he quite cool. at first din know wat to ask n was nervous but in de end was gd. quite well done.

anyway tink can onli go back to onli hug n kisses until u ready.

still feelin louy n like doiont feel like doin anythin at al.

feel tat i sux as a bf... n u deserve some1 better. cos wan u to be happy but seems like i cant do it at al. no mattr how hard i try. like give in to u most of de times n listen to wat u wan n do it though mos of de time get nothin in return. feelin exhasted....

but moi feelings for u wont change. love is reali a strange thing n i love you...

today was damn freakin weird. weider den de time we first held hands...

anyway today mornin was like a couldnt wait to see u n was like so excited over it. dunno y oso.

den met u. treated u to pastamania cos of al ur hard work. n cos got discount oso lol. den after tat went to private staircase again n de experience was freakin weird. man its our private world n our lil'secrets will belong to onli us. man it was reali weird!!! but cant tok bout it hear lor. anyway got some stuff bout tis thing to say to u but den to moi sound quite harsh n pressurisin. so tell u later if i can tryta make it sound nicer :/

den after tat went to play soccer. was quite tired but still played ok n scored a goal. played at some 5on5 mini field. den onli at first got 9 peeps altogrether so 5v4. but den someone after less den 5min sprain his ankle cos ball pass to him den oso dunno how once he turned den sprain. damn jack lol. but moi defence quite gd lor. but goalkepin suxs. last time was gd but now suxs liao. moi football skills oso deprove liao. but skill was quite gd. den slide twice. one to stop someone from a free shot n another was to prevent a direct pass. though de latter was i tried to stretch but den dunno y step on de ball when i almos full stretch n jus slipped. so butt quite painfull after fall but at least i managed to stop de ball lol.

love u so much toady. cya on friday. i love you

WOW omg can u believe it??? today's fantastic.
well today's interesting. coz i waited 3 hours for u in library. while feeding myself with a hell lot of chicken soup.
Decided to use words. Coz over there takes so much time. And com so lag.
Anyway the wait was worthwhile. Since I get such a hugeeeee dose of cheeseeeeee.
Cheesy pasta. At pasta mania. When u ordered PENNE and for me is classic spaghetti.
LOL. How gawky right. Wonder its origination.
After that our private stairs when one loser smoker came to pollute the air.
Can cause our lungs. 2nd hand smoker worse. Den what ill effects?? Enphysema.and what smoker’s cough weaken the alveoli. Lol. Some bio whiz.
And then we met on the train AGAIN. So fun. See u on de phone thru glass panels.
Very cute!!
And then u played soccer.
Well today’s very nice. Cos I getta spend time wif my dearest prince.
I really love you a lot.
I cant wait for after Os den can have more fun time with u. can enjoy and relax.
Remember after my class chalet that day u treat me movie u promised one!
Okay I love you. Give me a ring ;)

today was damn freakin weird. weider den de time we first held hands...

anyway today mornin was like a couldnt wait to see u n was like so excited over it. dunno y oso.

den met u. treated u to pastamania cos of al ur hard work. n cos got discount oso lol. den after tat went to private staircase again n de experience was freakin weird. man its our private world n our lil'secrets will belong to onli us. man it was reali weird!!! but cant tok bout it hear lor. anyway got some stuff bout tis thing to say to u but den to moi sound quite harsh n pressurisin. so tell u later if i can tryta make it sound nicer :/

den after tat went to play soccer. was quite tired but still played ok n scored a goal. played at some 5on5 mini field. den onli at first got 9 peeps altogrether so 5v4. but den someone after less den 5min sprain his ankle cos ball pass to him den oso dunno how once he turned den sprain. damn jack lol. but moi defence quite gd lor. but goalkepin suxs. last time was gd but now suxs liao. moi football skills oso deprove liao. but skill was quite gd. den slide twice. one to stop someone from a free shot n another was to prevent a direct pass. though de latter was i tried to stretch but den dunno y step on de ball when i almos full stretch n jus slipped. so butt quite painfull after fall but at least i managed to stop de ball lol.

love u so much toady. cya on friday. i love you

i feel satanic.
i feel insane.
i feel shitty.
i feel so fucked up.
i feel like crying.
i feel like dying.
i feel so crappy.
i feel like killing.
i'm turning mad.
i'm sorry but i've turned mad.
i'm mad. i'm mad i'm mad

and sorry. i think at this rate i cant get into RJC.

coz i've been thru many ordeals. and i'm very tired. sick of it too.
so i feel like ending everything.
coz i cant take it anymore.

i dun wanna think about it anymore.
i'm just gonna study till i die of exhaustion.
like in giselle the ballet thingy, they danced till they die of exhaustion.
i need it. only when i'm in a trance i can study non stop without anything pulling me back.
i'll study.
i'll show everyone that i can go RJC.
so watch me and here i come.
i give you my word.
if i dont get into RJC i wont have anymore face.
that time i really dont know what to do or say but i know that i'll feel the worse in my whole entire life.
so that's it.
i'll study and make sure i get into RJC no matter what.
i mean it.

and right now in my mind is studies. aint that great? only like that i can keep myself moving. i need this. i need stress. sorry for scaring you. but please bear with me.

i love you

jus chatted with u on de phone, den make moi feel like im stressin u too much n tat u cant take it. den felt reali bad. but i'l always b dere supportin u, lovin u and jus bein by urside whether ur happy or sad. cos i truely love you. hope ul be supportive of moi n encouragin moi when im down too.

u dun needa wori much. jus study hard n de o's wil be over b4 u kno it n we'l be able to spent every day together. i know its cos of de pressure tat's y ur bein so bad-tempered n pushy now. like how u got abit angry when u heard i was gonna play soccer at 5. but i din know tat u could go out till later n thought it was onli until de usual time tat's y. but i'l be forgivin cos its you n oso cos ur goin through i tremendous lot of stress rite now.

anyway, tomolo im already ponnin some afternoon stuff i hafta do jus to be wif u. cos ur one of de top piorities on moi list. tat's y im willin to sacrifice jus for u. n its not like i will purposely postpone or miss one of our dates jus to do smth else i like like play basketball. i will nv do tat. though we shld like haf de give n take spirit, im willin to give everythin to u rite now since ur under so much pressure n ur doin tis for our future =)

love you alot n dun wanna lose u. n i wont leave u oso. n hope u get well soon lor. sick for so long liao. at least ur gettin de rest u need n takin ur medicine. den tomolo can enjoy al u wan.

wonder if habourfront dere got stairs anot? if dun haf den i not sure wat to do liao. maybe go back habourfront? lol

anyway hope to make u less shitty n feel better. but i dunno how. its moi first time doin al tis. man i tink i suck at it n make a lousy bf... sucks lah

but i'l always love you n ul always b de no.1 in moi heart =) so cheer up n be happy k princess =D

Hmmm yeah u’re SMART. RJC material. Okok words never fails moi. Lol

Today was hot again. Very excited to meet u. coz I missed u a lot. And today’s supposed to be some spidey thingy. But I think MJ’s pretty hot. =D
Lol. Anyway halfway thru things got a lil outta hand and suddenly I was quiet and u too.
But luckily after that we recovered quickly much better recovery compared to previous times. So it’s good. And after that we were fine liao. Can get closer too.
I love you a lot!!!
Even though got conflicts sometimes. It’ll only bring us closer. Fights r essential too ya know. Lol. Like some sorta sibling rivalry. After makin up, things r fine and can get to know the person better too.

And just wanna say thanks for everything. Thanks for always encouraging me and stressing me. And always there for me whenever I need u which is all de time lol.
I wanna go RJC and be with u everyday. Man I love you so much.
I wanna be with u forever my dearest prince. werewolf FROG and SPIDEYYYYYY. Lol. Bet u left out my other nickname is MJ. Hehe. I love you!

who m i? im spiderman

eng teacher nv cum again. 4 days in a row liao lol. n got new phycis releive teach. he damn gd n teach a hell lot better den regular one. covered wat is suppose to be in 2 weeks he cover in 30min lol. n i understand quite alot of things he said. though i was abit sleepy. dn geog was reali feelin like sleepin. especialli durin de video. was tryin moi utmos best not to fall asleep lor. den oso had maths test was quite easy but im keepin moi hopes low. dont wanna disappoint moiself too much. anyway de bonus questio actuali got de rite ans. but went to change to de long one lor =(

den was damn fun when i was wif u. though first part was i tink like rushin to fast liao. tat's y got some probs. but at least we tried de spidey style lor =) but after i told u wat i did yesterday n u said those stuff den i was kinda hurt n din feel like tokin liao. but figured tat u mos likely wont do anythin at all so i jus stepped back n went to make up wif u.

lol man foreplay is necessary n cannot jus immediate seduce moi tat way lor. mus slowly buid up de atmosphere. like after we made up n slowly started again. n gave u 2 types of "blowjob" n u gave moi one type lor. but not yet de real thing. but its damn lame but nice lor =) howl.howl.howl. lol den man was damn hot n on. cant believe de endin oso. but hoped u enjoy it n not jus moi alone. bounce bounce bounce n slide along slide. lol. damn fun. but dunno if u feel gd doin tat anot. ?.?

but today hell lot of interruptions. not like fri like tat. onli afew. like moi carryin u? dunno howta carry u if u keep conplainin bout how i hold u lor. man did some serious weight-liftin of toda. lol. n oso we becumin moor darin liao. feel like becumin exbitionist lol

anyway still hafta do moi chinese duhougan n philo journal. hopefuli finish by tomolo. den i can concentrate on u on u on thurs =) oh yah thurs i treat u lunch k since u waited so long for moi. meet at habourfront one? den i can treat u to ......................................... PASTAMANIA!!! den u can eat SPAGETTI!!! lol. i so gd rite. ssince i so gd to u den i expectin a lil'smth from u for de 7 no give u chance, 6 days after ur o's k. cant wait for u to treat moi lol.

kk study hard n take care k. i love you. howl.howl.howl =)

HOWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
lol. wolf man.
werewolf. so ferocious. lol
anyway today chem was quite ok.
can manage to smell gases.
and quite ok lah. coz i finished very fast
like faster than the rest den i can slowly sit down and try to identify.
and no problem at all. titration was easier than the past yr qns.
shd be fine lah.
and i'm so touched coz u so worried and called me and sms me so many times.
lol still call me sticky right???
aiyoo
hahaha

anyway tomorrow can see u liao. so happy. will go sch for 1 hr first den go off.
hmm yah i'll study hard.
that asshole is still disturbing me can keep pestering me leh.
haiz.
my cousin tried to tok to him liao.
but she busy so later den i can ask her what's goin on.
anyway it's freakin me out lah.
i hope it'll be settled and he die heart ar.

yah i'll study hard no matter what and go into RJC.
so that can be with u everyday=)
needa get 5A1s now.
must study and buck up!!!

i love you my dearest prince.

man tis mornin was damn worried when i saw u highlight de 7.45 time. den kept smsin u n tried to call u once to tell u. cos had a feelin smth was not rite when i thought how cum u go sch so late so went to check ur timetable n found out tat u highlighted de earlier time. so kept on tryin to contact u. man was hell worried n kept tinkin bout it. lol

had some soccer tennis game for PE invented by some group. actuali its not dey invent one cos we've been playin it in class for a long time liao. actuali startin was ok but started to rain n we went to hall to play. but used some sortof soft ball tat cannot bounce properly and cannot kick properly. so de game started to get sucky n we change de rules by ourselves heck carin de group's actuali rule n jus played how we wanted to play. which is jus anyhow hit over lol.

den found out tat tomolo haf maths common class test on intergration. but moi intergration quite gd liao so should be np. got 12/16 from moi previous pop quiz cos last question i anyhow do cos found out got not enufff time so got 2/6 marks out of tat. lol. anyway de stupid sch change from class test to common class test so al de class test same timin. cos dey found out tat we've been gettin questios from friends n de classes who take de test later get higher marks lol. so now like cannot ask questios liao.

anyway hope tat dickhead stop disturbin u liao. cant believe he keep on spammin u. tis sortof peeps r damn despo n pieces of shit. no brains one. how can like a toad lol. lucky i got superpower like spidey so knew u were actuali a princess tat's y i heck care de law n stole ur heart n turn u into a princess. cos for u i can dont care anythin so tat i can be wif u =)

anyway take care of urself k. drink lotsof water n take ur medicine. last nite's moon was damn nice n round. wonder if de effect will last to tomolo lol. i love you. cya tomolo dear. HOWLLLLLLLLL!!!

Yah today it’s like woke up damn late. Saw ur msg at 8 plus. I replied before 9. and went back to sleep planning to wake up by 10. den end up overslept. Wake up around 11. den wenta get moi breakfast. Got sticky rice on dining table so just eat. Watch the anuggerah. That malay idol thingy. And browse thru papers. The gen y article quite nice. Tok bout life lessons. Den I think 20min later I went back to my room to study. Bringin wif me peanut cake to eat for snacks. Since I took brunch. So afternoon tea ate the peanut cake.

Den the whole morning and afternoon I wasted so much time tryin to solve this stupid problem concerning my church “friend”. Coz now not fren anymore. It’s like he likes me. And keep msging me to disturb me. I told him clearly not to bother me anymore but he still keep on msging me. Den last time I thought he was just a good fren. and I ask him study hard all these. When I realized he likes me I distant myself from him coz I already got u. and that time I ask him not to bother me. But then he still persisted. And I got sick. So I started ignoring him. And then occasionally he send me like 30 smses den I reply once. Like the ratio is 1:30. lol. Very scary lah he. And then for 2 whole wks I never tok to him at all and today finally he blew it. He sms me sayin he’s frustrated that I never reply him and ask me why I never go church. I already made it clear to him I’m not goin church after Os. And I think even after Os I not going anymore because of this stupid incident. Dun wanna see his face.

He was mad at me. Like expect me to give in to him when I already told him to back off. And then he started telling my cousin bad things. And keep askin my cousin to sabo me. But luckily I called my cousin and she told me what he smsed her. About askin her to sabo me. Den she replied him saying that “hate to disappoint u, but I dun think I can do that to her”. My cousin told me that blood is thicker than water. And then I felt relieved coz my cousin rooted wif me. Den I told my cousin bout him. About how he disturb me all these. And then she told me now she’s scared of him. Like we both didn’t expect him to be really like that. And talking bout him, reminds me of jerik. Coz it’s like so crazy over love and can do crazy things. Scaryyy. Yah and then he finally sms my cousin sayin that he’s hurt and depressed. Coz I dun like him or sth liddat. And ask my cousin to take care of me. And then he msg me ask me concentrate on my studies. So I hope the things will be settled like this and nothing stupid will happen anymore. Yah he really scare me outta my wits esp when he badmouth me to all his church frenz and my cousin and wanted to sabo me. I scared my mum finds out. Haiz. Wth lah. Summore he scold me vulgar words like cold blooded and bitch. He say if his mum ever saw me she needa wash her eyes coz I’ll make his mum’s eyes dirty or sth liddat. Den it’s very insulting lor. Wateva lah. Now I dare not go to church and I doubt I’ll be going unless got some big function or celebration like Christmas or sth den my mum ask me go den I’ll go. Other than that I think it’s better I keep away. And not get myself into trouble.

I think he’s so weird. Coz if he likes me den can scold me vulgar words. Dunno what he tryin to do lah. And I’m so damn pissed at him. Coz here I am tryin very hard to concentrate on my studies and wanting to focus a lot because of RJC. But he’s distracting me by smsing me non stop and summore the contents is like “why u keep ignoring me?? I miss u so much. I wanna see u in church” all these disgusting things. Den cause me lose my focus and waste a lot of time tryin to brush him off my back when he clinging on. Yucks man. That time I told u over the fone I think. That my church fren likes me. It’s him lor. I never expect that it’ll get so serious until my cousin pulled in also. Summore I keep askin him not to think bout love at this time and ask him study and stop botherin me. He never lor. Keep smsing me non stop.

But I hope that this case will close and I’ll have nth to do wif him no more. This kinda people very scary and unpredictable one.

And lastly just wanna say that today’s been tough cause of this incident. Didn’t manage to study much. Coz wastin lotsa my time telling my cousin what’s going on and tryin to solve the problem. But I hope now it’ll be settled and from tomorrow onwards I’ll be able to study without distractions. Coz the most important thing now for me is to study hard and get into RJC so that I can be with u everyday.
Don’t worry ok. I’ll do my best and give it my all n make full use of all that I have and study like hell. I love you dear prince. I wanna be with u forever. =)

shit moi whole entry got deleted!!! suxs lah. hafta rewrite all over again...

love tokin to u last nite. tok for soo long. den got to know a hell lot moor things. like bout moi family-in-law n moor of our lil'secret n some stuff u nv told moi b4. n i'l keep all de things u told moi to moiself. cos those r our lil'secrets rite lol. like found out some stuff bout u n u found out some stuff bout moi. but feel like we're gettin alot closer. like last nite we tok bout our first date compared to we r like now. so much diff lol. we so much closer now n so open to each other =)

den toda completed bio refective essay on stem cells wrote 5 pages altogether. den oso completed eng esay on whether sex n violence on de media should be heavily censored. den now left physics reflective essay which requires moor den 500words n chinese du hou gan. so 2 out of 4 major hw complete izit bad =)

anyway hope u get well soon. cant beleive u fell sick durin tis crucial period. but u mus still work hard k. den can get into RJC n see moi everyday. den wont it be like we'l be alot closer.

yah actuali over hear i wrote a part bout tat screwed up guy. but too lazy to write bout him. cos to moi his jus a loser who hjafta resort to underhand means to find gals to tok to. stupid piece of shit.

anyway study hard k. n take gd care of urself so tat i can see u in RJC everyday =)

i love you moi toad cum lion cum princess cum werewolf lol =D

yah i also feel that we can tok bout anything and everythin. love sharin my secrets wif u. coz it makes us closer and we have nth to hide from each other. haha
and i also feel like myself i'm gettin hotter and closer to u liao. better than last time right.
man i hope this will not spoil halfway.
anyway today woke up feelin sick.
tuition i was like how i wish can lie in bed. coz very hard to sit up and i feelin so feverish.
den after tuition wenta rest den felt my head and neck. SO HOT. den took temp. about 37 degrees. slight fever lah.

Okay now usin Microsoft words to blog first since blogger give so many problems. But must count blessings as yesterday was worse cant even access. Well I ate mashed potato for lunch and then drank lotsa water follow my prince. And it’s boiled water not POND water. Lol. Den drank liang cha. Felt much better coz I can sit up at my desk and study hard. I think I’ve got the hang of QA for chem. Pract. Ask me any cations and anions I know howta identify liao. Coz I tested myself many times. Yayyy. Lol

And do continue to stress me k. occasionally encourage oso can. Just needa ur words and strength to keep me going. Not much time left liao and I gotta study damn hard for Os. Get 6A1s. go RJC. Yuppp I’ll do my best. So that can be wif u everyday.

Well later I goin ballet den u tuition. I think I’ll study after that. Dinner at home. Almost wanted to eat out den I suddenly remembered for RJC’s sake I must sacrifice. So nvm. Den study till 11 den talk to u!!! and meanwhile sms me too.
I love you froggy prince.

jus to touch up on yesterday, love ur massage. de best i ever had. din actuali like massages cos its like not tat useful to moi but urs was damn good. nv felt so gd =) but lucky u nv learn karata, otherwise would chop off moi head liao. lol.

oso ur kisses like was a whole new level liao. alot better den last time. kiss like a pro. lol. no wonder was so hot. oh yah, mum oso found out bout de bite but i jus say tat got de bruise from playin handball when i was keeper n some1 threw de ball straight at moi.

totalli love yesterday. was so damn nice.

den at nite kept tokin bout our lil'secrets lol. felt like we were one like tat. can share anything n everythin wif each other. was such a nice feelin bein so close to u n knowin tat u can tell moi everythin =)

den today ate at pasta mania again for lunch. bought de creamy 9.90 one forgot de name liao. n added 3 scoops of cheese. previous time on thurs was bout 2 scoops onli n ordered creamy chicken. but asked for penne instead of spagatti cos i tink moi maid cook spagatti better den them. de sauce especiali =)

den tonite tuition den watch 1st half of charlton v chealsea den call u at 11. wonder wat time we'l be tokin until since tomolo u not goin church n studyin instead.

cya in RJC. i love you

today was hot n on. man it's like we got alot closer after bein apart for so long. like de proverb "absence makes the heart grows fonder".

toda was like a useless day in sch. eng teacher nv cum anyway even if he cums oso useless one cos eng is always free period lol. den is physics which we learnt nothin but uselesss blabberin as usual den chinese cos new teacher so we jus tok in class throughout de lesson. de CLE was some useless career tok. so its like 1 useless MORNING. cos afternoon was when de fun begins.

spent a great time wif u. dunno y we were so high today. n ive been like damn hyper tis wk. tat's y was jumpin about lol. den was jus damn on. laughin smilin playin. man i finali won a few times for de beat hand game lol. oso learn moor bio stuff which was interestin yet abit disgustin. yucks. lol.

den goin back tat time forgot to pay for de food. lol. feel abit bad. tokin bout food u so childish, keep playin wif de ice cream lol. oh yah, forgot to mentio tat yesterday went to eat at pastamania for lunch n found out tat students haf 30percent discount! so maybe next thurs bring u dere to eat lunch cos u hafta wait so long for moi n i gonna reward u for tat =)

totalli love today. was damn fun n nice. love to spent moor days like tis wif u. feel so clse together =)

i love you toad. dun eat too many insects k. n take care of urself. i love you =)

hey usin my bro's com to blog now coz my com got problem cant access explorer. haiz all those VIRUS. bu i nv do anything wrong kk, nv watch anything EXPLICIT. LOL

shit this keyboard sux. cant typeroperly.

today's damn nice. long time nv see u and had such a great time wif moi prince.lol
and it's so HOT right. i oso dunno why suddenly i liddat, maybe cause of RJC. den stressed
see u i become so relaxed and happy and i can do whatever i want.
i cant wait till the next time i see u,
and now i feel we r gettin closer. coz we tok bout some things that r quite sensitive to some people.
man i just love being wif u and spendin time wif u.

and now it's al about studyin hard. muggin every min to go RJC. i know i can do it as long as i study hard and know my syllabus very very well and do all those tys qns.

so dont worry i'll make sure i get into RJC. coz my desire is so strong i can study like mad like i never did in moi whole life.

now i keep sneeezin. coz many peeps fall sick den in de hall easy to spread germs and moi fren keep blowin her nose throughout the exam so noisy, i think i gettin running nose.
u drink lotsa water ok coz i scared i spread the germs to u.

yah it's almost dinner time liao. mum comin back and i shall blog tml after i suppose.
cya online later and tonight fone time. yayyy!!! and tml i shall study hard whole day too, den at night tok longer. hopefully u'll be hyper durin night time den wont fall asleep tokin to me,.
but i know what topic perks u up. lol.

okay my prince. oh damn got running nose.

i love you. wanna be wif u forever. =)

man nv blog for a long time liao cos dun wanna tempt u to cumin online. anyway monday had prelims. din do much of de first page again. cos first page consist of the first 3 session which i suck at. hopefully de rest of de paper will pull moi up. den i did si han which was on bloggin and compo i write bout bao zhang du hou gan on some sch kids committin suicide after sufferin from some tramatic experience from sch n emotionalli. so compo i could do. i tink minus 7 marks cos of wrong words as usual.

den tuesday had to invent some game for pe. den spent de day wif moi friend tryin to tink of games. but for tat period we went to play soccer n said tat we were tinkin of a game similar to soccer lol. so in de end made some game wif handball as based and addin some bball n soccer rules. which we played today. was quite fun cept we were de teachers n when suppose to get de class ready tat time dey were mostly foolin around. some i jus shouted get into ur fuckin groups damn loudly n everyone start laughin. lucky de teacher is a rookie one. n he jus chuckle. but his damn nice one lor. den i jus kicked some mud who was playin cai quan n went to throw a ball at another guy who was playin oso. cos was quite pissed.

den wed was a long borin day. nothing interestin cept felt tat u were down went u were tokin to moi.

prefer to encourage u rather den stress u up. cos i scare ul get depression. tat's y dont dare to stress u in ur face. onli dare to via sms. cos its easier tis way. but still not used to stressin peeps. cos mos of de time ive been de one encouragin one. even if reali wanna critised is oso cant bare to unless im reali pissed wif tat person.

finali get to see u tomolo. hope ul be happier den den. thought yesterday i couldnt make u laugh or smile. at least in de end i did. glad tat im able to =)

anyway, i love you alot. cya in RJC k =)

its al bout muggin now. though i nv reali mug alot, but hope moi princess studies everyday. keep focus on ur muggin k.

yesterday stayed at home thoroughout mos of de day, den at nite tuition one of moi sch friend oso came n we made a hell lot moor noise. but he was like damn shock our class so noisy. cos his class is not so rebel one. our class when readin wif teacher tat time one a few read. lol.

den at nite watched liverpool v tottemham match. n oso abit of man u v man c. den oso watched first haf of de chealsea v sunderland match. but all de matches i watch onli saw 1 goal =( n tat's de man u one. lucky man c managed to draw. dun wan man u to win so much. wan dem to lose al de way!!!

haiz ur com got prob. hope it recover faster lol. somemoor got adware. lol. n rmb to study hard oso k.

anyway i eatin at home. jus now went anchor point to eat beef lagsana. quite nice. but not tat used to de italian style yet. tat's y family din like de pasta n pizza brought back. de cheif was said to be from a restaruent n actuali took over tat resturant befor sellin it cos too ex to keep so he rent de place in archor point instead. mum told moi it was written in de newspaper.

den completed moi maths hw liao. man hate it when sch reopens. den mon got chinese prelim n teacher nv give any info bout de day to us at all. n reali hope i dont fail. wishin tat i dont fail. although i know i nv study much. reali wish tat i dont fail!

friday will cum qiuckly. meanwhile i wan u to mug like dere's no tomolo k.

take care of urself too.

dont eat too many insects k

i love you!!!

Okok this damn pissing. Coz I blog first para den com virus. And what adware lah. I think those junkmail peeps go spam my com lor. Hmm. Oh shit drank lotsa water today keep wanting to go toilet. Well today whole day stay at home very boring.
But it’s okay. I dun mind stayin at home everyday for 2 months. Coz it’s worth it. Must work hard den can bear fruits mah. 2 months very short while after that I can enjoy all I want wif u my prince!!!

And 2 months also means there’s not much time left. So must hurry up buck up and study really really hard. I wanna go RJC wif u. so I’m very determinded to study hard and give what it takes. No matter what I MUST get into RJC.

And today nothing much. Breakfast ate some cakes. Den lunch was corn and peas.nutritious food so can think betta. Dinner also dunno what. I think they r goin out. I shd be stayin at home. To study! Lol. With a rigorous study plan to follow. Haha

And u must be there to constantly support and encourage me. Coz many times I feel tempted to go out and eat all these stuff. Hard to control mah. So u must help me kk. Remind me about the difficultie of getting into RJC.

And now damn pissed with my explorer. It keeps hanging!!!! Do things halfway den wasted. Lol. Nvm. Shall wait PATIENTLY for it. And yah wanted to say I love our phone conversations. Feel really happy to talk to u. and makes us closer too.
I wanna be with u forever. I love you my dearest prince.

AIYOOO what toady toad. froggy frog lah u. BOOO!!!
lol. now downloadin msn wif u. lalalala.
my prince ar. call u alot today eh. lol
very nice tokin to u. love laughin and crapping wif u over the fone.
hmmm...
i miss u sooo much.
but time flies lah. soon the wk will pass den can meet u liao.
i love you so much!!!
dinner was BAKUTEH!!!
lol.
and tomorrow moring tuition. den maybe out for lunch.
ballet. blah
haha suddenly ballet suddenly reminded me of the urban article. i read it lor!!
hmmm..
gotta study real hard.
but dont be angry if prelims i dun do well coz i din prepare way advanced. den last min no time. i feel stressed now coz so little time so much to do. yeah
but Os will definitely get 8 points at most.
i'll go RJC. no matter what.
promise u ok.

anyway msn downloadin finish. i love you FROGGY FROG. croak croak croak.

man de hols is gonna end... hate it. but at least now its 1 moor wk befor i see u again.

dunno y felt bad bout last nite but today din feel bad when tokin bout it. weird. anyway glad tat ur bro's up n jumpin again. not sure whether u happy bout it or gettin frustrated lol. lent him de spidey bk den he turned to spidey liao.

hey gal, u better study hard k. rjc is waitin for u to cum lor. u so better work alot harder den u will be invited to join de rafflesian family lol. n after prelims we go watch movie k.

man cant believe de hols pass so quicky. nv reali get to fully enjoy it yet lor. but at least gotta spent precious time wif u.

hope everything's well at ur side. oh yah, actuali suppose to go crystal house toda but bro forgot to call moi when he left so stayed at home n studied wif u.

cant wait for after o's. can spent sooooo much moor time wif u.

anyway, i feel tat we're gettin closer n feelin moor comfortable wif each other liao. nice to hear u laughin al de phone, smilin away. makes moi happy n smile too =)

man i love you alot. cya in RJ next yr k. i love you toady *toad =)

today never see u i felt love sick. i miss u so sSOOOO much can. den at least i studied alot today. coz with u accompanying me i feel closer. coz we r closer when we do same things at same time. yah i hope time will fly. esp durin exam days. like next wk. coz after fri i can relax a lil more. as all the main papers r over. the wk after is practical only. so quite ok lor.

bro came home today. thanks to ur comic filled with brother-in-lawly love. and i havent let him read the spidey yet. i told him those comics r from my bf once more he just rolled his eyes and continue being engrossed in reading the comic. lol.

dinner just normal rice with some dishes. i love you so much. really crazy in love with u liao. i cant wait for after prelims can relax a lil. and after Os is best. i wanna spend everyday with u.

well tomorrow my mum bringin my granny to court. tell u what happened tonight k. and she should be back around lunch time. so she bringin us out for lunch. den other than that i'll stay home whole day to study. and i think besides chem and ss, i'll do some amath too.

okay cant wait to hear ur voice later. i love you my dearest froggy prince. croak croak croak

life wifout seein u is borin. its all bout studyin, playin n watchin tv. at least im studyin wif u. makes us closer as u say n motivates u to study moor so tat u can get into rjc!

glad tat ur bro's back at home. told u he'l be ok. wonderin wat's his reaction when u say those comics are from ur bf. he mus haf some reaction one. cant believe he no reaction for so long. oso rmb to tell him bout de gba emulator ok. man im such a gd bro-in-law. lol. yi. =P

had normal food for dinner. but mum brought back some nice pancake hotdog. de pancake is de one tat can spread peanut butter on it n cum in a shape of a semi-circle one. but tis time its used to wrap de sausage.

man mouse got some prob now. gonna hafta restart moi com. but wonderin if im able to publish tis. tat's y jus type den try to publish later. hopefuli can so i wont waste moi time typin tis. yup i tink can. as long as i keep pressin tab until find de rite button. so marfan.

study hard k dear n get into rjc. cya next friday den. de days will pass by quicky one. especiali durin de test period. take care k. i love you =) anyway finali got de mouse prob fixed liao =)

had a great time wif u. but wasted lots of time on de mrt cos some smart future RJC GAL wanted go hereen for dunno wat reasons n den did nothin over dere n said so bored. n tis gal keep drinkin milo oso lor. becum so bloated lol.

man we reached dere same time again. tis time at de mrt station lol. sori din see u cos...well...u know liao ;)

had a great time wif u ar. on our private staircase. m u very laughable. especiali when bitin tat time. laugh so much. maybe cos havnt done it for a long time liao.

hope ur bro gets well soon. hopefulli he'l be ok by de end of tis wk. damn unlucky to get dengue fever durin de hols. like 1 whole hols wasted liao. but he'l be up n jumpin soon. rmb to tell jim de comics are from ur bf k. cant believe he got no reaction de last time u said it was from moi lor.

anyway, study hard n get into RJC k. keep ur promise to moi. den next yr will haf moor house dates oso lol. n take care of ur leg. n ur heel dere. next time must wear socks k. since ur shoes is not those loose kind.

actuali i dont mind u tokin bout those stuff. jus tat find it weird when u tok bout it when last time u asked moi not to tink bout lol. but its reali ok wif moi. shows tat we'r gettin closer n moor comfortable wif each other =)

eatin lomaikai(dunno howta spell lol) now. wanna drinksmth? lol.

i love you. take care k. next time let u try de drink k ;) lol

hmmmmm....today was like damn humourous. coz it's mainly about paying and countin bills. eat spaghetti WOWWWW look at that amount of cheese man. SO CHEESYYYY!! lol. and then hide money. drink milo i also gotta pay. keep sayin i owe u money. =(

and then wasted trip to heeren. sorry dear. next time will think of more rational stuff to do. like cum? uhhh. lol. didnt know bout slangs. anyway. was DAMN THIRSTY. drink lotsa drinks. cravin for milo suddenly. now also drinkin.

i love spending time wif u. den my heel got hurt blister. walk home damn painful. coz unbalanced. saw a raffles guy lower sec guy at plaza sing. and then saw many saints too. today many saints came my sch for dunno what also.

hmm tomorrow wont be going out. this wk. except sat tuition and sunday ballet. have a feeling tml my bro will be discharged liao. alsso good thing coz mum at home i will have more discipline and wont distracted by the fone and com. i'll be studyin very hard for the next few days.

and then later gonna bring spidey comic for bro. say frm bro in law. next fri den meet u after sch. coz next wk is the most intense. next next wk is practicals only. so not much to study about. and 3rd wk later is chinese on monday last paper also. actually next wk over i can breathe liao. so for the time being just continue to pray for me and motivate me encourage me to study hard kk. RJC. and i may sometimes breakdown coz of stress so let u know first. but i shd be fine. coz i know as long as u r by my side supportin me, i'll definitely strive for the best. and u r what keeps me going!!

well, so i guess i'll online till 6. bathe. mum fetchin me and maid to hospital as around 7 plus. 7.05 liddat. will be back at 8 plus. and i'll study tonight. so that time u just sms me. and u also study with me. like some sorta company so at least out hearts r close together when we do same things. thanks for always being there for me and supporting me. i appreciate it alot.

i love you my prince wei quan dearest!!! wanna be with u forever. till eternity.

quite sweaty n hot cos i walked a hell lot.

finalli get to go to ur house. but its like a 10sec tour lol. when u suddenli close ur room door i thought ur room would be very messy. cos u read read hina b4 rite. in book 1 when de guy goin into de gal room tat time de gal room actuali very messy so de gal immediately close door tidy everythin up befor lettin de guy in. so thought u went to tidy ur room n wonderin y so fast one lol.

i like ur bro's room. alot like room for little boys one lol. wif de bed above de desk. but find ur parents oso gd to u. cos dey took de smallest room eh. somemoor no window. onli got 1 king(?)-size bed inside. n saw ur baby photo wearin de ballet costume. de one on de piano. how cum u got so many ballet figurine? hopefully tomolo can go again n spent longer time over dere.

spent such i gd time wif moi princess oday. lol. sat de same bus dere. was actuali sortof expectin u to be on tat bus when i saw a hell lot of cresent gals dere. den traded archie bk n bought mac for her. n she din give moi anythin in return =( went to smear moi face wif ice-cream instead. but managed to smear her back lol. den she nv keep her word n read de letter outside rather den at home. betrayed moi truse =( lol. jus kiddin ;P

man its a hard time decidin where to go cos its like so few choicesn so little time. cant wait to grow older n haf our own house to live in. den dun needa haf trouble findin private places liao.

rmb to study very hard k. so ul do well for ur o's n get into rjc k.

i love you. cya tomolo

today damn happy. coz can get to meet u after so long. and then go out. u bought macs for me. so sweet. and ice cream makes things cool too. thanks yah. coz i know u know that i'm too hot needa ice cream to cool down. lol. and then walk walk. call mum for soooo long. waste phone bill. haha. anyway i must tryta use up the 700 free sms or else she change my plan.

den u finally gotta come my house!!! at first thinkin maid at home. so i just change and go downstairs to study at poolside. but then ring doorbell no one answer. so i open the door. called mum. tell her no one at home. she ask me study first and later at 7 den come fetch me to hospital. hmm so i ran downstairs let u come take a lil peek at my house lor. so fun. actually u can stay longer. coz now my maid still not at home. but it'll be damn risky and i'll be damn worried. so nvm. next time u can openly come my house.

and at least u getta see ur mum-in-law's place. ur parents in law. i think my room very princessy. not bad lol. esp those pictures hung on the wall. damn cute right??? small that time. and then a few yrs back. OMG. so gorg. lol

tomorrow meet u at 12 plus. coz lessons end at 12. most probably meet u at some mrt. i'll tryta tell my mum that i go out lunching with frenz again. so maybe see whether maid or her what time go hospital den see if can rush home for a lil while. but most prob cant. if cannot den we go shopping. i was thinkin heeren or wisma. but den cant afford the clothes at wisma. but it's damn cool. i mean hot.

and yeah. waitin for u to come. tonight i go hospital. eat dinner. come home around 9. so i'll study. hmm.. cant wait to see u again. man i love you so much. miss u SOOOOOOO much too. haiz. cant wait for after Os. and please remember to remind me to study hard. and always say RJC right in front of my face so it'll be a constant reminder for me to strive hard.

i love you my dearest prince. and thanks for ur lovely pokemon letter. so sweet. did u decorate those background?? with the polka dots and hearts.. lol

had a haircut toda. head feel so light now. tink it looks cool. damn nice. tomolo u can see liao =)

hope ur bro get well soon. felt so sad for u when i heard u cryin. but he's gonna be ok. so dun wori yah ;)

n you mus start to study damn hard now. den after prelims take a short break befor goin back to muggin in hyper-mode. mus b a mugger toad now lah. so ul get 8 a1s =)

i'l be studyin wif u de whole day k. so ul get ur motivation. so lets work together for our future yah =)

still haf quite alot of work tis hols. chinese especiali. always got one whole stack of hw one. gonna start doin liao. so will tryta stop doin last min work.

haiz. life is so borin durin this hols. cos everybody's muggin away. hopeful de exams wil cum n go soon. i'l be waitin.

yah tat's al i guess. cya tomolo princess. i love you =D

bro in hospital. damn worried. hope he gets well soon. coz it's highly dangerous. he'll be havin internal haemorrage. his blood platelets count is low. pray for him k. hopefully he can pull through this.

prelims comin. wont be able to come online that often. only weekends. and at night can only talk for at most 15 min. sighh. gonna miss u sooooo much. haiz. and now parents not at home i'm lackin in self discipline. but dun worry. coz i think i'm sensible enuff to study hard coz i know what's good for me. and i wanna go rj. so this is what i must do.

actually it feels good to be alone at home. like without parental supervision. coz i can do whateva i like. but i understand why kids like that can stray easily. coz no proper guidance. hmmmm but dont worry about me k. i'll definitely study hard go rjc wif u prince. wanna be with u forever.

and i guess that's about it for today. cya tomorrow. i cant wait. i love you!!!

yesterday went to malaysia for de whole day. but mos of de trip consist of de bus ride. sleep mos of de time on de bus. went to some fruit plantation first. dere was quite interestin. den dey oso got keep goats n 2 ostrich. n de goats got a hell lot of kids lor. though it was onli a few goats. den dere was a short exibit on bees. n dey were promotin their honey. oh yah, dont drink too much processed honey. cos got sugar added. n its not gd. if wan den drink pure honey. its better cos there's no sugar. onli glucose which is gd. bought 2 bottles of wild bee honey home. dey say wild bee honey is like wine, de longer u keep de better. den they oso got sell honey produced by de bees they rear. cos they can decide where to place de hives n determind wat kind of nectar de bee take. so it got different types of honey. like orange honey, jambu honey etc.

den after was lunch. had baby lobster plus other dishes. was nice lor. den after lunch went to ostrich farm. had an ostrich massage moi dere. lol. n stood on an ostrich egg jus to show tat it can take heavy weights. din get to ride de ostrich cos de peep say adults cannot cos de ostrich injured n can onli take kids -_-'' but prefer feedin de female ostrich. cos de peck much gentler. oso found out tat male ostrich is damn sexualtive lol. haf to put 3-5 females wif one male otherwise if put 1 female den de female cannot take it lol.

den went to a shoppin mall which was damn sian cos dey nv sell anythin much befor goin for dinner. din eat much durin dinner cos food not nice. den when to see fireflies. on de boat ride we went to see de bird nest first, which was under de bridge, befor settin off to see de firefly. de scenery was beautiful. too bad de fireflies din fly to de boat. tat's y nv catch any =( den after tat den came home.

today nothin much happenin. tink will be stayin at home whole day. at least u have moi studyin wif u rite. n u suck at downloadin. cant believe uve nv done tis befor lor. cos its like common sense... haiz u soooooooo blur... tis sortof things oso dunno -_-''

yah take care n study hard k. i love you

yesterday went to malaysia for de whole day. but mos of de trip consist of de bus ride. sleep mos of de time on de bus. went to some fruit plantation first. dere was quite interestin. den dey oso got keep goats n 2 ostrich. n de goats got a hell lot of kids lor. though it was onli a few goats. den dere was a short exibit on bees. n dey were promotin their honey. oh yah, dont drink too much processed honey. cos got sugar added. n its not gd. if wan den drink pure honey. its better cos there's no sugar. onli glucose which is gd. bought 2 bottles of wild bee honey home. dey say wild bee honey is like wine, de longer u keep de better. den they oso got sell honey produced by de bees they rear. cos they can decide where to place de hives n determind wat kind of nectar de bee take. so it got different types of honey. like orange honey, jambu honey etc.

den after was lunch. had baby lobster plus other dishes. was nice lor. den after lunch went to ostrich farm. had an ostrich massage moi dere. lol. n stood on an ostrich egg jus to show tat it can take heavy weights. din get to ride de ostrich cos de peep say adults cannot cos de ostrich injured n can onli take kids -_-'' but prefer feedin de female ostrich. cos de peck much gentler. oso found out tat male ostrich is damn sexualtive lol. haf to put 3-5 females wif one male otherwise if put 1 female den de female cannot take it lol.

den went to a shoppin mall which was damn sian cos dey nv sell anythin much befor goin for dinner. din eat much durin dinner cos food not nice. den when to see fireflies. on de boat ride we went to see de bird nest first, which was under de bridge, befor settin off to see de firefly. de scenery was beautiful. too bad de fireflies din fly to de boat. tat's y nv catch any =( den after tat den came home.

today nothin much happenin. tink will be stayin at home whole day. at least u have moi studyin wif u rite. n u suck at downloadin. cant believe uve nv done tis befor lor. cos its like common sense... haiz u soooooooo blur... tis sortof things oso dunno -_-''

yah take care n study hard k. i love you

Hmm today is nothing much. Went church den ate porridge. Coz light lunch is provided by church. Den maybe coz cold weather so I damn hungry. Like glutton. I ate mee pok and nasi lemak for tea time. Lol. Later goin cousin’s house at queenstown to collect sth. Den go telok blangah the doctor for brother. And also eat macs there.

Dear I miss u a lot. Long time nv see u. I miss ur hugs and kisses. Makes me feel great and warm and loved. I miss out cosy bed too. Our lil house (your room). Man really cant wait for after Os. And thanks for being so patient with me. I’m meditating nowadays. It helps. Calms my nerves and senses.

I guess u stay at home whole day because yesterday u went out for long hours liao. It’s been raining these few days. Very cold. But den sometimes I get very hot and wanna on the air con. After awhile realized that fan is enuff. I’m still at separation and merger for ss. A long way to go. I think that I need lotsa time to study ss geog bio and chem.. and maybe lit too. These r the subjects that need a lot of memorization.

Twq I miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh. I wanna be with u forever. And next time give me a treat to ice cream ok. Go buy from macs. I prefer the soft kinda ice cream than ice lolli. And for candies, I love gummies and m&ms and hersheys. So next time u know what to get me. But favourite is u urself! Lol.

I love to sound excited and happy over the fone coz my mood in influential. Can affect u. I want u to be happy. Coz if u r. den I am too. I love you prince dearest!

toda had house carnival. played badminton n lost everythin =( should haf played squash. cos after match played squash n was like ownin everyone. but onli played wif de noobs lol. tennis players. but they quite gd cos help house to win. den after house carn went to eat abit at macs. den went home. had to take 2 buses from j8 n de bus like nv cum for 15min. so jus walked to de other bus stop where i take 1 bus can liao.

tomolo goin malaysia whole day. leavin at 6. cumin back at bout 11. seems like goin see firefly, visit ostrich farm n fruit farm(?) lol.

wonder can meet u on wat days next wk. but u MUST study hard. get good results for prelims k. n o's too. den we can be together for de next 2 yrs.

today blog short one. since u cannot cum online for long even if ur cumin online.

i love you. take care while im away k =)

today eng prelims. it was fine lah. my essay was fab. den compre a lil hard but the summary was a breeze. hmm..now must study real hard already. coz hols got not much time. and then one week of exams. it's gonna be real stressful.
haiz. everytime u're outside. den i cant even getta tok to u online. i just feel soo out. haiz.
i ate like a pig after sch. slept for 2 and a half hours after that. den dreamt of some weird stuff. i remembered i dreamt of a bathroom. den my english teacher. so weird. i also dun rmb much.
and tomorrow no ballet. i askin my mum bring us to a bookstore. coz i think mph got discount. so just go out lor. dun feel like eatin dinner coz so stuffed and full. OH but today got trading spouses. so at least can have sth to watch. if not it'll be really boring. den will make me lose appetite.

but i know. u can feed me. eat wif me. den it'll be damn sweet. prince dearest. i miss u alot.
i'm like sloggin here at mother's place. i yearn to go home. in that cosy bed. i want u to hug me. need u to hug me. give me warmth.

and sms me more often since i cant online much. until after prelims. den we can go out too, and enjoy. so yeah, u blog about today tomorrow. and i'll go online tomorrow. OH DAMN. i suddenly remembered u goin malaysia.. so nvm lah. u blog today. den i read tomorrow. ring me ok.

i love you

hmm firstly i wanna say sorry.
coz recently i think i've become more hot tempered. maybe because of stress also.
and then i feel a lil inferior lah. coz u can get to enjoy and have fun relax while i slogging here.
but it's okay lah. coz i wanna go rjc. just hope that u can constantly encourage me and support me.
i really love you alot.
just now after dinner i was reflecting.
then i realized i shouldnt have been so pissed at u. esp these few days over the fone.
i'm sorry =(
because i dun ever wanna lose u.
i wanna be with u forever.

and i'm studying hard. even though still quite slack. always walkin around the house. eat sth. watch vcd all these. and play wif hp. seldom really get down to my books and serious studying.
but i'll change. coz i realized that 1 wk is really short. not enuff time to cover the whole syllabus.

and when hols i can still tok on fone. for about 1 hour plus. when prelims that actual period of time. i can only spare 15 min at most. just to say gd nite and love words.

always shower me with ur love and attention ok. and encourage me all the way. i really cant wait for after Os. i wanna have a good time with my prince.

i love you prince. froggy.

toda went fishin. woke up at 6 jus to go dere n came back bout 7. but started fishin bout 11. damn sad. nv catch any fish at al. but at least i almost caught some. got a few bites but nv reel in anythin lol. but at least better den moi friends who got alot less misses. for moi, i miss catchin de fish n miss de fish cos it jus ate de prawn head lor. n i oso miss moi princess alot.

was quite hot. now back of neck n hands damn red liao. but dont tink i'l get sunburn. nv geet sunburn befor lor. maybe its cos darker peeps haf less chance of gettin.

anyway. dont tink ul like fishin cos it requires alot of patience. n patience may not pay off like wat happened toda. but its quite fun castin de rod n ul get damn exited when u feel de rod tugin lol. but sometimes its jus trapped among the rocks like wat happened to moi a few times -_-''

other den tis deré's nothin else interestin today.

oh yah, forgot bout de phone calls in de mornin lol. man ur damn funny. call moi jus to ask moi chose song for u to sing =p but love to hear u singin. uve got a damn beautiful voice =) den forgot wat we tok bout durin de third time u called cos i was reali damn sleepy tat time. onli rmbed tat we tok bout feelin sleepy all tis. make moi rmb i tried to do a chinese compo durin nite n i was damn sleepy. in de end din know wat i was writin n jus wrote one paragraph. n when morin check den oso dunno wat i write. din make sense at all lol.

anyway, i love you alot. n actuali already expected to meet less durin prelims n o's. i told u way befor liao tat actuali had to start one month befor but in de end its like sortof flowin tat way now. but dun waor. after prelims we'l enjoy n after o's we'l enjoy even moor. i know its dammn stressful on u so u may like unintentional take it out on moi or get angry easily. but i understand n will help u through tis phrase. cos i love you!